i got no idea why things end up this way or has it ended? I'm not sure. i hate to elaborate things I'm not sure of. tough I'm strong that i came up to this far. yet i couldn't take it. I've been enduring all along. whatever little stuffs that brought you far from me is counted, don't ever think I'm blind. i don't do actions for your reactions for the first time. once i think its too much, then ill make a move. there's not point of blaming, cause later you think I'm thinking negative then you ask yourself should/could you be sorry or even whats with me blaming you. there's also no point of crying. wasted tears are just wipers. I've never hate you as a part of this, Ive never. id tell myself that you're here and i don't need to worry. but I'm wrong. and yes, you're right. there's no point of typing all these if i never change (because i don't know how to, i am me) I'm blind (especially when it comes to you, cause I've been blinded by you) tell me if you don't know why I'm typing all these. anyway, I'm just telling you, that Ive been hurt by you so what big fuck? nobody cares.
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