does stealing makes you feel good? base on first tought, most of the human minds says yes. but does it get any better? you'll will go around stealing again after stealing once. because you cant get enough. i steal before, and then i want to steal again. its true, it dont get any better until im done. i rather use phone cards then handphones.

using handphones are big disadvantages to me. first, you need to pay. second, if you lost them, you cant get another one. third, its more easier to prank call people using phone cards. (: fourth, you not need to call your parents allways. fifth, you can allways renew (buy) another phone card after another. theres no need to hide, shame.

i wish i could. i wish i could find the one who stole the phone. then slit a pointy sharp 8cm long, radius of 3cm thick to the culprit right and left arm. then use 19 safety pin to pin the mouth. shave the skin. threaten the person like i never before. but im okayy with it.

when any feelings come, or go or anything that made me feel uneasy, i'll just need to sing if i have to, i'll just need to hear and watch a bottle of All The Same - Sick Puppies. the only way to heal by just listening to something that i think really heals my heart. okayy, i dont know what i talking. i'll have the power if i have skill then i'll have the will. no power, no will.
thats is all.

i get angry easily when people steal my money because they have lost theirs and want to blame me taking it. so what if its on my bed with your wallet on top?
you stupid?! then the money lost blame me.
bodo. it wasnt me. it wasnt me. it wasnt me.
you took my $20 last month without permission.
i kept quiet. i kept quiet alot of times. the when i ask you whether you got take my money you said no. you should really know, your'e a disloyal child. i detest you.
father wanna put you in the girls home. but grandmother objected.
you stole $400 from father money box and admit it after 5 months.
you got your stupid boyfriend that dosen't help at all. even though your'e with him for 6 years or whatever, but when comes to marriage, you people only last less than a month.
your 1 year relationship dosent worth la. you think your house is a hotel?
can come home at 3 in the morning?
as a sister, i hated you much. now is the fasting month i cant do much i only can type. im telling you, go away. go stay another house, go far far away. and stop wearing my jeans and clothes. im not over with you ass. dont make up my mind for me to tell your deepest secret.
you fcuking asshole. go away from my parents. you are not a sister to me, a stranger. so if you die, we wont see you.

me and music

today. was the first day of fasting month thats all.
puase, puase.

today. i scolded my indian co-form teacher.
" oi! mrs sammy! drink drink only ar! bodo, dont pity ah?! " -aku slack(:

i felt like eating this afternoon, but he took me out to study.
-a trip to the library.

my mom never work, and she is driving me nuts.
"nadiah! mop the floor! clean your stuff! "

and now, i want hari raya.
aku desperate nak $$

took my cat out from the drain.
meow meow meow~

when music accompany you around the school.
and, i dont get caught.

a total student.
6cm high socks above ankle.

i pulled my hair like going to be bold.( in maths lesson )
because maths do kill you.

so, remember about the times i was crazy about oldies? now no more. so oldies are inthe years like, okayy i dont know how to say. im only telling you that im in love with older song today. omg. whats with me. you know the old old old old years where they create music with guitars all but with a slack voice. for me nice ah. i sot.

if you were to find me swinging my head and move like little mary left to right to left and so on, thats nadd. you know, i cut my hair, if after bathing i look like a butch. if its dried up, i looked like mods. whatt only. and i wanna meet Linda Scott soul. im her fan.

oh linda oh linda. da tada da da da da tada... lets swing people.

the day where i feel in love
( love love love love)
with the year 1962
- with
Linda Scott.

96.8 FM

so. i was just browsing the dictionary that consists of 1,000,000,000GB. also, includes 27 alphabets and 9 single digit numbers. abc 123. you know the letter 'r'. r is for radio. ah okay. that gives me an idea to talk about radio for today. just imagine people dont hear to songs, but they listen to radio. its actually not bad. as for me. theres many to talk about. i dont know what im talking, but let just continue with whats happening around the radio.

Singapore. a multi-cultural country(island) have 12 radio stations. if you dont know what the hell is radio stations, go to somewhere that got sand, then burry your head or separate a connected antenna and poke it in your ear both ear, and from there, you'll be able to read messages(sms) from the president to a girl in geylang or even a message from little miss bodo or miss swan. cool stuff. and i cut the subject and continue. there is 12 radio stations in Singapore.

have you people heard of this 96.8FM? once you get in that radio station, try to follow what they're saying as in, your an echo.
you know i tried that before. i thought it was the coolest thing to do. after following what they're saying, i felt like a dark girl wearing sari, even though i tried very hard to echo.

thats for today, all for one word, radio.

okayy.
i love teachers day. i love, her, her, her, her, her, her and him and meow.
i am tired, lazy, happy, sad, listening to a song.
today is, 4th of september. is three months. no-one birthday.
i wanted, a handphone, another new jeans, more tops, not to be in (TAF).
i went to, ntuc, sheng shiong, a shop nearby.
i did, my house work, kiss my cat, and kiss you.
and now i am offically comparing my, " ( thethethe nadd pose ) " ok. alittle bit difference, but still. very very very original. this is my shortest post this month.

okayy its done.
(sudah habes)

NADD

so, im the happy girl, and whatever happens happy still. i failed history test. i passed my math test. im sick because of bad weather. over the week ends, i've made my own craft for my teacher, the previous year. theres a video below. i really love primary schools. i mean the people there are much better than secondary schools, espcially classmates.

i knew you guys remember how my behaviour is. but not now, im fused. weak. im anti-social. my-oh-my. im just me. 80 more hour(s) to teachers day. and have fun watching the video.

so okayy. i'll be typing out the letter which i dedicated to some of my classmates.
and i'll be very kind enough not to state their full name down there in the letter.
i think this letter explain much eventhough it dosent consists of 360 words.

girl, you, got attitude.
i dont know what else to say.
or perhaps i should give you a tutorial lesson.
theres plans in my palms. i better dont type it out.
it'll be more than 360 words.
so okayy. so you got long hair.
you must remember me all of your lives.
and so, maybe i'll shave your head, wouldn't it'll be unforgetable enough?
its your unforgetable haircut of yours.
i have enough facing the hell of those teeth, hair, name, butt and all.

fuck ( childish ) immatured kids.
they, will never grow.

dedicated to you.

finish, im so bored. gonna have to sleep, please.
please, pity my tired ass.

nestball was sucky ystd.
a ball hits my right part of the cheek, and good thing, my right thumb cant be bent.
yay~ school was shit.
wrote a note to friends. will type it out someday.
got no mood.
okayy.

i went to the library just now, then got this indian girl. she pull my pencilbox to a cetain distance to attract attention then say " shhh.. " wtf la. i was like jaw dropped. you should really see how my reaction was. grr.

sometimes i feel, stupid. maybe a dummy. like a piece of shit perhaps. damn. just like i once said in my previous previous previous post, im feel like im just being fucked. maybe if i got a chance to immigrate to another school, i'll be miles away from my hometown. and to some things, they just dont get it right. damn. i hate my classmates. they suck.

nadiah love stewie griffin.

shop.

so, yes it is, i went to tanjung pinang for a short trip. the market was like a rat house, huge people with small place. omg. get me out of here. came to the hotel and went out. so there was 9 people. one baby. two children. 6 adults. two rooms. two king bed. one bed for male, the other for female. then, that night we went karaoke. i feel small. i was like doing the extra extra voice, so so so out of tune. gee, karaoke was fun.

so the next day, woke up at 9 went to the rat market. i walked straight to a shopping mall, because i knew the money was with me, i scanned the shop and bought 2 things, black jeans and t-shirt. i bargained till the price cant go any further down. yeah! ( after three hour(s) )
the driver picked us up and we went to Ramayana. and bought a jacket, skulls version. the skulls were in pink, the background in white.

that night i went to play pool. 3 rounds. and and and, i knew how to use rupiah notes allready. you know, why must people make such a confuse out of money, like dollars and rupiah. whatt only.

okayy, im done.

on holiday.

i'll be moving to another island. not far not near, but i still need my passport. packed my luggage that is small and ment for 2 persons. hope i enjoy. so, i woke up at 8 in the morning. all because of my excitedness. if not i am gonna wake up at9 or 10, i guess by that time they leave me at home allready. so, its a family trip.

grannnys following and told us ( translated to english )
"make sure tomorow wake up after morning prayer ok?" god, she thinks im nuts.
what to rush, the first boat is at 1230.
i love my blog song. makes me shake legs. and the bass guitar, girls with long skirts, the beach, shades.

okayy, i need to rush, havent bathe. so i got to bathe. they've just called us said come here now. i was like ah?! okok. ok people of the world, i need to go into another island for a short trip. blog will be on a a short hiatus.
love you.

42 years.

Today, the nation is celebrating 42 years of living, Singapore.
Singapore, unique, small, cute, and busy.
Singapore has it, secure security, life, leisure and living.
( i dont know what am i talking )
And also, ASEAN Day, NS40 obviously National Day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE,
YOU JUST TURNED 42!

today tuesday

i am now blogging. hohoho. i feel weak. like im just been fucked. so, i ate hotdog rolls with chilli for breakfast. i came to school today. english teacher didnt come to school today, she is sick. i guess, im getting bad. common test, 13/40. so, now i do feel like typing many many many words. friends suck. im feeling like dead.

so, i just receive a record from the school head department that im a murder. theres many case right now. eventhough after recess, the quadrangle. i kill small ants that is very innocent. what they did was, they walked in front of me and walk around. i use my fingers and took them away from land to my palm. i was like, omg, where your eyes? stupidity. im talking alone.

i enjoyed the sunset today. till 7.03 the sunset was done. so called, like not sunset allready. what if blood vessels burst? eeew~
mrs. bay my principle rocks my mind body soul. ok, so, i till here lah.

the day.

it was wednesday. got netball.
my bag wasn't that heavy. didn't bring my sport shoes.
siti, ruby and ruzana stayed behind and waited. i was different today.
i just experienced my best netball training day out of the other days. best best.
i hate one of the senior. she didn't came today. i hate her. today was freedom.
i hate this pompuan keling. allways give excuse. nanti mati kene bakar, yay!~
i laughed alot today. only bring $3 to school, left $1.50
spent $1.50 for 12 hours in school. i can survive!

i called azielah by her glam father name: muhammad ali.
mine: datok k.
shairah: sameon.
ruzana: ja'afar
ashikin: roslan.
i like the way it is. ((:

i was very happy today. and i dont know why.
it was like yay!~
im clean now, very very.
ok, thats it.
im just very happy today(:

eh keling siak, gi mati la. fatin, its better if you dont exist.

.......... i miss you alot alot alot...........

monday morning.

ok.
its monday morning. youth day(: received some stuffs from school, cool laa.
and damn! primary school student aren't schooling. grrr. teachers day comming soon.
i dont know whether i should bring something or not. nevermind.
i just ate one wafer stick (oreo). nice sei.
this morning i accompany my cat when shes sleeping, she smells good. i bathe for her yesterday. not easy you know!~ she tried to run, but my hands were too good for her.
so, shes hell clean now. can still smell the shampoo.
shes now suntenning her body XD
i got history, malay, english, maths homework not done. yay~
ok, bye.

love.

so this morning wake up, i sing songs with my soul in my bed.
then for breakfast, i skank. i wonder whats up for lunch. okayy people? maybe mosh? wahaha. have you ever wonder that there is some people in this world ate their shit? its like omgomgomg.

avenged sevenfold, my love. wahaha.
here are some of the touching paragraphs from some of their songs.

I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time
It's sorrow that feeds your lies
Falling away, can't buy back time
Burned it down anyways
-Burn It Down.

A good friend once told me you are memory
without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be,
suddenly my life was so free
Leaves at my feet,
blown to the ground their echoes are reaching my ears
Night's coming fast, suns going down but keep away from me.
-Remenissions.

"Mosh to the rhythm of oi and skank to the rhythm of ska"

pictures.

(nothing remains)


this is how i sit.



row row row your boat.


when theres a tornado.


im stuck in a place, when theres snow in malaysia.

yang belakang tu sebok je. grandfather(:

shadows.

this is all i've got for the rest of my holidays session of june week four.

the night before departing.

today is the night before the departing day. so yeah yesterday i met you and today you. hahas. my big and tall teddy bear. love teddy bear! hahas. and for today gonna use malay language in my post.

TOPIC: orang tue.

jadi kalaw kite diikut kan, mak bapak sekarang makin mepek untuk saye. telefon bimbit saye di tahan hingga mati. ape je eh? lagi pon bapak aku ni tahon da beli tige hp baru. pookey tiang. sampai makcik aku pujok mak aku suro kasi one of the hp utk kite. ape die kesah. jadi bapak aku nie kalaw nak di katekan boleh jadi pelokek bin kedekut. suke hati dorang ah. da tu tkpe. sumenye yang kite dapat tidak adil! bodo(:
nak tahu lebih lanjut kenape tak adil? kalawnyw adil, kakak aku takkan nk curik hp mak aku? rabak la kirekan. nak keluar? keluar due orang mcm tak ade anak. kalaw adek nk ikot pon tak kasi, ni ape nak simpan2 dari kite aku pon tk tau. mcm kes beli 4D je. geram sak. kalaw kluar ngan makcik, macam jadi anak angkat. nak beli bende dier cakap " stock masih ade " otak die. mepek ah sak. klw dapat first in class. ade yang nak puji? kawan, cikgu, makcik. mak bapak jangan harap. dorang nk kene langkah mayat aku dulu. kalaw nak keluar ngan kawan pon tak ade extra money. kite ape kesah tangan panjang pe(: kite kluar ngan kawan jadi boleh beli bende dorang tk nampak . beh klw kluar ngan dorang ep macam boleh beli ke? noo. beli baju? tunggu sale. sale dah ade " baju masih bnyk" puki la sey. harap maaf. tapi, aku tk kesah!

YOU BOTH SUCK!

REALLY REALLY SUCK!

LIFE IS NOT FAIR!

:SUCKER!

i never realise.

you know. holidays drive me mad around singapore and days. i get no idea what day is today. so oh-okay, its thursday.when theres no school, i'll forget the days. today planned going sentosa again. i went to under water world and 4D magix. i touched a stingray, and then shouted. i was scared because i was bodo, and stood hell near the glass. i dont wanna die like how steve irwin died. heh. then, went to eat. all the places in singapore we went far east. there is this food shop in far east, got wantan noodles and sambal wantan goreng. i tell you, i could finish the whole sambal wantan goreng. nice.

and yeah. the menu sheet which the waiter gave us had a bad english, in spelling. wanna know how they spell sprite? they spell, spirit. so there you go. that shop sells air spirit/spirit water for one-dollar and fifty cents. the best time for them to learn is to watch spell cast. pity pity pity. and i never thought holidays made me more nearer in studies too. i miss maths and english lessons, even though the teachers sucks. teachers will be teachers, student will be someone who they aim to be.

going to the library tommorow. hee.

these are the pictures. not many yet. more to come. fun. homework not done, litreature babe. (not mine)


end of the day.


felt high, dont fall.


air ticket.


three hundred and sixty degree of fun.


singer.


thanks for the fire.

baby blues: i wanna see!

on holiday.

on the first week of the holidays, and in one of the days. i went to 3 places in one day.
Plaza Singapura, Far East and Parkway Parade. fifth of june, i went to seven places, including two mosque. from 10:30 in the morning till 8 in the night. i went to, Singapore Expo, Escape Theme Park, DHL hot air ballon, Sentosa Skyride. my energetic makcik have little time at sentosa and decided to go there on the seventh of june. yay. will try to post pictures okayy?

oldies

oldies oldies oldies.
back to old.
enjoy the playlist.

9DAYS.

Hong Kah Talent Show was today. seniors really tought the little ones based on how-to-rock. there was one group who playes the song Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold. i was like
" oh-my....". nice laa. i shouted the loudest for them because i was at the front. then a group made rapping which was boring. then an indian girl danced alone on stage moving left to right, which was disgusted by people.released us for recess. it was 10 minutes late. grr. after recess, teacher played the movie space jam 2, bored la sey.

then after 10 minutes of the movie, i went to bed. and woke up and english lesson. english lesson was a piece of bullshit. i've gotten my first litreature homework. must do it when june holidays. june holidays assignment. then went home because i was feeling not okay. didnt attent netball. (netball sucks) later at night i stole my sister makeup. i played with it. fun you know. dapp dapp here dapp dapp there. hahas. dear people another 9DAYS. i dont think you people understand.