The day where I regret for my mistake.

It was the first mistake where I started to show people the signs of my regret. I became angry, a sudden silent of my heart.

A day I regret in my soul.
About a simple mistake.
Where I regret the most of my starting life.
I don't know why is this happening.
I don't know why is it like this.

I came to tell myself that,
a mistake can be fixed if I do something,
to make the person happy.
The mistakes I've done today make me realise,
there are reason behind every mistakes.

This make me realise I regret on the simple ones.
My everyday life has just begun.
I will cope to make them happy.
I will try not to regret on myself about something.

The regret, my mistakes, blame me.
This is what I remember.

Blame me on my mistakes then my regret , wake me up.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In timeYou'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

I had a bad day):

I'll never forget that day,when he broke my heart,
leaving me here with nothing to say.
as my whole world fell apart. I remember
how hard
I cried,the feeling
I felt, like somebody died.
I couldn't sleep, or even eat.
I felt so sick, I felt so dead.
It hurt so bad, it messed with my head.
I was so confused ,so all alone. I felt so used.
I wish I would have known,
that this is how it would be,
that you would have eventually
given up on me.

I've been living my alone trying
to get you out of my life but after all this
time I can't help myself but miss you
you're once a dream that came true an
illusion that turned to realitybut suddenly,
things turned differently the way they used
to be untill such time
i have no choice but to let you go.
I think you don't care about me anymore.
I think I should let you go out of my life.

Making me want to blush and die,
But he can also lift me off my feet,
Just to knock me down with a simple sound,
A sound of a word,
Such a heartbreaking word,
Yes,Yes I wil date you,
Yes I will love you,
Yes I will be yours,
But at the same time
it's a
no,No he won't date me,
no he won't love me,
No he won't be mine,
But the worst part is he has said those
yes words to me,but they have never be.

Tell him that I hate him
Tell him that I love someone new
Tell him that I don't need him anymore
Tell him that he is nothing for me
But please....
Forget me.



I will never get what I want.

The day.

Just changed everything only the web. Just now was maths paper it was difficult but i still can do. Then we played the game in school. It was the worst game i ever played. Well it was a stupid game to play. Everybody was like ' wat the fuck man ' . But still it was a stupid game.

I've eaten allready when, I received sms from someone asking me to vote for hady in the Singapore Idol. I think it was a stupid thing to do b'cause, i wont vote. It costs nothing. If , lets say hady wins , will you get anything? No of course.

Well got nothing much. Tata..

Stupid game ends with a stupid requests((:

Letters to you ( acoustic ) - Finch.

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much,
I know

But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]
No more looking i've found home
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away



Theres allways something missing in my heart.

Blooping(:

I changed my blog song again. This song as compared to my blogskin is showing me that I love him and hate him. A nice work to combine both, as you can see. " Shout to you heart! And your too late! You give love a bad name!" I'm singing... Just know is Malay Oral. It's difficult. I rather do my english oral. It was a piece of shit. Actually many. There are some facts about me.

Facts of me :
1 ) Emo person, but people can't see.
2 ) Talk crap(:
3 ) A fake organiser.
4 ) Hates the word 'whatever'
5 ) I hate when I feel shame.

It was just 5 minutes past when my mother asked my sister to dry the clothes an hour ago, she did'nt do it. fuck la. The blame is all on me. Now is revenge time. I will not help her. Her problems , her life. My problems , my life. She's gonns suffer while I'll let out her secrets slowly to my mom. She is so busted! Why is her undone work is blaming to me. The 49th time have happen. Now i'm suffering later is her. My revenge is never sweet as it will work out slowly.
Damn I'm tired I'm gonna be listening to songs this while before going to sleep to refresh((:

She's so busted!

Semangatku hilang.

Change my song. Tak semangat. Lemah. Sedih.

I think I'm leaving your life.

A place you gave me to stay in your heart.
As time goes by,
I think I have to leave.
Each time you call me,
You said " I luv u."

I think it means nothing to me as you don't care about me.
You flirt with other girls.
I gave you a chance. But then I think this time,
You didn't deserve the chance.
What you do is you broke my heart.

I think I'm being too kind.
All this while I think I just wasted my time with you.
But what I know I hate you I love you.

Things just got worse.