There is no other way.

Hi to all reading this. Mt father asked me to check if the white computer have internet connection. I check and, the computer have internet connection. I did'nt know wat to do so I searched for malay songs. I founded that, my white computer have tons of malay songs. I hear this songs that makes me feel some kind of different. I have no other way to escape from the song so I hear them. It was so touched that I.... sorry, can't describe my feeling.

On monday I think I'll be going Ice Skating with E Ching and Wei San. Can't wait!
On tuesday will be a trip to neoprint shop at Jurong East.

Back to the topic about the song. The song was Jiwang. This is the first time I felt like this.
The song named ''Permaisuri'' by Data. Sorry to Maisarah, I'm addict to it allready. This song reflect on my days with my ex.
Erti cinta.
-Cinta itu unik.
-Cinta tidak boleh dibeli dengan wang. *Love is priceless*
-Cinta , cinta yg sejati ialah cinta yg datang tanpa memaksa seseorang.
-Cinta tidak boleh bercakap. * having difficulties expressing feelings*
-Cinta itu buta. *Love is blind*
-Cintalah tuhan, keluarga, rakan.*Love your friends, etc..*
-Cintalah kekasih.* Love your lover*

Inilah yg ku faham dari lagu ''Permaisuri''.
Terimah Kasih . Thankyou.

A heart-breaking experience.

I was patched with my ex, last two week.
But then .. something happened. This happened in habbo, Monday 19/6/06 4:09PM
I have experience a heart - breaking moment. Its was strange my eyes started to grow tears.
He ignored me.He have many other girls. He never thought of having only one to be in his heart.
I went everwhere he goes. He was with another girl. Even my friend says too.
What is that you call your true love? I started to asked him amny questions. He never replied.
Then I wrote ... ( in habbo )
U tk pernah sayangkan I.
U tk pernah cintakan I.
U tk pernah sukekan I.
U tk pernah ....

Klw u tk nak layan I , I nak break ngan u skrg.

Then, he never replied, u see having to many girls is not easy.
After 10 minutes, he replied " k. "
I'll short the story.
Hes making me grow tears. I and my watery eyes looking on the computer. He replied ...
sorry It's too sad to continue.

See me online in msn if ur curious.. tell me to continue.... I will...
My msn : lord_of_love482@hotmail.com

Does people understands me ?

Hi. Today nothing much to do so im writing a post. Here's my adventure from Saturday to Monday night.

_- Saturday-_

I got to go a wedding ceremony at Jurong Point near there. I saw the English men family and this malay women. I was shocked when my mother said that we are gonna stay here till night, I was like what the hell ! I straight away asked my father for money and went back home and when i went back home turned on the computer and as pernormal I was smsing Raffiq.

_-Sunday-_

What the fuck! I woke up at 5:45 a.m. getting ready to go Malaysia to Bukit Ramun. I wake up bathe and go metting point my grandmoms house. Grandmom house was packed with the whole family as attandance is compulsary. I was sleeping likea rat in my fathers car when on the way to Malaysia. Again to the meeting point at my Grandfathers house. His house was a teres house. I eat breakfast there, as I was damn hungry. Off..Off.. We go... We are now at the dunnoe where Plaza Tol. And then I sleep again and realise it was past 3 hours. I donnoe where the place was .
I sleep again and realised the car stopped as we are at the Bukit Ramun.
Bukit Ramun was used to be a very hot place when comes to noon and soon after. But heng! It rain. YaY! Tge place was damn crowded .... Suddenly while I was sitting on the floor my auntie asked me to take out something from the car. She told me that the car was unlocked. I wear my shoe and te floor was silppery. I was half way falling when the friction is produced. The car back wiper supported my cheek as it poked my cheek I was shouting my my heart but not in the world. Only god knoes. Bullshit man .. we went home and sleep, ouh I forgot before we left there I salam many people and the gave me money. I counted and the total I found was
Rm = 36 and $$ = 7 ( What the hell man! )
at least i got something ...
I checked my handphone and receive 2 messeges from Raffiq. That time was 11:30pm.
I replied and heres how the story goes.

I typed >> Hi.
He typed >>> Asl u tk reply my msg..?
I typed >> U slm tk reply adn slm I nak bilang you yg I besok tk de kat s'pore tapi u tak reply
so I tk bilang u la.
He typed >>> Ouh.

kite pendekkan cerite aitess..

I typed >> U mate I dah mcm glue ar..
He typed >>> k.la u gi tdo.
I typed >> k bye bye take care! muackz!( i wrote this for fun )
He typed >>> Muckz! luv u.

Hey I was'nt expecting that to happend but it really happened.
That's the end of the story ('' ,) The End.