Saturday, June 23, 2007

love.

so this morning wake up, i sing songs with my soul in my bed.
then for breakfast, i skank. i wonder whats up for lunch. okayy people? maybe mosh? wahaha. have you ever wonder that there is some people in this world ate their shit? its like omgomgomg.

avenged sevenfold, my love. wahaha.
here are some of the touching paragraphs from some of their songs.

I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time
It's sorrow that feeds your lies
Falling away, can't buy back time
Burned it down anyways
-Burn It Down.

A good friend once told me you are memory
without them we equal nothing
And all I can see is the place I wanna be,
suddenly my life was so free
Leaves at my feet,
blown to the ground their echoes are reaching my ears
Night's coming fast, suns going down but keep away from me.
-Remenissions.

"Mosh to the rhythm of oi and skank to the rhythm of ska"

Monday, June 18, 2007

pictures.


(nothing remains)


this is how i sit.



row row row your boat.


when theres a tornado.


im stuck in a place, when theres snow in malaysia.


yang belakang tu sebok je. grandfather(:
shadows.

this is all i've got for the rest of my holidays session of june week four.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

the night before departing.

today is the night before the departing day. so yeah yesterday i met you and today you. hahas. my big and tall teddy bear. love teddy bear! hahas. and for today gonna use malay language in my post.

TOPIC: orang tue.

jadi kalaw kite diikut kan, mak bapak sekarang makin mepek untuk saye. telefon bimbit saye di tahan hingga mati. ape je eh? lagi pon bapak aku ni tahon da beli tige hp baru. pookey tiang. sampai makcik aku pujok mak aku suro kasi one of the hp utk kite. ape die kesah. jadi bapak aku nie kalaw nak di katekan boleh jadi pelokek bin kedekut. suke hati dorang ah. da tu tkpe. sumenye yang kite dapat tidak adil! bodo(:
nak tahu lebih lanjut kenape tak adil? kalawnyw adil, kakak aku takkan nk curik hp mak aku? rabak la kirekan. nak keluar? keluar due orang mcm tak ade anak. kalaw adek nk ikot pon tak kasi, ni ape nak simpan2 dari kite aku pon tk tau. mcm kes beli 4D je. geram sak. kalaw kluar ngan makcik, macam jadi anak angkat. nak beli bende dier cakap " stock masih ade " otak die. mepek ah sak. klw dapat first in class. ade yang nak puji? kawan, cikgu, makcik. mak bapak jangan harap. dorang nk kene langkah mayat aku dulu. kalaw nak keluar ngan kawan pon tak ade extra money. kite ape kesah tangan panjang pe(: kite kluar ngan kawan jadi boleh beli bende dorang tk nampak . beh klw kluar ngan dorang ep macam boleh beli ke? noo. beli baju? tunggu sale. sale dah ade " baju masih bnyk" puki la sey. harap maaf. tapi, aku tk kesah!

YOU BOTH SUCK!

REALLY REALLY SUCK!

LIFE IS NOT FAIR!

:SUCKER!

Thursday, June 7, 2007

i never realise.

you know. holidays drive me mad around singapore and days. i get no idea what day is today. so oh-okay, its thursday.when theres no school, i'll forget the days. today planned going sentosa again. i went to under water world and 4D magix. i touched a stingray, and then shouted. i was scared because i was bodo, and stood hell near the glass. i dont wanna die like how steve irwin died. heh. then, went to eat. all the places in singapore we went far east. there is this food shop in far east, got wantan noodles and sambal wantan goreng. i tell you, i could finish the whole sambal wantan goreng. nice.

and yeah. the menu sheet which the waiter gave us had a bad english, in spelling. wanna know how they spell sprite? they spell, spirit. so there you go. that shop sells air spirit/spirit water for one-dollar and fifty cents. the best time for them to learn is to watch spell cast. pity pity pity. and i never thought holidays made me more nearer in studies too. i miss maths and english lessons, even though the teachers sucks. teachers will be teachers, student will be someone who they aim to be.

going to the library tommorow. hee.

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

these are the pictures. not many yet. more to come. fun. homework not done, litreature babe. (not mine)


end of the day.


felt high, dont fall.


air ticket.


three hundred and sixty degree of fun.


singer.


thanks for the fire.


baby blues: i wanna see!

on holiday.

on the first week of the holidays, and in one of the days. i went to 3 places in one day.
Plaza Singapura, Far East and Parkway Parade. fifth of june, i went to seven places, including two mosque. from 10:30 in the morning till 8 in the night. i went to, Singapore Expo, Escape Theme Park, DHL hot air ballon, Sentosa Skyride. my energetic makcik have little time at sentosa and decided to go there on the seventh of june. yay. will try to post pictures okayy?

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

oldies

oldies oldies oldies.
back to old.
enjoy the playlist.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

9DAYS.

Hong Kah Talent Show was today. seniors really tought the little ones based on how-to-rock. there was one group who playes the song Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold. i was like
" oh-my....". nice laa. i shouted the loudest for them because i was at the front. then a group made rapping which was boring. then an indian girl danced alone on stage moving left to right, which was disgusted by people.released us for recess. it was 10 minutes late. grr. after recess, teacher played the movie space jam 2, bored la sey.

then after 10 minutes of the movie, i went to bed. and woke up and english lesson. english lesson was a piece of bullshit. i've gotten my first litreature homework. must do it when june holidays. june holidays assignment. then went home because i was feeling not okay. didnt attent netball. (netball sucks) later at night i stole my sister makeup. i played with it. fun you know. dapp dapp here dapp dapp there. hahas. dear people another 9DAYS. i dont think you people understand.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

happy birthday to you!


Its for you my dear.
Happy birthday!
You must be celebrating in Japan now.
( safety first! )
-emmarrie just shouts happy birthday in the air, hope he can hear in Japan(:

Monday, May 14, 2007

away, one month.

so okayy. today is 14.05.07. the day where i first when to a morning jog. tired. actually i jog about how many meters only. got many people you know. some shouted to wake themself up in the park. nuts. & some really sweat to death. unlike mine, abit only. i went to take photoes of myself yesterday. showed some to maisarah. malu ler. and some really cute small toys. i really got no work to do. gosh.

yes. will be putting some pictures here, to entertain you. im now wearing jacket. actually for my body, there is 3 layer of clothes. ( not including those, okayy. ) black singlet, black t-shirt, think jacket. the thick jacket where i wore them to genting highlands. my degree is 38.3 consider hot or not? (: my body became weak. but im still going to surf the intrenet. im a internet-addict. and going to change the song in my blog yeah?

toy cars; love.

LOVE(; him.


Sunday, May 6, 2007

sayang sayang sayang.

okay. today, i tell you, nothing happened today. then after my madrasah i went to play habbo when i added this man in my msn account too. then we talk-talk laa. then i fond it bored and ask him for songs, he gave he his rap version. he is like the Singapore Chris Brown. my first time a friend who likes to rap. nice laa.

at five plus, i stomped to hougang. the man which i went to indonesia get his grandchild after 6 years of waiting.
he the teeth bo-gey laa. but nice man.
i know the tittle has nothing to go with my post, hehes

okayy. im done(:

Friday, May 4, 2007

its the way i am.

so. it has been a very long time i didnt blog. but remember. dosent mean that i didnt blog, i didnt look for comments updates. school is hanging my death. friends? still the same, shitty shitty. i got a friend who like to follow the hairstyle of one of my classmates, but she got one jendol. wahaha. somemore wanted to curse one girl who she called her jendol. she deserve to be called the malay lohan. hahas. im bad laa. well i guess thats who i am.
another one also attempt to copy but her one lepeh, hehe. short summore want to act only.

im so bored. today taking science paper. sucks laa. what teacher thought me really came out of the paper. grr. its cold today. the coldness were like in Genting Highlands. i shiver during my science paper. and slept. nice to sleep.
& i slept yesterday during mother tongue paper2 its like the duration is 1h 30 minutes less than 50 minutes i finished allready. what to do, sleep(: i dream that i was in heaven lying on top of my mother tongue paper. Register number 6 had 3 attempts of waking me up but she failed. im the Sleeping Queen. hahas.
i went through so much in life i wonder when it will end. ish. loving someone dosent worth. i wonder if he/she appericiate it.

alittle story here. (my hair nice? XD)
nie cine suke jeling jeling kat orang melayu. nak tau asal? pasal mate die juleng. ingat cute la tu, skali dgr, dier dalam kumpulan kesihatan orang gemuk. ape la nak jadi. suke carik gadoh pulak tu. bodo tol cine sekarang. hahas.
suke lipat skirt, ingat lawa la u. benci la si Pantat Putih nie. untuk pendapat semue bagi sesiape yang membace ni, klw kenal dier jgn comment name dier panggil dier Pantat Putih.
thats all. hehes.
XD NADD

Saturday, April 21, 2007

hello(:

so, i just got bored and decided to blog(:

i was just thinking on what am i. well its difficult as a guess to make change. i have decided to change back to the old me. was trying to bring memories, and new things. do you remember parkour? parkour is the freestyles an act of an animal, as most of it conclude barrier jumpes, cat leap , cat to cat and more. more of it search in youtube.

and yeahh. exams around the corner. dont like laa. have you ever thought your new friends are somehow shitty? that mole ass freak, i hate her. seriously, how can you act when you are writing something on your hand and that 'friend' pushes you. best act: ignore, dont talk , make face(: jeling jeling laa tuu, kan mate kau juleng baru tau.
my friend said " nadiah sux! but shes nice. " god damn ass. whats that meaning

thats all(:

Monday, April 9, 2007

exam):

just receive my exam time-table for sec 1. and exams are comming, i felt like running. hate exams, but still have to take it. being an N(A) student is fun. you know. i love my class(: this year 1N2 Hong Kah Sec, make history. We won the campfire champion and inter-class soccer. PE-head master announced that there will be another game comming. for girls only. the inter-class handball. which is smillar to captains` ball. that game which PE teacher conducted in PE lessons every thursday(:

my group, group 5. we fought with group 6 for friendly class match. the first week, the results are a tie. second week, my group wins, whehee. group 5 - group 6 ; 9 : 5 if not, my group can score better but i allways like to throw the small ball, which im supposed not to throw. grrr.

exams week.

  • 3rd May thursday, mother tongue laguage (paper 1 & 2 ; seprately)
  • 4th May Friday, science
  • 7th May Monday, mathematics 2
  • 8th May Tuesday, english language 2
  • 9th May Wednesday, mathematics 1 & geography
  • 10th May Thursday, i'm currently free(:
  • 11th May Friday, had nothing on friday
  • 14th May Monday, other level examinations. i'm consider free
  • 15th Mat Tuesday, marking day. free(:
  • 16th May Wednesday, Netball. body starts to ache again):

so, theres my exam time-table. it sucks but nice. i'm so damn bored now. got nothing to do. well, revision ,revision and revision. uh. hope i score well this time.

&im free on 14 may.

;any early plans?

wheehee

Sunday, April 8, 2007

hello(:

morning strikes with my morning prayer. went to sleep back after that. woke up at 8:55am, just nice for my early saturday shows. refreshing. took my unusual breakfast. dont like uh. should i cut my hair? it seems difficult to make decisions. and yesterday, went to causway point with parents and sissy. bought home new stationaries and books. & shoes(: i like it. black in colour. black suits everything. uh. didn't bought home any new clothes wherelse, last week aunt bought me long sleeves white narrow shirt. going to put up my picture based on my style.

didn't use the camera for weeks. quite bored then. moms and dads phone are spoiled. wahaha. both brands are like the same brand. didn't feel good then. got food poisioning for the second time. shitty shitty. grandmoms at johore now. uh. bored bored.

editing pictures, i've got.



If I Had No Other Choice.



LOVING`

comments and rate okayy.

Im` sorry for all.
Before it ends.
& only if I could enjoy; 14 April.
; I had a bad day.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

cherry):

it was around five when my friend and i was looking for this candy because cherry wasn't there.
cherry and her two little siblings allways played together but after her religious class, she did seem that the shoe rack was in mess and cherry and one of them wasn'nt there. those who knew about this story, i wonder if only you could understand. is like, so sad. i still remember when i the third time having a kitten for a week and it suddenly lost, for 3 or 4 days. she stayed long in my home.
as a human being, i feel love through her. a love for an animal. when she wasn't there, htere was silence, her voices gone and all.shed sllways did the extra mess, but now there was no mess to clean. if she think she have gave everything for thaat animal, may god bring their way up infront of your feet, looking at you. after 3 or 4 days of looking for her everynight at dirty drains, i've found her.it was a clear tought, someone helped me, but that someone cant come down to earth. whatever scars i've received on my body, i dont have any regrets. shes part of the family allready.

and theres a song for my beloved syabeel(: this is for syabeel, i hope you understand what i felt about you and everything about you. & to my kittie, meow~


thank god i've found you.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

sports day.

i reach so early in the morning. around six plus. i get hooked up with my senior that time, he was the house master, after practising one lap at the clementi stadium, he took a break and played the song I won't see you tonight by Avenged Sevenfold.

so, as i told you the day will be hot, even they encouraged us to buy something at the small stall. i see that they are earning more money today. then the race and all. bored laa. then we all went home, it took 4 double decker 198 bus for hongkah people. i tell you the first and second bus was damn full. so it was like a transport bus for us.

oh-i'm soo lazy! bored. the seniors went crazy as, any malay upper sec walk pass Gamma, they'll say something laa. very entertaining uh. & disturbing runners lke " eh kecik! lagi siket tu! cepat argh! ah nanti da sampai finishing line gi sujud ahh." crapp.

im hungry byes!

I hate everything about you!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

school drive me nuts.

so yeah. school drive me nuts. having problems here and there. and i'll just ignore. uh. tommorow is my school Annual Track & Field Meet. i'm the viewers. teacher says that we are going to be under the hot sun eventhough there was shlter. must be a hot day. got no Netball today. happy you know. it's been bad at school and i dont bother. friends are like shit.
they suck. seriously, i dont care whether they are reading this or not, the thing is you're the one i hated.

two weeks ago i try to wrote a letter to my friend whom i hate, instead of writing, i draw. i drew it on my notebook. first impression is hate. i just scribble the back page with my heart laa. then the second last page, there is marks of deep torn paper. as in you move your pen forward and backward. that note book has 5 marks. the marks represented on the book is for whom i hate. it has light deep cut, very light circle, 3 very deep cut which has left markings on the first page.
so i hope i didnt do that again.

an incident hapen, i was doing the last mark with my red pen, and when i just ended up, i wanted to cover the pen cap back to the tip of the pen but instead, i accidently poke my left hand index finger. will show the picture tommorow. and it bleeds. i printed the blood and remaining blood in the notebook. strange was, i was doing the mark last one for the person i hate the most and it happen. what is that trying to show?

missing tradeMARKS + Syabeel(:

Sunday, February 25, 2007

This is me.

sigh. I still got my homework undone. I'm just bored. Listen to new songs every week. They are all nice laa. so, I took hour(s) to change things on my blog. since i only update my blog once a week. with pictures, sometimes no(: i got no idea why i'm sitting like this, theres a metal round plane underneath my computer, theres where i place my feet. and the keyboard on my thighs. that is about more than 30cm away from the computer.
good for you eyes. so, i just created a new way of laid-back typing for good eyesight(:

well, can you imagine your so called nearest friend in secondary school told your class monitor that you loved him, that when you get annoyed, you turned behind and your so called friend said that you loved him as a firend. but actually in your heart you really liked that monitor. you liked his smile and all. then you remember again that the day before, your so called friend said that she also like that man. then is was geography class.

that monitor was supposed to sit infront of your eyes but instead, he sitted beside the girl that liked him. that girl has a steady and her steady was just a table away from me, you saw him with sad broken hearted full of blood on his face. you looked at the girl who was called your so called friend and you class monitor, they were having fun. in other sense, they have to sit beside eachother and did their work. you got no supprised but, you were more suprised when you saw that girl who was the heart player.

You get it? i not then nevermind. well the message is that


" if this is how you treat boys who are damn
kind to you, you'd better be someone else."
- NADD


thats it for today.

take care;
byebye,

NADD

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Chinese New Year.

so that chinese new year, i went back to my father homeland that is malaysia. -batu pahat. the place is nice laa. so went there 3 days 2 night .
slept at two houses, one at my mothers side one on my fathers side.
first night at my mother side and i reach there like 10:+ and im tired to death. i didn't do anything. in fact nothing. just hearing my mp3 in my fathers car till here. yeah, that house was more that 20 years allready.
very old la. and that house was ment to be the second favourite house in me.
yeah. i agree with you. todays post will me short.
heheks.


the painter i sold to be my aunty present.

the eating cat.


hugry cat(: meow~



okayy thats tok penghulu.



crazy as we are. still the same.


the birthday cake. 17th of Febuary~ Little sissy day(:


the girl mcm ape je.


the car that brought me here.


caught red-handed for licking your nose


my cat. scary huh.

take care;
byebye,
NADD





She sleeps away.









Thursday, February 8, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I'M 13th(:

So, today, when at my grandmom house, ate my dinner there then, went home, buy something. and felt like crying. seriously. i never felt this way, but it just did cause' im falling on my birthday. then went home , someone knocked the door and he was my uncle!the bought me a puma jacket(: and parents bought me a swensens ice cream birthday cake. with these strange iceings.and friend bought me somthing too. a mini mouse mini hugable pillow.
so now the pictures, not that many laa . okay, enjoy! I'm 13!


Firstly, I introdue to you, my all. Teddy(:

My name carved with chocolate and white-chocolate thin piece.

The half-eaten ice-cream mango flavoured cake(:

C A N D L E S (:
The box.


Horizontal' Back and Front view.

The Mug.


The minieMOUSE.



ALL.
byebye;
takecare,
NADDD(:










































Sunday, February 4, 2007

so its been 3 weeks i never update. quite bored la the first week. but most of all i get to know all of the classmates allready, only their names. its kindda fun, when i get to know their nicknames. example soy, kechik and
rendang. stupid laa that name. and the first week i became an grey angel.
I wonder why some crushes are seriously red, i mean they surely didnt come one day. but the ones you didnt expect comes. im in total confusion in mind. the homework , i've done neatly and correctly teacher gave me a grade A for the first week in my maths notebook.

yeah, geography, not that bad at all scored 26/35 for the FIRST test. but still i'm not satisfied because, i didnt get the jelly beans. that jelly beans is damn tempting. one thing i hate about my geography teacher is that, she tried to explain something to the class in a very good and clear voice, she thought it was nice but actually, she was forcing herself to have a clear voice. it was a piece of shit that i have to clear in my ear. and yeah, my class are so-oh like angels and devils.

about my classmates, i think i have this boy. hes like a gay. the voice, the face, the impression, and all. his name is Gabriel. i thought it was a girl. hehs. i think his pants are between his belly button and chest. so in a way to describe how hight his pants were.

So lets try remembering all my classmates.

The Chinese:
Jian Ting, Mei Ling, Wei Siong, Gabriel.

The Malay's:
Raffiq, Nawar, Figo, Hasbullah, Jasvin, Sufian, Nas, Hazmi, Aedy, Shafee, Syafiq, Khairil, Shairah, Azielah, Syafiqah, Ashikin, Ruzana, Hidayah, me, Desmond.

then, the second week , we'll select a boy and a girl to be the monitor and monitress for our class. very intresting ey, the chosen ones, stayed outside and we kept very quiet then.
so the chosen ones are, Desmond and Shairah. the second week very lame laa, teacher showed us the trailer on the movie of the Chronicles of Narnia. nice tittle but damn lame trailer which she made herself. as you guys know theres 2 song on your media player as a sample right?
the song piece is called Symphony No. 9 . that, she used in the trailer 3 and a half times. shit laa. im bored of it.

the intresting week three, theres a reahersal on our cheer for 020207.
and the banner, we destroyed it. so with my effort, i bought it home and decorate it another time on the other side. this time it was 70% perfect.
I was satisfied, that banner, we had signature all over. it was a job well done for me. but i did participated for cheer deciding. i kept quiet in one corner and do nothing. tired laa.

we appericiated our Peer Support Leaders very much! the prde they gave and we hold them high. so on the, campfire day. we are all ready to lost our voice on the air. esp. me, im the most semangat one. so, it started like this. first at home, i shouted once to test. so my rediness to shout was there. then went to Shuqun Primary and meet Yee Ching and went a shop nearby and we went to school. yeah, we waited for one of yee ching friends that is a malay to come at our meeting place. not long before, we meet some boys that is ching's classmates so we chat bits and bites then a boy announce that shes here, so we walk together to school wearing black as the uniform for the campfire.

most of the class wore black that day except for one class, they wore white. so when we decorate ur names and class at this piece of cloth, we made a lot of noise. and we pinned it up at the back of our back of the shirt. mine went fine and the others too. so then we rehearse again at 5:15 with 2 breakin the middle until 6pm. that 6pm lead to our dinner time, the food was a.. yuck! i ate a quarter part only. so i sat beside a boy, his name is Zakir. he just cant stop laughing, and he told me that he fought with his mom about his hair. its hair. hair. and it do means alot okayy.

so hes my partner. and Desmond was my face partner, his legs are long laa. it disturb me when i was sliding my leg down abit' but his leg. urghs. so i head up and look at him and kicked his leg about 4 to 5 times. but funny ehs, i expect him to kick me back. but what he did was, he paused his eating and head up and smile at me and continued back. well, his smiles were unforgetable. i somehow became an addict to his smile. and he look different that time.

then when we assemble at the Quadrangle which is known also as the parada square. first and second half of the seat was covered by the girls the others were the boys, so quite squeezy laa, there were 4 or 5 long stools for us the 40 of us. yeah, some of them bring the bottles there and i feel that the bottles are annoying so 3 trips i made to throw all the bottles away, without asking them. then i felt cooled then. so theres a game, they ask us to decorate the most unique alien costume , we decorate it well, we get up in the second runner up. nevermind then.

so after, a 30 minute of singing, cheering, games, i didnt notice that the boys changed their seat then, then wheni turend around i saw Desmond beside me, he was only a few mm away from me, very near sey.
then, i feel very warm. heheks. but then he went to sit at the back. felt different ey. it was night, cold you know, i left my jacket in my class.
so yeah.

we won 2 things that day: 020207,

The Unique Alien Costume : 3rd Place.
& The Champion : CHAMPION

whee!
thats all,

The tradeMARKS™ , im seriously missing you.
the people in my school is very different from you all.
i wish to meet up with you all one day(:

my birthday comming up yeah,
The Unfaithful 7 Feb 2007.

byebye;
takecare,
NADD(:

Sunday, January 14, 2007

SEC 1

okayy. it has been months i havent update. i really miss this blog. ever since my father scan through my blog, i cant log in anymore. but now i can, as in other way. the december weekends are really nice. I ride motorcycle, and saw a decayed cat. when riding the motorcycle is fun la, you know how it feels to ride a motorsysle on your own. then when its my cousin turn, i saw a decayed cat, its actually a kitten. what a pity. it has meggots in it. and i took sticks of wood and press the body, and i nearly vomited but i didnt. imagine you, kind of, move to body then you can see the meggots move here and there. pity kitten.

my form teacher is nice. mdm mardiana is cool hearted. music teacher is okay okay. DM is quite strict. principal is a shit. english teacher is an asshole. science is nice. my science teacher likes to use presentation slights, and we like it. he told us about christopher columbus and how a bullet works. hes exciting though boring. but i like(: and DnT ir way cool. cutting woodplanks into project and all, art is cool. my art teacher ask me whether i like art and why. I said " no. art is complicated and im not to get used to it. " but actually i like art. stupid ehh.

and when comes to CME period for this month, we'll be doing banners decoration for our camp that is on january. the first week of january i participated to help. i have high sprits on the banner(: but the second week i went very quiet, my friend irritates me and i scold her and then went damn quiet, as in everyone around me were strangers. i use to talk valgularities and being rough, but that day im innocent for all those. and every group have two seniors from the Peer Support Group. they were very supportive i can say. my group seniors were Danial and a chinese girl. that day, when i went quiet, Danial called my name ask ask " eh come la. " and i replied with shaking my head, and move away from the place where they sit. then after 5 minutes or something, he was beside me and ask me again, " eh nadiah what happened, are you okay? " . and i said nothing. well he knew that i was strange that time cause i used to disturb him but i didnt that day.

he was the same height as me as ina sec 3 boy is the same height as me. but nevermind. my PE house is red, called GAMMA. same as Danial my friend said. let me list my classmates.

Azielah, Ashikin, Shairah, Farhana, Zarifah, Fatin, Syafiqah, Hidayah, Ruzana, Sufian, Khairil, Syafiq, Jaxvin, Syafee, Jian Ting, Desmond, Rafiq, Nawar, Aedy, Hasbullah. okayy. thats all i can remember. I join netball, if i'm not in that cca or they didnt accept me, i'll join info comm then. homeworks is getting more and more. my aunt bought the zap zap thinggy. haish.
so handphones for me. anything call my home. so another few minutes, im going to find blogskins, and new songs. okayy till here.

if can trademarks, we'll meet this friday outside SQPS.
okayy, anything tag(:

Monday, December 18, 2006

i made it

I made this and followed accordingly how i felt.

dont break my heart unless you can put it back together, but if you cant,
then hurt is what i'll feel forever.you once were my world,till i found out one night. no words i could say will get you back, but now i quess im ok with that. i gave you my heart and i gave you my love, but i guess you must have lost it, because you found it in her.i tried to send the sense of love from me to you.but you just did nothing.i mean, like there was a 98 year old lady who was drowning, and you did nothing.i failed this time. im not going to try it again.It hurts so much, until it cant be describe in words and sentance.i was getting nearer, but it was blocked by your words.you havent experince broken heart, because you havent heard what is true love.it was hard to forget.i'm allways trying to cover my sadness by words .if one day i walk pass ur face,i'll just say hello.and walk away. if i knew this would
happen, i wont do it.even though your gone, i'll try to remain the same.
you didnt mean it. but i do.
you pretended.but not love.
now, i hate you because you pretended not to know.
byebye;
NADDIE(:
Listening to : For What Its Worth - Amber Pacific

Friday, December 15, 2006

HELLO(:

So today, i'm following my aunt to Lok Yang, near Tuas.
Theres a Toy shop there. All at $1. Sigh. I havent bathe.
But i ate my breakfast allready. hehes.

Tommorow if can, I wanna go vivo city, to watch my friend
band perform. all the best to you guys. am i so supportive.
lol. so, anybodys going? between 2:40 and 3:00pm.
They say they will perform at 2:50 on the dot. how can that be sure.
but still they rock to the core.

So here it is,
NOW PLAYING: Distant Memories - Comic Strip
enjoy!
byebye takecare;
NADDIE(: