famous questions in jan

this holiday. i babysit animals instead of babies. learned new songs. drink more chocolate oreo bubble tea. adding fats naturally. be nice to my love. shutup even if someones late. help ants to carry a pinch of sugar to their home. cut my hair. cant wait to get a new partner in class. autocad lessons starting in 5 days time.

didnt get me in to your trap. consider yourself a failure bitch, take it.

ive learnt something new about me, ok shutup. school is near, ive completed my homework but i need some touch ups. my cat is allways cute, i know. i dont want me and my siblings to end up at a child abuse centre. will be purchasing my books on the 26 dec. i miss eating chocolate, im avoiding it. i like apple with aloe vera. i want braces. im a mummys girl, believe me.

i want chocolate oreo/oreo crush ):

ben ohhhh ben~

ok shut up i know. my fringe -.- kenape rambot mesti lobang? fugly face, un straight fringe is what you see on my face. i never thought that cycling is fun ok lol. come on people, cycle. dont run ^^

(thank you)

i got no idea why things end up this way or has it ended? I'm not sure. i hate to elaborate things I'm not sure of. tough I'm strong that i came up to this far. yet i couldn't take it. I've been enduring all along. whatever little stuffs that brought you far from me is counted, don't ever think I'm blind. i don't do actions for your reactions for the first time. once i think its too much, then ill make a move. there's not point of blaming, cause later you think I'm thinking negative then you ask yourself should/could you be sorry or even whats with me blaming you. there's also no point of crying. wasted tears are just wipers. I've never hate you as a part of this, Ive never. id tell myself that you're here and i don't need to worry. but I'm wrong. and yes, you're right. there's no point of typing all these if i never change (because i don't know how to, i am me) I'm blind (especially when it comes to you, cause I've been blinded by you) tell me if you don't know why I'm typing all these. anyway, I'm just telling you, that Ive been hurt by you so what big fuck? nobody cares.

14 days countdown.

(thats my child? why not? )

lits like 11:11AM now. i dont know what to do. ive been busy with my english assignment. and i wonder if theres any mothertongue homework, i felt there is but i got no idea whats it about. wth nadiah. you're busy with your english assignment when its only like 13th december. my sec3 books are not purchased yet. still i dont feel like buying, i must be crazy(pt.1) i hate to hide my music playlist actually. (lol) ill reveal it later. confem lagu bnyk merepek. i was awaken by my sister singing inside the toliet. i wish she wouldnt sing because every word entered my hears is like im entering hell ochestra. and also soon will be linking people bcause imma soo bad, people link me i never link them hehhehhehheh~
just live your live ayyayyyayyyyy you steady chasin' that paper!~

my living room from here looks like a pathway to heaven.

caption: a picture of you and your ex on your friendster.

im into one of beyonce, neyo, christin millan songs. wierd isnt? if i were a boy by beyonce. us against the world by christina millan. mad by neyo. ok ok i know, this first two lines are like whatever. if you see me with this impression on my face, it means, somethings not right. granny bought me little miss naughty long pants for my bedtime, sweet kan die? theres like a green overall, bold and capital of "little miss naughty" all over, and little miss naughty herself. its really comfortable too.

does anyone want to be a sexologist when they grow up?

i like it when my face looks red in color. this is the nice version of me.
this is what i am before seven; when the angels went home, after seven.
ill put on my glasses, bcause i cant see.
this is what i am if you can see.

(0.0)

by the second picture, you can see that its not even pm. its still am. look to the bright side ey. this is so nonsensetriangleoligical.

i own blogger, livejournal, myspace, msn(?) so heres how the system goes.
blogger: more to daily lives
livejournal: more to how i feel
myspace: im into music 24/7
msn(?): private /even more private

sent and fetch A today. took 30 home (: the bus is freakin cold. im wearing A's sweater on now, and it feels warm. having flu at the same time, i dont like the part when the hingus wanna come out. its like tersumbat with tissue inside. i miss school. today is world aids day, what to do? its been awhile that the internet connection is slow, fwckit. im lack of respecting myself, someone, please send me to an overseas boot camp for teenagers, its a great pleasure. im into songs that put me to sleep. an estimated of 4 months to my birthday (7feb), ahahahaha.

recently, the new book by Sue Townsend is out. im a begging my parents to buy me this book for me. they said it was too expensive, deep down i cried. i know it cost around 30bucks, but at least a book. i hate it when they say 'next time'. damn, im dreaming for a book.

dear mom,
i just want a storybook by Sue Townsend really really bad.
its okay if you think its too expensive.
i can wait for next time(or never)
anyway i love you, mom.