what abang fir say is true. i dont even know why must i do like that. im not being myself these days. i dont even know why im rushing when i dont need to. i hope after this theres no more of shit. i need more friends, i dont care what type they are. id love to keep many things to keep me busy, other than blogging or even do my mspace or msn. having msn is not the worth if only i long in a year after. no-one need or even miss me. i know im nothing but atleast. i want to keep myself busy with school,family,friends,things that is link to future. this may also be the last time im blogging. not that i dont blog no more. ive been heavily influenced and i dont want that. anything text me: 81467231 thanks abang fir. still im looking forward to see you, i know ill wait. your the only brother i trust.haha i dont know if this post worth.
i find a place where i can feel pretty.
i find having a relationship is not the worth if theres a huge age gap,they'll never understand.
i find out that i dont want to be an absentee in school like last year.
i find my parents understanding.
i find whats not in me.
i find out that im not heartbroken or in love or any other feelings.
i find out that im still an anti social girl after 14 years.
i find that i dont mind people critise me, do whatever you want.
i find that people dont like me, but thats who i am.
i find that i love strict teachers, they're still the best.
i find out that i love art actually, like romeo and juliet falls in love.
anything text me: 81467231 will post another post soon.
maybe february 7th, my birthday.
