fuck you people

(look like a teacher, shit)

im off to port dickson for family outing/holidays.

ill not be taking my whatever shit religious oral exams on 3 & 4 december.

ill not be blogging, only tag. tag here and maybe i can reply when im there.

ill be missing my msn buddies/webcam partners/lame assholes/all

im away starting on sunday 2 december. yay~

malaysia is damn holy unsafe. hahaha

):

i saw your clone today.
i didnt smile today
i get scolded for not doing house chores
i watched a korean series
i felt dull today
i played with onions
i get my second letter from NUH.
i got many things to declare in mind.
i tell a friend of mine about this boy pants is currently looking super thight
im not in the mood yet chatting/blogging

ok bye.

why im bored.

i dont find myself active in any activities. im just waiting for my next family outing to port dickson. im bored because, i got nothing to do, i do alot of things to do but those just suit me at all. this holiday just get me outdoor, not indoor. i hate being at home, alone with my cat. because in my family, im in the second and im like an orphnage kid. house chores is given out unfairly. i got to do my stupid religious PSLE today. very shit. i came late and i got to sit just behind the door. cool or what siak sit behind the door. i just rock the house with my music. and i lost my specs twice a year. ahahaha. these olidays, many of my friends who wear contact lens catch an eye infection which is obviously due to the contact lens, scary sia.

im feeling : so potek/bored/mad/unhappy/happy/excited/stupid/go gugugaga

i'll roar right in your face till your skin is gone of your face with just my roar. (laughs)

and "oh! we are watching, animal porn Xp"

redbull for breakfast.

im so bored, i did some change onto my blogskin. people im seriously bored. and oh, about the trademarks outing, there will be 2 different days. one in november, one in december.

November.
avenue: jurong east

December.
avenue: town/bugis/esplanade

the date is not listed down because im in desperate need for your phone numbers, i mean any numbers that i can contact you. thankyou.
& carpark+animals(cat species)+music = me
idk why my nearby carpark have inspired me.
i love cats from the bottom of my heart.
music heals you know, even dangdut. ahahaha.

actually, psle is not a difficult paper. (: when i grow up, i wanna own my own lion/cats/white lion. but lion is dangerous. imagine theres some kids comming to my house for hari raya, and possible the lion is hungry because the lion cannot wait for the ketupat to cook, and decided to eat up some irritating/innocent small kids with baju kurung on. sigh. okay. i need to go bathe. i dont want to be a part of the CK, its actually cine kopet

people. nadd love dinosaurs, that also includes barney the purple dinosaur.
lets use our imagination people!

Albertosaurus = nadd/(timon)

I would like to represent Albertosaurus as myself because it is big and tall like me. big and tall like me oi. Albertosaurus is a canivore. meat eater(: It was a bipedal (walking on two legs) creature, with tiny two-fingered hands, and a massive head containing dozens of large sharp teeth. siakk, dozens siol. The first specimen discovered was a partial skull discovered in 1884. that is way way way way behind.

Maiasaura = sarah/(taugeh)

Currently because of the name. macam name maisarah laaa.

i'll be doing the rest tomorow or tonight. okayy. just wait.

-nadd love dino. dino dino dino wooooo!

im all alone in this room, i wanna run run away very far. very far like six feet under.
i messed up. im condamed. alone in this room, with the same clothes same shit attitude, with nothing to do, i wanna dig my grave. ive sacrificed much, but all those dosent worth. what worth? blood? life? ive tried so hard ive tried so hard to believe. but i dont. why. why. im one unfaithfull girl believe me.

dont trust me, im a liar. -once a liar, allways a liar.
dont be friends with me, im anti-social. -true.
dont follow me, im lost in this. -life
dont.
im now a fish living outside, without water. -im suffering
im like a girl who wake up and found herself in heaven. -wait for my death certificate.
damn.
i just wished i can go back time and delete you. delete. -like i dont know you.
and wished i have you earlier. and tottal it up to a year. - monthsary.
and a thousand needles poke to my eyes, so i can believe what i see
if this is life, i knew i wont live long.

(baby grace)

ok. i got nothing to blog about today. yesterday went to slack with a couple of friends. then went home. the picture above shows a skecth of baby grace, baby grace is not her real name though. my first impression when i saw, i was like. ohhhhh~
the face was quite scary. the fisherman who found this a week ago said that, " we will all pray that someone will identify this girl." find out more in www.msnbc.msn.com and search out for baby grace.
and this post will end with a short conversation.

apit s.w.a.t. : eh, kau tau aku mengirap ah dengan apek semalam.
iyan: ah? (laughs) asal sak?
apit s.w.a.t. : aku tau ar badan aku besar. die boleh tanye aku gini siol, "lu punya baju lu tempah pe?!" tu part aku da mcm, nk dudok atas kepale tu apek je.
iyan: ok baek.(laughing)
apit s.w.a.t. : die tanye aku lagi siol, "lu punya stokin pon lu tempah pa?!"
iyan: pit, da ah, cukop laa. aku da nk terbuang air ni, kau nmye pasal laa!

today.

• i had religious class. seriously boring. i talked with liyana about trademarks outing. funny okay.
• trademarks, bile mau jumpe?
• today i eat breakfast(:
• my neighbour moved.
• is fourth of november.
• i bet i grow shit at 5
• listening to we're coming back - Cock Sparrer
• im really really bored.
• my leg is tired

ok done.

(imy~ )

i went to sentosa today. and all i did, was to get my hands in the sand
like dough. i also did some of the sandy queh. ahaha~ got many non-singaporean.

i caught this little girl with bikini on. very cute. yellow polka dot bikini. then i do sand castle, this and that. and siloso got rocked by me, ahaha. then i go submerged my feet alone!
then decided to go home. get to vivo city by sentosa express. LJS for dinner.

got home by taking bus (bus 30).
on the way home, i and my sister bumped onto our parents. they are like going out, we are

like going home. felt tired.

because today, the planned was cancelled.

(senyuman lebarku)

ok, todays post.

i seriously got to type very fast.

i post because. i want to. Xp

i did nothing today, woke up late. and someone waited, hohoho. sorry.

im happy and sad. that i consider private. no one wanna know. and its over allready.

tomorow, need to cancel some of the thing in my blog. then maybe ill go out. with this stranger.

ahahaha. ni stranger cute oi. aku selalu cair~ heee. ok. maybe. will post again tomorow night.

bile die senyum. ohh ohh ohh. i consider, hottt ar eh. seriously and honestly.

i miss you alot. alot alot!