hi, i am not feeling well. i feel abit sick now. i have no appetite.

dear f,

i know theres been a harsh time over me and you. but we pulled it through together. i love the way you live your life, and i want mine to be like yours too. life full of colours. youre a person who likes to play hide and seek with your identity, emotions and feelings. honestly, i dont like it cos its hard to see whats wrong inside you without asking. unlike you, you know everything, everything. i dont need to tell you if im sad, or even if im mad. it clear for you even when i try to hide it.

youre like that man who have the initiative to do things first before i do. sometimes, mine wouldnt be granted. you pulled me into this beautiful world full or butterfly hahaha. and the very most beautiful religion that i know. i wanted to be like how i am supposed to. what i did in the past, i dont see why i should regret because its done, past alr, cant go back in time to fix it, its a lesson for me. you take me into the right path, you convince me that life can be great if i wanted to. you take me for who i am. you like my crazy self. you like kids. ok that has got nothing to do with this. haha.

youre a nice man with a very beautiful attitude. i have no one else but you. 7th jan is comming. look at what you have made me and myself into. i feel like ive known you yesterday and at the end of the day never ends. what makes me love you more is that little something in between that keeps me comming back for more and more and more and more and more and more and more.

thankyou for your night snack, my mother appericiate it alot. sending me home everyday that no man would do like you. no. thats what i like most. hahaha bye f. meet you later.