fook uo.

firstly, there is no time to blog there days. been very busy. but i think i should still keep on blogging. but, ive been a good girl youknow. i am very hyper until i receive energy zero. my music influence is going down. hmm, i feel lazy now.

fuck you up the ass.
you deserve it, and you know best.
but i am a person, and i love to exaggerate.
& know myself better than anyone else.

i have my finger pointing at you,
tell you, that youre no one.
ill let you remember me,
to teach you a lesson, that you never forget.

get that?

friends for a meantime

why are you crying?
what are the feelings when youre crying?
i feel happy. it may sound wierd but i dont care.
that point of time when your crying, it means that.
you are facing a problem and for me,
ill soon overcome it.

dear friends,

sorry for my nonsensical jokes if it makes you sad. and if my sarcasm hurts, im sorry. please let me know and ill seek apology from you. this letter goes to every single one of my friends who knew me. it's all about my entertainment that have gone far, far beyond.

a friend you were once,
felt hurt, discriminated and un-amazed.
by what i have done,
that have put you in disgrace.

and here i am,
taking this guts,
to take back all my words,
that ive said.

may you forgive,
and ill never forget.
that particular day,
that we will part.

that-very-noisy-nadiah-that-you-knew,
says: im sorry