i'll get an award and im in the top 10. teacher asked whether my parents wanna come. i said no. im not proud on getting top 10 or whatever, im just feeling satisfy with myself. i knew my parents wouldnt come to see 'their' child getting an award walking on the stage. i felt down myself. crying. did my parents work too much and left their child school updates behind? what they wanted more.
im just like a child from the children who grew up with no parents.
mum just got home, and i wanna publish this and close the window, i dont want she to see my personal things without my permission.
bye.