holidays are super boring. i am currently at home. doing nothing.
someone take me out please. hahaha. i wonder what fazul is up to. should be doing his duty by now. a green ninja turtle doing duty. this turtle likes to flirt and is very cheeky. also very reactive towards me.

7 months old.

Dear Fazul,

Happy 7 months. I feel so lucky to have you. I may have other guy friends but, there's none like you. You're the nicest guy i ever met. I learn that, I can appreciate what you've done for me in such a short time. I feel touched for the little things you do. I'll always support you, love. Heh, i miss you. When you're coming back? I wanna run to your arms like that day.

From,
Nadiah

fook uo.

firstly, there is no time to blog there days. been very busy. but i think i should still keep on blogging. but, ive been a good girl youknow. i am very hyper until i receive energy zero. my music influence is going down. hmm, i feel lazy now.

fuck you up the ass.
you deserve it, and you know best.
but i am a person, and i love to exaggerate.
& know myself better than anyone else.

i have my finger pointing at you,
tell you, that youre no one.
ill let you remember me,
to teach you a lesson, that you never forget.

get that?

friends for a meantime

why are you crying?
what are the feelings when youre crying?
i feel happy. it may sound wierd but i dont care.
that point of time when your crying, it means that.
you are facing a problem and for me,
ill soon overcome it.

dear friends,

sorry for my nonsensical jokes if it makes you sad. and if my sarcasm hurts, im sorry. please let me know and ill seek apology from you. this letter goes to every single one of my friends who knew me. it's all about my entertainment that have gone far, far beyond.

a friend you were once,
felt hurt, discriminated and un-amazed.
by what i have done,
that have put you in disgrace.

and here i am,
taking this guts,
to take back all my words,
that ive said.

may you forgive,
and ill never forget.
that particular day,
that we will part.

that-very-noisy-nadiah-that-you-knew,
says: im sorry

nice wheather. -.-"

i havent been posting a proper post, for this boring blog of mine. i thought of deleting my tagboard. but i dont know.i was supposed to go to school this morning and finish my canvas but my fridge at home got spoiled and it feels like its my problem now. i watched the a-team last weekend, and it was great however it was a rushing time. atleast we didnt miss any part of the movie. the class outing turns out better than i thought, esp the wheather, i somehow got abit darker due to some suntan under the sun with firda. i can only remember the last time i went out my house is to throw rubbish and thats it. im being anti-social lately. i thought of going out.

from last to first.

somewhere over the rainbow.

card games.

winner.

happiest on earth.

my timtam/tamsy/meoww?

new enviroment.

love gave me.

tired actually.

what can you see?

what do you see?

kitty kitty where are you?

life is like a rainbow,
full or colours.
sometimes they're so bright,
they'll give a pain in your eye.

(ok ni firda gi copy. )

life is not always sweet.
sometimes they taste sour.
and we're always gambling with it.

it may not be always nice.
or even worst than nice.
it up's and down's like waves in the water.
so dont say that life is perfect forever.

ill stop here. :)

gog ogo gog gog o

P.O.A.

hi, i am nadiah.
i am 16 years old.
i am in the compuper lab in school.
wei siong is very irritating.
i told everyone to add dahiyah's boyfriend.
she's dead.now everyone knows it alr.
i saw mr fok infront of me.
i am on facebook.
mr fok is walking around.

he gave me a weight progressive chart -.-"

the blue sky showed up after the rain.
from moody to super happy pepol.
forget about time,let it run run.
forget about everything,&had fun fun.

i know im a fattaye,and i loike it.

the curls need time to suit themselves,its natural.
how it turns, how it spins. they're growing.

let it be how it should be. one day,they'll be fine
without all artificial help.

when i knew it.

felt so fxzked up when i get to know who it was.

how it looked like. i feel fxzked cos i know

theres a strong bonding between you and it before me.

oh great(?)

it, is better looking than me. i dont want to listen to

you or me. im just gonna do what i want.

i think it, takes you as someone very special.

ah whatever laa.

th fat powerrr.

: D : D:D

hmm....what should i write?

Hello there, nadiah is so busy wth sch stuff and did nt update the blog for quite a long time...so nw i'm gonna update for her...first of all let me intro my self to all the readers,i'm nadiah bestfren in short they call it (bf).my age is below 20 but above 15 so ur all roughly guess k.

This is what happen to nadiah today,
morning went to sch wth cab and she paid her cab for $6 plus and then she met her fren at the busstop opposite blk 491 and went to sch wth him.so at sch when she was having her pe-physical education,she played basketball and than she been hit by the ball twice on her head,ouCh! hehe...she feel abit dizzy and than during Class time ard 2 plus she felt hungry even though during recess time she ate her lunch and she's still hungry... =) going back hm ard 5 plus she went to mac(near sch) wth suzzie,while walking there the cloud turn black and it's started to drizzling bit by bit and soon it's became heavier and heavier.so while eating and waiting for the rain to stop.suzzie sister pick her up wth an umbrella at the mac but than nadiah was scared tat it's nt enough to fit 3 person wth it.so suzzie and her sister left her and went back hm...so there she go alone and waiting for someone or anyone who can send her to the busstop where she usually take the bus.so there is 1 guy wearing all black picking her up wth a red umbrella and sent her to the busstop, hw sweet is tat guy can be?lols. and when she reach the busstop and try to look for tat guy just to thank him but than the guy dissappear. it's was like magic.she took a wrong bus otw hm just nw,she suppose to take 98 but than she took 99 and she stop at boon lay shopping centre to change bus and she took 240 to hm...atlast she reach hm...

tat's all i can write abt her for today...soon i'm going off for a "holiday for 5mth at an island" haha
and i'm sure she gonna miss me alot...Coz i'm her bestfren(bf).
tat's all for today folks,gd bye and have a gd nyte,day and present, be glad to god tat ur still alive...=) bye2 gd nyte and sweet dreams.

signing off...
Nadiah BestFren(bf)
Smile always =)

TURNING FUGLY 16.

happy birthday to me.

god bless whoever wishes me a happy birthday

im a happy girl who likes to forget about art. (haha)

i'm the one who exaggerate when i sing itsy-bitsy-spider in class.

i love everyone,have a nice day.

imagine this as my graduation song. oh it saddens.
(mcm lagu church pon ade.)hahaha

switched on to auto mode.

such a nice guy,too nice indeed.
feed me with curly fries,
buy me sweet things.
&accompany me to the polyclinic.

long long text i adore,
youre getting used to it.
make your text long long,
cos you know i like it.

peach tea peach tea,
im suppose to meet,
you today,
but i didnt

didnt make any paper planes today.
cos i think i shouldnt.
eventhough i liked it.
it says i shouldnt,
when im without you ):

i stayed at home.
i slept and doodle.
cos the reason is that,
ive learnt the lesson.

dont wait for my heart to miss you,
cos it will,
automatically.

mathem-a-tics madness

school is alright.confused over poa.
im out of sweets. ): my sweeties need them.
i saw harris during assembly today.pe je berg.
if i dont stop that habit,i knw ima die soon.
so if i did,every one gona forget me.right?
so far so good,im not in any bad mood,or mood swings.
i must admit,im the ugliest among all.sighs.
maybe its just that beauty thats been under the rug all along.
i need a new school bag now.nownownownow!
the canteen area is still small ):
i want something i dont expect for my birthday.
im dragging my soul to art.new movie called drag me to art?
im in mathematics madness and poa abit,abit like 5%?hahaha
i found a lost scrap of mine i written in 2009.will post it soon
i need to study and master circles. hahaha.

an absente from school.

a blog i shared with my friends.
http://a-heartwhispers.blogspot.com

nadiah is sick today,she didnt went to school.
nadiah is loving mathematics.
nadiah also went ha-ha with qistina.
nadiah had 2 stix from 8.
nadiah is currently having flu.
nadiah bathed her cat when her friends in school is having art lessons.

liposucktion is amazing,like magic!if you had it.

new school. new friends.problematic ones. fix friends. need to. bored. maisarah thought me solo molo. qistina is having a headache and shes my boyfriend. suzy the monitress again and my boyfriend. lyza went absent today. talked to azimimmy today. nadiah cut her fringe strangely. i want to learn boxing. so i can box firda anytime i want to. irwan added me back. nadiah will be moving again,jurong west blk 846. i like taman jurong. i want to kill the person who throws cat at marina. (even if saving you sends me to heaven) long skirt,long socks. i want to wax my leg. cos someone say that shaving is unhealthy.

ohhhhhh yes,another scrap ive written,
another letter of appericiation,and
dedication to you. this post is in large size text. idk why.

you need someone,
youre desperate.
to satisfy yourself,
in your bed.

im not a toy,
nor, im not heartless,
its just you that i,
dont want you to feel useless.

i tried to be nice,
when you tried to love.
i know that you dont love me,
thats why im hurt.

and there i was,
ive been fooled by you.
with your lustful words,
that made me left you.

so hell yeah,im sorry.
for leaving you.
because now i think,
youve found a new love too.

so yes,im leaving.
far away from you.
despite the distance,
which actually dont bother.
this is my goodbye,
this is my last words to you.

sweet smoke.

ill put one of my recent favourite song which describe what im writing. due to insufficient time. just listen to it. and overall, im more of a relax person. ill be back on saturday. love irwan.

drink redbull,
switch off my phone.
forget yesterday,
dont think about tomorow.
smoke with the wind,
cos im on my own.
the increasing sticks im getting,
forget love just to chill,

its like candy.

(actually theres more, but i deleted it. cos i think its too good to read at.)

12/24

im loving life. loving every moment i have. i need teachers to kick my ass and do my holiday assignment. i wish theres school during the months of holidays. like 8 - 1.30? its not like i dont like staying at home, its just that id rather go to school than staying at home. i need to wait till friday for love. its december allready. i hope theres a rise in my allowances. i wish i can put my cat inside my washingmachine. cos every morning when i wanted to bathe her, she'll go out of the house and lepak. and come back like after i feel lazy to bathe her. been cleaning the house like mad. these words run thru my mind suddenly. its like chemistry,physics,mathematics,art,history,mothertongue,social studies. poa? (drop it,please)
this holiday, its more of the reggae feeling, the cool wind.



and i love irwan and i love iwan
and i love wan also. hahaha.

love is in the air.

holidays kind of suck. hahaha i want to find another job. im not into studies right now. im into lecturing. so anyone that can lesture me chemistry/physics/history? and some practical math. felt different kind of love on tuesday. like tuesday, haha. and im growing fatter. let it be, i dont really exercise. from a box for 2 weeks its down for a week. i shitted just now and it feels great. i like my area, mostly if the morning is great, there'll be wind. and it smells so good. cos its the morning atsmosphere. i went out with my classmates yesterday, i wore a black porkpie hat, white skirt and a basic white tee with black graphics. lol. i dont know what to wear today. reggae is love now. hahaha.

happieozzie gimmiesome money !

and i love myself, yes. hahahaha.
oh have you eaten?
have you bathed?

cos i feel sleepy, meow~

One Love By Bob Marley

do you know what it feels like to be single? hahahha. diam la nad.
lets do some of my freaky-fun-but-true facts.

am i fat? obviously yes.
do i search for gold in public? like whenever im free, hahaha.
burp when im full? mostly (:
fart? when i really need to.
my weight right now? should be 62plus eh. been putting alot of weight.
obsessed with mucsles? yeah. hahaha

lego excursion to school.

so im now in school. i wouldnt be here if i didnt use the computer yesterday. ive, deleted most of my contacts, those who i knew from the internet. i just find that its just making my contacts in my sim card full, so i deleted them. its really up to myself now. theres almost no one i can turn into. now they're gone, gone with the wind in just a click. but im still here, listening to myself. i think i really need to buck all the way up to the max. secondary three have been one of the best years i ever had but i wasnt really contentrating on my studies. ill soon be attending tutions in early december. im using berg's headphone.

currently tuning into: Pills - The Perishers