these days, i realised that im getting more and more committed to my school work but it isnt that good cos, its only a subject. not like most it. ive been leaving blogger cos i think theres nothing hideous to blog about. i dont really talk about school, cos school is pretty fine.
after staying back at school on friday, i went home. i got nothing better to other than surfing the net. i decided to cut my hair. its like a ritual for my soul. cutting my hair makes me feel light and calm. thats random.
i dont understand dad. you want us to stay at home everyday and eat dinner and do chores. we did. maybe you should learn how to communicate with your children. cos we dont understand whats worth staying at home when actually then situation is the same. we dont gather, no. only dinner time and thats it. i find it a boredom. such a boredom that theres not even something like watching a movie together or whatever.
its now, super mangkok. haha. life is unfair. ive been cheering people up, but im still some sort of unhappy-mad-happy-sad feeling, which keeps my mind twisting. that i think no one is going to cheer me up. only love lullaby can make me fall asleep. i dont know what to do tmr. i have superpowers too you know. a good hideous super power. no one can see it, its just my eyes and glasses and intelligence.
somehow, i find today's saturday the best of all. the best.
