cherry):

it was around five when my friend and i was looking for this candy because cherry wasn't there.

cherry and her two little siblings allways played together but after her religious class, she did seem that the shoe rack was in mess and cherry and one of them wasn'nt there. those who knew about this story, i wonder if only you could understand. is like, so sad. i still remember when i the third time having a kitten for a week and it suddenly lost, for 3 or 4 days. she stayed long in my home.

as a human being, i feel love through her. a love for an animal. when she wasn't there, htere was silence, her voices gone and all.shed sllways did the extra mess, but now there was no mess to clean. if she think she have gave everything for thaat animal, may god bring their way up infront of your feet, looking at you. after 3 or 4 days of looking for her everynight at dirty drains, i've found her.it was a clear tought, someone helped me, but that someone cant come down to earth. whatever scars i've received on my body, i dont have any regrets. shes part of the family allready.

and theres a song for my beloved syabeel(: this is for syabeel, i hope you understand what i felt about you and everything about you. & to my kittie, meow~

thank god i've found you.

sports day.

i reach so early in the morning. around six plus. i get hooked up with my senior that time, he was the house master, after practising one lap at the clementi stadium, he took a break and played the song I won't see you tonight by Avenged Sevenfold.

so, as i told you the day will be hot, even they encouraged us to buy something at the small stall. i see that they are earning more money today. then the race and all. bored laa. then we all went home, it took 4 double decker 198 bus for hongkah people. i tell you the first and second bus was damn full. so it was like a transport bus for us.

oh-i'm soo lazy! bored. the seniors went crazy as, any malay upper sec walk pass Gamma, they'll say something laa. very entertaining uh. & disturbing runners lke " eh kecik! lagi siket tu! cepat argh! ah nanti da sampai finishing line gi sujud ahh." crapp.

im hungry byes!

I hate everything about you!

school drive me nuts.

so yeah. school drive me nuts. having problems here and there. and i'll just ignore. uh. tommorow is my school Annual Track & Field Meet. i'm the viewers. teacher says that we are going to be under the hot sun eventhough there was shlter. must be a hot day. got no Netball today. happy you know. it's been bad at school and i dont bother. friends are like shit.
they suck. seriously, i dont care whether they are reading this or not, the thing is you're the one i hated.

two weeks ago i try to wrote a letter to my friend whom i hate, instead of writing, i draw. i drew it on my notebook. first impression is hate. i just scribble the back page with my heart laa. then the second last page, there is marks of deep torn paper. as in you move your pen forward and backward. that note book has 5 marks. the marks represented on the book is for whom i hate. it has light deep cut, very light circle, 3 very deep cut which has left markings on the first page.
so i hope i didnt do that again.

an incident hapen, i was doing the last mark with my red pen, and when i just ended up, i wanted to cover the pen cap back to the tip of the pen but instead, i accidently poke my left hand index finger. will show the picture tommorow. and it bleeds. i printed the blood and remaining blood in the notebook. strange was, i was doing the mark last one for the person i hate the most and it happen. what is that trying to show?

missing tradeMARKS + Syabeel(: