im all alone in this room, i wanna run run away very far. very far like six feet under.
i messed up. im condamed. alone in this room, with the same clothes same shit attitude, with nothing to do, i wanna dig my grave. ive sacrificed much, but all those dosent worth. what worth? blood? life? ive tried so hard ive tried so hard to believe. but i dont. why. why. im one unfaithfull girl believe me.

dont trust me, im a liar. -once a liar, allways a liar.
dont be friends with me, im anti-social. -true.
dont follow me, im lost in this. -life
dont.
im now a fish living outside, without water. -im suffering
im like a girl who wake up and found herself in heaven. -wait for my death certificate.
damn.
i just wished i can go back time and delete you. delete. -like i dont know you.
and wished i have you earlier. and tottal it up to a year. - monthsary.
and a thousand needles poke to my eyes, so i can believe what i see
if this is life, i knew i wont live long.