i made it

I made this and followed accordingly how i felt.

dont break my heart unless you can put it back together, but if you cant,

then hurt is what i'll feel forever.you once were my world,till i found out one night. no words i could say will get you back, but now i quess im ok with that. i gave you my heart and i gave you my love, but i guess you must have lost it, because you found it in her.i tried to send the sense of love from me to you.but you just did nothing.i mean, like there was a 98 year old lady who was drowning, and you did nothing.i failed this time. im not going to try it again.It hurts so much, until it cant be describe in words and sentance.i was getting nearer, but it was blocked by your words.you havent experince broken heart, because you havent heard what is true love.it was hard to forget.i'm allways trying to cover my sadness by words .if one day i walk pass ur face,i'll just say hello.and walk away. if i knew this would

happen, i wont do it.even though your gone, i'll try to remain the same.

you didnt mean it. but i do.

you pretended.but not love.

now, i hate you because you pretended not to know.

byebye;

NADDIE(:

Listening to : For What Its Worth - Amber Pacific

HELLO(:

So today, i'm following my aunt to Lok Yang, near Tuas.
Theres a Toy shop there. All at $1. Sigh. I havent bathe.
But i ate my breakfast allready. hehes.

Tommorow if can, I wanna go vivo city, to watch my friend
band perform. all the best to you guys. am i so supportive.
lol. so, anybodys going? between 2:40 and 3:00pm.
They say they will perform at 2:50 on the dot. how can that be sure.
but still they rock to the core.

So here it is,
NOW PLAYING: Distant Memories - Comic Strip
enjoy!
byebye takecare;
NADDIE(:

HEY(: DEAR SERGIO

So heres pictures with captions, for today.
All of the pictures here can be found in Malaysia.
I took it when I'm not sleeping in my fathers car on a sunny day.
So here it is,

No matter how negative we think, they still like their town.

My world is turning black.

I chase the clouds.

This I got no captions.



Have you bought your umbrella?







Look how tired she is.

It's never been easy to look for food.

Leaving a town.

The parking lot lights, were switch on late today.

The creations of god.



So my post ends here.

take care byebye;

NADDIE(:

WHEETSS!

So what happened today?
Overall fun. Yesterday my sis borrowed my Aunt Korean movie,
entittled 'My Girl' I bathe at 10 in the morning and watch the whole
series of that korean movie. 10 in the morning till 3 or beyond.
I also forget.

I was to excited to see what happened. So I watch it all.
The movie was nice, sad, funny and exciting. I like it even
though they never say it in my language , but the subtittles did.

Then when in the middle of the story , lil' shortie called me, and said
he's bored. that time it was raining. he couldnt wait to meet me.
what an excitement. you'll just need to wait alittle longer.
this wont take you forever.

now, every week i'll upload new songs to my blog.
or you may request the songs to my tagboard and i'll
put it up if i have. or something.
so now, youre
listening : Over My Head - The Fray

okayy. i know. people are not intrested in this. so i just have
to end.

byebye;
NADDIE(:

it will be the
happiest
when meeting
you honey!
take care!
love you(:

HELLO(:

Okay, time to update. So yeah, Saturday I meet him then walk around in
JP. He really look very different ey. Didn't thought this was his image.
But nevermind it's still him. Not for long, I got to go.
sigh, it was just like a minute.

Then went home transfer on what i wear to cover from head to toe, and
zoom to the mosque. Then at 6 in the afternoon went home. Pack my things.
Bring this , bring that. I dont bring much(: Then, at 7:30 pm.

Went to my grandmothers house at Bukit Merah. Got my cousin birthday.
Then I carry the things that is needed to bring. Then when I reached at the
void-deck the house, I and my sis check on our clothing. hehes. We got
nothing better to do. Then take the lift to second level, oh-what a waste of time.
At the outside of the lift I heard the voices singing the birthday song.
Then I destroy! They all singing merrily, I steped-in, hulu hulu.

Salams all the makciks and neneks and datoks and little sedares.
Then I just stand near the corridor and wait for the cake to be severed
to me(: The cake was strange aites. The chocolate was flavoured, nuttella chocolate.
One of my breakfast ingredients. Then I saw 2 boys who was his friends.
One is Hakim and the other one was Yasin.

Then we all procedded to the bedroom, and watch them play, UNO card game.
Intresting, was they use this stupid word all the time, aspecially Yasin.

He said: " alamak kau! tayek ah. dier nye turn la! "
I ask: " Tayek tu aper? "
He answered: "tayek tu word taik kite. "

Sigh. nice to meet them. This boys are from budak harbourfront.
Which known as The Vivo City People. All of them are nice.
Then went to m'sia. Then, sleep at my grandmothers house beside,
my mom. Nice comfortable and big.hehes

till here: byebye;
Naddie(:

Long time

Its being a long time i never update. For all who wanted me to update.
I am here just to update. miss my blog. changed song. blogskins. colors.
So yeah, i'm rotting here. got many activities to do u know.
washing the dishes. mop the floor. cycle my bkie. listen to my mp3.
go to SGH , NUH. still got more.

wait, i forgot. what else eh.. bathe my cat. bathe myself.
watch tv. wear my clothes. brush my teeth. dont get dirty.
and disturb my cat. im not sure if all of these were all the things
i do were here. what else can i tell you guys.
im busy here and there. u know SGH NUH is like the same but i like
SGH better. nice u know. new equipments near my neighbourhood.
and that saturday i go msia, bought,
a white jacket, mickey black and white clip. they are all nice.

then that time .. i forgot the day.Mdm Zurinah, Kenneth,
Kim Hiang, Phone Myat, Jit Yee, Timothy,Xin Yan, Wei san,
Qistina, Siti and me went to victoria hall.
watch a concert from YCSS. it was nice and funny. but some are
boring. and got this perticullar man kept shouting at the back.
he got one huge giantic voice. everyone can hear it.
then we went home by train, i'm the most disgusting one.
hehes. then we drop at jurong east. and went for late dinner at mac donald.
i get tortured by siti. everytime i kept doing something, she pinched my
cheek. pain u know. got red red.
then went home by bus. phone myat get pissed my us.
pity pity. then i listened to my mp3 and waited to the place to drop.
that day i reached home at 12 or something and i wore,
light brown jeans, black jacket, white singlet, converse shoes.
and i bought a small paper bag along.

what else ehh..

I miss you like hell here.
carving your name in my head.
crying just to hear your name everyday
cant wait to see your face honey!

byebye;
NADDIE(:

this thursday ingat tau!