meow~ ):

see that baby? shes under the recovering stage. she havent 'meow' yet. still a patient in the house. i miss playing with her. shes going to the animal clinic to get her bandages off tmr. went for interview today. it was nothing much. so im working tmr 9am - 1pm, because its closing early? (tak paham aku) other days im not sure about it. ive been wanting this book.

my injured pussycat

my cat is injured. she got involve in a fight yesterday morning which no one really saw what had happend. theres like bite marks on her left back leg. and a hole on her stomach. after school, i went straight home and change my clothes and take her to the vet. shes so fragile. if you touch any parts of her body which she didnt want you to, shell scratch you. by patience, i manage to get her in the basket and took a cab to the vet. then after waiting then pay and stuffs we went back and then go back there after 7.30. then after she reached home, she felt uneasy, uncomfortable and restless. which i cant stand to see her like that with her big red bandage on her stomach. which she felt angry with whats on her body made a scary sound out of it.

shes fine now, shes sleeping. it made me feel calm. and some parts of her body needs to be shaved to stiching. oh how sad.
i wish i was the one injured.

i feel good!

i did cycling today. under the solo category, i went chinese garden mrt, then west coast, then bukit merah (alexandra) how great can the feeling be? i dont even believe i did it, no one saw me doing it only myself and i. grandmother said, im gonna go slimmer soon since you know. i feel good. so. i swim every tuesday. i need cycling partners, damn. mommy dont let me go alone. so yeah. it took me 2 hours to alexandra and an hour home which i think is good. and i wonder how far is 40 km. (:

happy girl.

i want to be a happy girl, i dont want my fats no more ): that picture was taken yesterday, so its still new. so yuhua cc is organising a cycling trip and i think im gonna register it on monday. its only for 10 bucks with your own bike. whatever it is, i think its a must to join because i wont be alone and therell be people around me. i dont know if i should. i checked the recent cycling trip they had, its from yuhua cc to tuas 40km on 06 or 07 if im not wrong. i wonder is 40km like how far. heeh.

i dont feel alright

1) i feel good. why?
i went swimming for three straight days with 3 different people.

2) i think i feel sad. why?
because im not being myself, and then made up my mind to not use my phone for dont know few days?

3) what song am i listening to right now?
plain white t's - write you a song

4) but then i feel something is wrong. what is it?
things just dont go right at time. theres a situation where later he'll think that i dont care. when im trying to hold on going no where no. i just dont feel good, leave me alone for some time will you?

4) (a)why?
because i know its for my own good and maybe yours too. i wont forget you, i wont. i just want to have a time on my own, i still think of you. my heart still sing your name.

5) my hand hurts. why?
kitty bit me because she lost control of herself because shes mad.

5) (a)why? neighbour had a stray cat lingering outside their house and kitty took actions against it, level three, her territory.

5) (b)does it hurts?
yes. theres this part where she didnt scratch my skin, instead, she insert a little bit of force and did something to my flesh.

i prefer nerds ^^

thats dry ice inside the cup, its from swensens. the cake they bought for my cousin had dry ice around the ice cream cake. and yeah, what do you see on my face? pimples. yeah pimples. you may find it disgusting, yeah i know. it'll soon gone you know. someone is asking me out, to go swimming tmr(again). i wonder if i should. sa1 results is a big disappointment. ill have to fuck up my studies. i saw gabriel's jubo eating his pants. and to dear friend, your pimples will soon be lost. it only need some time and believe. ive gone it through, so dont worry.

saw my cat watching the television.

i guess, i really love her. i woke up late.
had my breakfast early. i bathed late today.
theres a birthday party. my cousin turned nine today.

pimples ):

ever seen a princess sleep?
haha. look at her, and me. i mean, im like a mother of an animal.

and i like it. hahaha. because she only need to bathe once every two weeks. she also alarm me when shes hungry. she have grown now but still on diet i think. shes not tremendously growing, shes only getting fiercer? day by day. oh and thats my house guard. if only i can get a video of me and her fighting. whenever shes really really jealous. shes like humans too. every time she gets angry, she gets more cuter. ok and fiercer?

i knew you're good. i knew i liked you. i knew how i feel.
but theres isn't any love. like a cup of coffee without its coffee.
its still progressing, i hope we're not breaking it. please.
i. try to make the best out of myself, and be proud.
you. dont try to fool me, because im not the one to be fooled with.
im. not a barbie with sexy clothes and petite face and feminine attitude.
because. thats not me.
if,only some days you'd accompany me home with the vanishing sun.
that will be a great ending to my day.
what am i writing?
stories of a cat owner fairytale.

how happy can i be?

exams over. yessssa! but not art. art lessons as usual like other mondays and fridays. now you wont find me with my bike together. we're not allowed to, due to some unusual things. i bet kitty got jealous when i went home with some other cat perfumes on me. i miss cycling, and you. why are you so cute? and im getting fatter. heee.

broken line, no communication, no.

09 May 2009

i love to make my story long when theres a straight way to understand it. life has been nearly unfair, theres lack of activities.
because lately im busy(?) how can i know?
if my father is really desperate to have dinner with the 3 of us everynight? or even present myself to my house other than doing something else? you've never understand. but how could, i. what more can i do, i mean, the only thing i can afford to do is just listen. how bad can it be?
i mean i dont talk to you, because i rather talk to a book and explain why. the book will listen right? if i were to talk to you would you want to listen and respect my opinion? the greatest thing ive had is the paper and pen. how can writing to a book be a better listener than you?
how can you? lack of attention to a child? i dont think ill do that if i have one. because theres a broken line that need to be mend.

mathematics paper to be done. and art exam is coming near and ive done nothing much on the concentrated theme. and i think im no longer using my phone. this came from myself. i mean theres a house phone right? because i just think that my parents will be more happier to see me with no phone and just more assignments on the table. theres more pimples today. i dont know why. i seem to be out of control, i can tolerate better with pimples than my parents. then there 'll be no communication.

oh sweetheart, i like you. but i guess its not my choice to choose right?
no.

been waken up by you. how great can it be?

the first thing i listened to, is your voice.

watched x men yesterday. at vivo. took 30.

mentos mint. long john silver. cheesy hot dogs. coke.
(BLISTERS)

it was great, wasnt it?