A little boring sunday.

Today is Sunday, now is 1:54:45Pm. Later going to IMM to buy something. I'm feeling like im free but not I still got my comprehension undone. I'm so damn bored got nothing to do. I just bathe my cat just now it was difficult , as my bare hands has to get with the hot water. My cat ran here anf there . I shampoo her with a $13 dollar cat grooming shampoo. She ran the whole toliet until I slipped and catch her tail then the scratch me back with one scar on my hand. She's rough man.

Then yesterday, I went to my cousins house. We played boys vs girls soccer. There were 2 boys and 3 girls. I volunteer myself to be the goalkeeper. My cousin and me played so rough until one of my cousin who was her brother bleed on his left leg the smallest finger. In the end we won, however we played anyhow. Then I ate ' Rojak Mama' it cost $18.90 alltogether. Then we go home I slept in the car, I was tired.

I wonder, I played anyhow and I still win. (: I had no plan for todays afternoon. I think I will be at home only. I looked at my hand , I got 4 new scars on my hand it was given by my cat. But if you see properly you can see more scars. I thought my new baby born cousin to make noises with his lips, then after an hour , he did it. It was the same as mine, at least he learned something. I thought my little cousin , Nadhirah whose age was 6. I teach her how to do clay 'Epok-epok' . Mines was perfect but hers was thin. My grandmother thought me how to do 'Ketupat' I did'nt give up until I did the simpler one, mines was cute .

That's all for now, thats my weekend.

I was expecting more from my grandmother, but she cooked my favourite food, Nevermind then. I'll accpet it.

Things have changed in 2006.

The year 2006 was a stressful year as you know that many work will be given. I just came back from school. Then read Maisarah's blog about 'Friends Forever'. I've never thought about this until today when I realise most of the other side of me was not open to that. I think we never thought about this because, after this year most of us will be seprated from our good friends.Most of us will go to the different school.

But I think we have too continue the good day between us. I was lingering a minute when I think, I only have friends. Never in this world the phrase ' Youre' my best friend.' This thought also made me realise something.

As said by one of my friends, 'The lame jokes. The fun we had its all gone.' I went to think again.
What was that something that made it all gone to the thin air. This made me realise how important are the laughters made by us together. Will I really loose them one day?

Very memorable.

Superman - dunnoe

If you were wondering, what is this song doing here... It's a post. Now is 9:53p.m. , and I'm writing a post while feeling low. This song goes to everybody listening or reading my post.
There is allways something that I can't show , tell and sometime share. Something to do with everybody. But I'm only used to share this with only one person. But then I think twice of what is going to happen.I look like not serious, and allways playful, childish. Well its not easy to look something inside as I allways cover it. And here you are the other - side of me.
_-ME-_

Well as some of you can see, in my MT class. I sitting behind with a small man. He sometimes can see the other side of me. And I can see the other side of him. Most of the things I have I'd rather share with him coz' he'll share with me some of his expericences. Not soo easy to control but, I try. If I were to share something with somebody like Yee Ching she'll not understand, as she cant see the real me. What I mean was the inside of me. This feeling causes me to change as is started with my MT partner. He told me something that is very strange. But I realise its time for me to change.
_-HIM-_

There is on this day I, Mai, Ama, Lyn. We went to Jurong East Lib. Then I remember I need to meet my... Then when I reached there..., that time I chop the place for me and my friend to sit tigrther. I receive a call. Saying that he was here. Sanggop sial dier dari serangoon sec datang jurong. Can I skip the story I dont wanna tell again.. hehe The really dont have the look but my type. My type is bigger than me and taller than me. This story was soo damn long. Its sad to continue. Im soo sorry.

Maisarah please , if you wanna puke at something , please think twice. I f you change your other-side, I'll be happy enough.

Hello.

Hi all. I've put some new songs. On these days..
_-Friday-_

It was after school when we are out of school early. We went to 7-eleven to have lunch. On the way to the 7-eleven we laugh some got reason some no. We are now walking past a photo shop, when Maisarah sag the li shing tea tea song. She was good at singing this, and made me laugh like hell.
Then we walked in the 7-eleven shop. I was doing nothing when I founded my favourite drink it was Apple Soda. I got fed up when Oh tang kao haleemah saw my drink. My drink was in a glass bottle. She tought it was beer. I was like , " Eh think twice ar. you never see the name of the drink wat? " So wat I care in glass bottle? People please think twice. Then I stand in one corner for a while. Then they all buy their foods allready. Some get to sit down and some dose'nt. I dose'nt get to sit so I stand. I drink and drink and drink. Then two ladies outside waiting for their dating partner to pick them up. They both sit down and we inside the 7-eleven shop gets a very clear view. Her butt can be seen as many of the neighbourhood people can see too. It was a free show. Then we laugh and laugh. We son get out of the store. I bring home my Apple Soda cap home. Again Maisarah sang the li shing tea tea song , she add more words to the song. And we walked to a block near our school. We saw some of our class mates playing with a cake. Their face was dirty. Ewwness. Can't you inagine parts of a cake was on your face skin. They only thought of bringing the cake no tissue no water. Huh wat the hell. God give you money to buy cake and you play with it. Please appericiate food. Never waste them. If this happens to Heidi's Day I'm the first to go home. Then Maisarah ,me, Ching went to another block. We don't wanna mix with them. They are dirty with parts of the cake allover them.
We made laughter there. We started to do our homework. Then we went home.
Home sweet home. :) I was hanging on the phone 90minutes+ . Its was fun sharing experiences with other person. So long goodbye.

Never waste food if you buy them.

Jalan - jalan cari makan.

Heh. We don't really go ''Jalan - jalan cari makan'' . Today boring day so decided to go out. I bathe at 2:30pm hehes. I very lazy. After that we took a taxi to IMM with my sis. The total payment was $4.30 .(s'pore dollars) Then we walked in the shopping mall, not so many people.
We first went to this stupid, usless shop and we went out. Then go jalan - jalan to Mini Toons shop. My sis went to look for stickers. I went to look for something intresting. She bought a monkey for a friend that cost $2.95 and stickers for$1.95 (expensive huh?) .

Then we go to take the esclator from the first floor, not realising we drop off at the second floor. We actually need to go to the third floor . We think of a way not to make shame of yourselves, so we walked round the second floor and searched for the lift. Finally, we found it! We too the lift to make through the third floor that was one floor high. Then walked again towards the Daiso shop. Nothing much to see , suddenly I founded a cute hello kitty plastic zip bag. I really cant take my eyes off them so I baught them . It was nicely paked :) Then we walked out of the shop.

We went to take lunch at KFC. My sis odered a buddy meal for 2. The chicken was damn big.
The oily meat and the skin!! The skin was damn thick so I decided to peel them off. ( Eww..)
But them the chicken was good :)) After that we see some damn bloody hell young minahs.
One with lampost hair, one mama keling and one the breast stood up. I was wondering why was her breast is bigger than mine. She wore a red shirt and grey handphone lace aorund her neck.( what the hell!) They kept lokking at us. Hmph, they bought so many food and act big.
Not long after, we finished our food. *Burp* *burp* *burp* dirty me.

We again went to the Mini toons shop . I want to buy something. Then Before I went out of the shop I bought, Stickers for $1.95, Doo Doo made soft chick $.2.95 and a Blue shoe lace $3.95 (thats the price if im not worng).
Then we go home by bus. We warm up , we walked from the IMM shopping mall to the Jurong East Interchange. Then we see some stinky dudes walking past. Smelly nak mampos. Then we go popular bookshop buy skettles . then we take bus 98.

Home sweet home... at 5:55pm. Tired you know.
Thats all.

Im sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. Trying to think of something anything just to keep me from thinking of you but you know its not working out. Cause your thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind. I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did and I didnt mean to get so close and share what we did. I didnt mean to fall in love but I did. And you didnt mean to love me back but I know you did. Im sitting here trying to cinvince myself that your not the one for me but the more I think, the less I believe and then the more I want you here with me. You know thw holidays are comming up. I dont want to spend them alone. Memories of us together just kill me if Im on my own.Im sitting here trying to entertain myself with my old guitar, but with all my inspiration gone its not getting me very far. I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you. Please , wont you take my hand we got nothing left to prove. Sometimes, memories of very loving time, cant be forgotten.
Its so hard to forget as Im in need of you.

We are on our seprate ways. Even though you are gone, you still mean the world to me.