year 1.2

Merci pour tout, mon amour. J'ai besoin de vous et vous devez me. Peut-être notre amour demeurez fort et pas périr. J'espère que nos parents bénir cet amour. Je t'aime. À demain.

hey <3, i hope you can read this :D

felt this that.

Felt glad to meet you even for 15 mins.
Felt happy to have you taking good care of me.
Felt sad when i have to talk alone over the phone.
Felt sorry coz youre tired.
Felt angry when im complaining but youre laughing.
Felt thankful for everything.
New places, new food, experiences. Learn YOU. Behaviour, attitude, favourite. Dislikes, likes, sleep, hygene, hobby, music, everything new. Hehe ily. Wth nad. Nlf.

joh-gging

went jogging ok lol, short dist only. im loving what i do now. help other people who needs it more than i do. i miss f

ok bye im tired, NLF!

THIS IS FOR YESTERDAY LAAA.

went roll-my-blade that afternoon. watch the blue sky sleep. looking at kids coming home from school. nearly fell down for x times. haha. evergreen, waterfall, ballons, bubbles, kites, fruits, plain water, love, shade, relax, sunset, chill. wow, how nice can that be. been doing more fine than anyother day in new school with new people. i dont expect much tho, but i came this far. made friends and ... ok, i was so touched with firdaus 21.2.11 post on his blog http://www.firbot.blogspot.com/ i always thought what i said was exagerrating cos i thought that it be no fun if theres nobody to do it. but i guess, im a something of like that person. neither did i thought my deeds were to be remembered. i read it and suddenly theres this feeling like flowers just bloomed in me. it gave me powers to feel great again. hhahaha. we'll meet soooon. even if its only for a short meet up, theres probably something you can tell/gossip. hahaha. terharu sangat bile bace blog kau. geeeeeeez :D

this is like an item but its living.

it can be bad and good to you.

sometimes, it depends so much on what you do.

how you react, how you treat it counts too.

to me,

its one of the best things after family and love.

however, you cant depend on this too much.

eventhough we're all the same.

we are all humans. we cant do much,

we're weak.

some of this decide to be honest, some of this dont.

some may cheer you up, some may just cheer you down.
so what is this? hahaha.

me-yow

cats. cats. cats. cats. cats. cats. cats. cats. cats.

hi, this is what m obsessing with. hahaha. i want all. theres like 9 of them and they look so alike. hahaha. so cute. im going out today. yay. im gonna bring strawberries and nutella and strawberry tea and its all for you. im having off from my sunday house chores. umbrella and card games is a must. ok bye :D

M.B.P.

This is my midnight boring post. Im tired but i cant sleep. Hopefully ill sleep after this. Been feeling very confused with myself as ever before. My life gonna change. Hes staying in tonight. Imf alr. Like all i want to complain to him now. Hehe. We're close but we're too far away in distance. The engineering software make me go gugugagagoxgox. I wonder what hes doing. I envy his facs, why? Getting smoother and cleaner. Hmph. Ok b. See this, i envy you. :D

backkkk frommmm camppp.

hi i am back from my 3d 2n d.e.s. (direct entry student) camp. i had a great and tiring time. i had always love camps :D thats me. whatever the activities were, it is very challenging. very challenging until you had thoughts of giving up but you didnt la of course. my group is a multi mixed group. i had yz, yt, yul, radiah, nadiah, mohsin, elaine, and another 2 more. im very clueless how my group got the best group thinggy. had a less than 10km walk back to my camp from sarimbun scouts camp. thats where i nearly gave up. lol but i did not. heh. so proud of my self to hold on to the pain. my group members say im very noisy. lol. i went there with clean hands minds body and everything. when i came back, i feel muscular lol, esp minor cuts everywhere and rashes all over my body. but its okay, its worth the pain, the workwe've done together. ok diam. hehe.

anyway, here's my list of camps that ive been to.

? - where

primary 5 camp - forgot

sec 3 camp - JBAC

youth camp by andalus cordova - sembawang mosque in jungle

youth camp by sultan mosque - masjid sultan

d.e.s. camp - SSC

ok lol i dont know who wants to read this. but all im telling you is that i love camps. haha. i dont know why. but you know i got so jealous that i didnt get to go obs when i was in secondary school. hmph. nevermind.

Hi love, i think youre sleeping but nevermind, ill just keep writing. This. Is for you. I love the way you make me feel like im the only girl you ever loved. You never fail. To. Send me home every night like no other. Man. Do. Haha. Youre getting more and more cheekier eh b. I didnt even remember when i first called you b. In my eyes youre the best then i ever imagine. You change my mind. You always do. Youre like.. you know its just so nice and beautiful that i cant ever typed it out. The feel of a million dollar feel. Its very priceless feel that im feeling which i think only you would understand. Right love? I like you. Haha. You stand out in all of the dark colours i see. Cos youre more than it. More. Way way waaay more. Goodnight b. We'll grow old, insyaallah. Hope our parents bless this relationship, insyaallah Anw, i think they like you. Hekhekhek. imy. See you tmr! Tuik!

hi, i am not feeling well. i feel abit sick now. i have no appetite.

dear f,

i know theres been a harsh time over me and you. but we pulled it through together. i love the way you live your life, and i want mine to be like yours too. life full of colours. youre a person who likes to play hide and seek with your identity, emotions and feelings. honestly, i dont like it cos its hard to see whats wrong inside you without asking. unlike you, you know everything, everything. i dont need to tell you if im sad, or even if im mad. it clear for you even when i try to hide it.

youre like that man who have the initiative to do things first before i do. sometimes, mine wouldnt be granted. you pulled me into this beautiful world full or butterfly hahaha. and the very most beautiful religion that i know. i wanted to be like how i am supposed to. what i did in the past, i dont see why i should regret because its done, past alr, cant go back in time to fix it, its a lesson for me. you take me into the right path, you convince me that life can be great if i wanted to. you take me for who i am. you like my crazy self. you like kids. ok that has got nothing to do with this. haha.

youre a nice man with a very beautiful attitude. i have no one else but you. 7th jan is comming. look at what you have made me and myself into. i feel like ive known you yesterday and at the end of the day never ends. what makes me love you more is that little something in between that keeps me comming back for more and more and more and more and more and more and more.

thankyou for your night snack, my mother appericiate it alot. sending me home everyday that no man would do like you. no. thats what i like most. hahaha bye f. meet you later.

hey 2011

hi, i love my life. cute creatures that god have created look so cute to a certain ext. that i want to squeeese them. hehehe. my cat nugget who is more like a cat-dog attitude is doing fine. he's eating now. heh. im hungry. only way to lose weight is go to school cos i've been gaining weight since i stopped schooling. i will start school on 10 jan. now my school is very far from home but nevermind. im a good girl. lol. been spending time with F. i need to paste a v.big sticker onto suzy's and fir's 2011 handbook cos they miss me later. they miss that act of me pasting stickers on their handbook. i believe when i give stickers (those stars shape) it helps to encourage them eventhough its just a sticker. its more like stickers of encouragement. i like to see stickers on my test papers. lol. but too bad, im not a small kid anymore. im still young anw. theres no need to think like a 40 year old cos i dont want to grow old. yeayyyyy!~

TO MY FRIENDS
to qistina, "meet you soon before my school start! haha."
to suzy, "meet me also, imissyou, im gonna spam you handbook."
to firdaus, "hopefully theres another typical firdaus in my new school. anw, everyone is 1inamillion"
to 5N1(2011) student, "hope you success in future and all the best for o's!"
to fazul, "hi, kenape tak update blog awak??!?!?!?!"
to nasyitah, "please brush your teeth everyday, take this as your new year resolution can?"

1 to 9 to 1000

hi love, hope you see this.
peach, lemon tea, paper plane..
and the list goes on.

for you.

to fazul:

im sorry if i liedabout going to sleep after watching glee.
im here just to post lyrics of pills - the perishers, to make it easier for you.
i just cant stop thinking about the lyrics.

The Perishers - Pills

i hope my smile can distract you
i hope my fists can fight for two
so it never has to show
and you'll never know

i hope my love can blind you
i hope my arms can bind you
so you'll never have to see
what we've grown to be

one may think we're alright
but we need pills to sleep at night
we need lies to make it through the day
we're not okay.

one may think we're alright
but we need pills to sleep at night
we need lies to make it through the day
we're not okay.

one may think we're doing fine
but if i had to lay it on the line
we're losing ground with every passing day
we're not okay.

but that's one thing i would never
one thing i would never
one thing i would never say to you
that's one thing i would never
one think i would never
that's one thing i would never say to you

@gradma's

i am powerless. look at that kitty.

it melts your heart away.

bears and more bears

its a sunny + cloudy day. its nearly 1.15 now.
i need to catch up on my berenstain bears as i lost the morning session of it.
going to grandma house laterr. :)
hi fazul. youre soo nice.
its nadiah blogging.

holidays are super boring. i am currently at home. doing nothing.
someone take me out please. hahaha. i wonder what fazul is up to. should be doing his duty by now. a green ninja turtle doing duty. this turtle likes to flirt and is very cheeky. also very reactive towards me.

7 months old.

Dear Fazul,

Happy 7 months. I feel so lucky to have you. I may have other guy friends but, there's none like you. You're the nicest guy i ever met. I learn that, I can appreciate what you've done for me in such a short time. I feel touched for the little things you do. I'll always support you, love. Heh, i miss you. When you're coming back? I wanna run to your arms like that day.

From,
Nadiah

fook uo.

firstly, there is no time to blog there days. been very busy. but i think i should still keep on blogging. but, ive been a good girl youknow. i am very hyper until i receive energy zero. my music influence is going down. hmm, i feel lazy now.

fuck you up the ass.
you deserve it, and you know best.
but i am a person, and i love to exaggerate.
& know myself better than anyone else.

i have my finger pointing at you,
tell you, that youre no one.
ill let you remember me,
to teach you a lesson, that you never forget.

get that?

friends for a meantime

why are you crying?
what are the feelings when youre crying?
i feel happy. it may sound wierd but i dont care.
that point of time when your crying, it means that.
you are facing a problem and for me,
ill soon overcome it.

dear friends,

sorry for my nonsensical jokes if it makes you sad. and if my sarcasm hurts, im sorry. please let me know and ill seek apology from you. this letter goes to every single one of my friends who knew me. it's all about my entertainment that have gone far, far beyond.

a friend you were once,
felt hurt, discriminated and un-amazed.
by what i have done,
that have put you in disgrace.

and here i am,
taking this guts,
to take back all my words,
that ive said.

may you forgive,
and ill never forget.
that particular day,
that we will part.

that-very-noisy-nadiah-that-you-knew,
says: im sorry

nice wheather. -.-"

i havent been posting a proper post, for this boring blog of mine. i thought of deleting my tagboard. but i dont know.i was supposed to go to school this morning and finish my canvas but my fridge at home got spoiled and it feels like its my problem now. i watched the a-team last weekend, and it was great however it was a rushing time. atleast we didnt miss any part of the movie. the class outing turns out better than i thought, esp the wheather, i somehow got abit darker due to some suntan under the sun with firda. i can only remember the last time i went out my house is to throw rubbish and thats it. im being anti-social lately. i thought of going out.

from last to first.

somewhere over the rainbow.

card games.

winner.

happiest on earth.

my timtam/tamsy/meoww?

new enviroment.

love gave me.

tired actually.

what can you see?

what do you see?

kitty kitty where are you?

life is like a rainbow,
full or colours.
sometimes they're so bright,
they'll give a pain in your eye.

(ok ni firda gi copy. )

life is not always sweet.
sometimes they taste sour.
and we're always gambling with it.

it may not be always nice.
or even worst than nice.
it up's and down's like waves in the water.
so dont say that life is perfect forever.

ill stop here. :)

gog ogo gog gog o

P.O.A.

hi, i am nadiah.
i am 16 years old.
i am in the compuper lab in school.
wei siong is very irritating.
i told everyone to add dahiyah's boyfriend.
she's dead.now everyone knows it alr.
i saw mr fok infront of me.
i am on facebook.
mr fok is walking around.

he gave me a weight progressive chart -.-"

the blue sky showed up after the rain.
from moody to super happy pepol.
forget about time,let it run run.
forget about everything,&had fun fun.

i know im a fattaye,and i loike it.

the curls need time to suit themselves,its natural.
how it turns, how it spins. they're growing.

let it be how it should be. one day,they'll be fine
without all artificial help.

when i knew it.

felt so fxzked up when i get to know who it was.

how it looked like. i feel fxzked cos i know

theres a strong bonding between you and it before me.

oh great(?)

it, is better looking than me. i dont want to listen to

you or me. im just gonna do what i want.

i think it, takes you as someone very special.

ah whatever laa.