piano and guitars on music lessons

school is back, and i lost a stack of literature holiday homework. i probably love guitars, even now the finger tips still hurts. i bought the yamaha piano pencil case. ok nevermind. i even set targets in mind of what i wanna do/achieve/prove. i want to be the top 7/6 in 2008. i make sure i get my electric guitar when im 16. and i must do well in history. create own band is one of my featured dreams.

i must look for my clone in the first day of school.
i must never be late for school.
i must never forget to biring termometer to school everyday.
i must never hate history.
i must never give up learning guitar.
i must not go out unless theres a CCA, guitar lessons, mug, or waste some time, heeeeeee~
i must not even hate people even hidayah.
i wanna be the best english talker in class.
i wanna be the best of the best out of mylself.
common eh, i know theres more. and ill continue blow bubbles. (:

im naive, i know. im so naive. hahaha.

bubbles pops and ill blow bubbles again.

damn, i dont like the way god set up things for me, his test are too heavy. im a girl, leading not so wonderful life. home, mother said that im useless. father said, something that i found im sentive to. sister said, im stupid because of something that cause the whole family to blame on me. outdoor, im shy to go out, because i aint preety and people will say things. classmates, i only save 2 contact numbers instead of 5. because i know i will never happen to remember all, and its no use too.

im an anti-social kid who stays up online and make friends. its much better. i mean they cant see me, and ill still stay up normal. sigh. i know i dont need things that i wanted, like others do. until my parents set up food on the table for me, from there is enough allready.

only stupid people says that he/she is rich. no one is rich. if someone reading this, and wanna argue, go ahead im just fine as hell. btw, $1.10 bubble bottle is fun. i got two. theres one that i can touch, and one that pops when meet the skin of my fingers.

christmas.

i watched Echanted today. and the last week of holidays are all about free online movies. so today, i watched hooligans. i mean the movie is tittled hooligans. and i just wish i can zap things in a snap because some irritating chinese who probably are not christians are making noises with the bicycle bells like bodo. in the 20's century, negative images is the main criteria. oh shit. and movies are bad. because they are infecting kids young minds faster then bacteria. ok, im done.

i hate hidayah
and love you

i decide to blog.
i went jp with maisarah and my sister today.
suddenly, i remember things, i supose not to.
and i like cry, on my guitar. cause i was searching for tabs.
ok thats all. damn.

hello sunshine

(i chase the dark clouds away)

the sun came out today, finally.
when the sun is shining, some stupid grey clouds are following.
i get frustrated with guitar strings. but since i love them, i sacrificed cutting my left hand nails just for the sake of the guitar. (i cut till like seriously short nails)
school is comming, and i must start mugging.
school, ah yeah, secondary two, were gonna learn how to play guitar, but i want to learn in advanced(: you know what i mean. i got some very cheerful indie songs to cheer. nice laa.
and i wanna look out for the best school bag for 2008. and on the first day of school, im gonna lookout for my clone, sec 1. wahaha. exciting kan.
and liyana, just come for this week stupud religious class. and bring hp, not books. i rule the rules.
and ayie, dont let me describe donuts to you.
and sarah, tabs tabs tabs tabs!
and amani, amani biler free, nak plan untok outing(:
and shahirah, gile korean Xp.
and syuhada, pwwweeeety!
and trademarks, another outing comming up.

firstly, i need to tell you people of trademarks that, i cant upload the pictures because the camera is not with me. ill update it somehow. 5 days without update. i thought of closing this blog down because i dont post much. probabbly depends on my mood. tell me good reasons why i should close this blog down or dont close this blog. (:
christmas is comming in 15 days fast. oh god, christmas mcm best gitu. Xp. and also got to lookout for " go to school material ". and im so excited to see the secondary one pupils. hahaha. gurantee lots of minahs. i ending this post, i told you im not gonna post much. ok? bye.

jealousy takes place whenever i see your msn private message.

i just got back, and now im blogging. the trip was shit. because many things happened, all starts from me. bought some things there. im lazy to post some pictures now. tomorow going out with the trademarks. oh weeeee.
i feel: stupid/angry/jealous/dead.