continuing

todae again was a bad dae coze i slam my own lovely handphone on the wall until it break.
telling me don't noe wat to do.
i told him that if i see this again i'll kill myself or wart u always say,
commisuicide.
he told he that if i runnaway he'll come with me
and if i'm alone he'll be with me.
he told me things .
he told me not to go away and leave him alone.
he told me do not commisuicide as he'll miss me .If
i go and die he also followed me everywhere i go
he'll come with me it seems to make me think twice
and he said " U jgn tinggal kn i nnti mlm i tk leh tido everydae I meraung psl kehilangan u ."
that made me realise how important am i to him.
thinking twice ,
not to commisuicide.
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Its my dae..

I love my dae..
todae my....that one rite .
i talk to my ( her**) we talk to each other ...veddy long time
we talk together like half an hour.
we told each other things that i have experience and what i have not
experience he knew that im a p6 and he knew what i felt and ....
to many still im gonna talk about him .
he made me happy at the end of the day.
he mademe laugh everyday
all i need is him no body else..
a tight relationship.
not to let you go
remember you said it to me i want to live and die together with you.
i count on you.
your the only one .
when i'm bored i will call you.
don stop talking to me coz i'll not sleep im the night.
i dream about you every single night
"WITHOUT YOU I'M NOT BE ABLE TO BREATHE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON AGAIN , LIKE I ALWAYS DO."

What the hell.

Todae after school i decided to meet someone whom is a stranger.
I and my friends went to Jurong East Library to see ther image..of ther face ( her/his? )
he / she called me and tell me tjhat he/ she allready there that person is from sengkang
feeling very fishy but i have no prove to tell.
he/she was late then i became angry!
that person havent top up his prepaid card and i need to wait and what the hell
he told me that he went to JEL .adn he said that he wore a brown jacket but when i tarwaf one whole library "lobang hidong dier i " cannort see so u noe what the hell!
but still i have to wait...
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i realise that u made me angry but i still don care
u made my blood went up but i still don care..
u don wan to meet me and i still again DON CARE!!!
if one dae i realise that one day u need me
than it depends on what your mouth is gonna say to me !
if the words make me happy ..
on that dae than i have no choice to think twice.
and see what what is my decision.
if you don care about me than GET LOST
and i suppose to leave you......
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Good bye my lover ,
Good bye my friend,
I'll be the one...
I'll be the one for you.......
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felling lonely at night..
nobody is here.
feeling alittle furry
feeling scared..
and i checked it out
it was my cat
( black mother )
she's cute little kittie ...
still i need you by my side
your the one..
( my ****** )

Why?

todae day, was a tiring dae is actually ...
my friend went to nur hanisah's house to do our project her house was big and got a lot of free space .it was fun there wif her mother...
her mother did'nt say anything..
.......... ( ther boring part...)
at 3:30 we went have to go home .
saying good bie then i realise that my left leg socks was missing searching and searching then
seeing that i saw another lonely socks without a partner..
making fool of my self infront of everybody...( so paisey...)
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I started to realise that i have missed somebody ...
im just waiting for her* to call just to say I ........( censored)
not telling my friends .....that im feeling unhappi..
abt one person coze later...my friend say "lol u horgh...u this ,that.."
blag blag blah ( pet potting)
not closing their mouth....
that is not the one i wished for...
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then at 6pm i with my friend went to J.L.P. ( Jurong Lake Park)
it was fun as 70% of the people there were watching us playing ther '' CIRCUMFERENCE''
we called that circumference coze it was made from a circle...
then my wish come true ...
somebody call me and that was my ___ ( censored )
im verry happy as i can hear her* voice again without
*HER* voice i' cant live ani longer *SHE'S*
the one i always need for everything..
okokokok lar
he made me happy
he made my dae'
he made me smile
and forever i stay...