I don't want this moment
To ever endWhere every thing's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile'
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble, and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart, and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever, and now
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so

I won't let this go'
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

On the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to goHave come to an end

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart, and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of you're eyesIt falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find

What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
what you will find

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart, and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart, and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

was this the day, i got to remember those times i had.

with you singing under the void deck after school last year. damn~ that means alot. and the song.

(story of how i liked the song)

every night, i wasted batteries. listening to my sick mp3. i fall asleep after a song or two, then i realised, my mp3 beside me, i just grab the ear plug and plug in. i dont know why i plug in. then the time i plug in, this particular song came to the chorus part. then i played the song over again. over and over again, till now.

the song tittled: with me.

i wasnt quite okay with my school surroundings.
i never thought. id will find a friend like you
i never felt like before
i never sing with a friend like i never did with you.
i only see you smile from pictures.
or ill never see you smile like you did. cause we meet rarely.
but.
i remember, that graduation night i walked beside you and said something.
on how we used to, to talk about fathiah.
we use to meet at the usual place after school.
(all of these make me so emotional)
im now playing the song while typing these
i know.
that things have changed since then.

song: Yellow Submarine
by: The Beatles
year published: 1962
influence by: my untie

damn it. i want many things. well, i just found out little bastard is sometimes cute. ill post a video later. (in the video) she get mad when the microphone didnt turn up. and the hand, is my hand. i disturb her.

i'll get an award and im in the top 10. teacher asked whether my parents wanna come. i said no. im not proud on getting top 10 or whatever, im just feeling satisfy with myself. i knew my parents wouldnt come to see 'their' child getting an award walking on the stage. i felt down myself. crying. did my parents work too much and left their child school updates behind? what they wanted more.
im just like a child from the children who grew up with no parents.
mum just got home, and i wanna publish this and close the window, i dont want she to see my personal things without my permission.
bye.

went jalan raye today. did alot of things today. the best house, ashikin. friend put in two asam in my cocktail. i took it and put it back to the big bowl of the cocktail. and laugh. and then.yan, put one strange lime green asam to the kuah soto. style~~ i get inspired by the cat face. its like soooo, perfect. shes lying on my thighs. and i bet she went dizzy as the flash captured her picture. shes my friend cat. and also went to my enemys house today. i was like wooo~ this is your house? i still remember, p.e. we played scoccer street, ten girls.
five vs five : wearing slash vs. not wearing slash. she wanna act terror. kick the small ball like a cripple. i scored one. she scored none. you dont have skills, say it. dont try to act like you have. cause you'll never.

p/s:
chinese-eyes. satu bulan da tak jumpe. upcomming 5 months.
still loving you; nadd.

selamat hari raye maaf zahir dan batin,

kecuali orang itu yang curi telepon bimbitku.

kepada pencuri: langkahlah mayat aku jika engkau hendak mengembalikannya
informasi anda: nadiah khalid ialah cucu nenek yang pertama untuk hasilkan ketupat dibuat sendiri(:
hari 131007: nadiah di malaysia tolong nenek.
untuk, david haziq: 101007, ahaha.
untuk maisawah: last long with zulll.
untuk amani: aku rindu kau maot.
untuk liyana: kau semakin lawa.
untuk syuhada: aku cinte kau.

selamat hari raya dari nadiah, yang maha bising.

does stealing makes you feel good? base on first tought, most of the human minds says yes. but does it get any better? you'll will go around stealing again after stealing once. because you cant get enough. i steal before, and then i want to steal again. its true, it dont get any better until im done. i rather use phone cards then handphones.

using handphones are big disadvantages to me. first, you need to pay. second, if you lost them, you cant get another one. third, its more easier to prank call people using phone cards. (: fourth, you not need to call your parents allways. fifth, you can allways renew (buy) another phone card after another. theres no need to hide, shame.

i wish i could. i wish i could find the one who stole the phone. then slit a pointy sharp 8cm long, radius of 3cm thick to the culprit right and left arm. then use 19 safety pin to pin the mouth. shave the skin. threaten the person like i never before. but im okayy with it.

when any feelings come, or go or anything that made me feel uneasy, i'll just need to sing if i have to, i'll just need to hear and watch a bottle of All The Same - Sick Puppies. the only way to heal by just listening to something that i think really heals my heart. okayy, i dont know what i talking. i'll have the power if i have skill then i'll have the will. no power, no will.
thats is all.