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my life isnt interesting so why not something not related to my life?

PIERCINGS! PIERCINGS! PIERCINGS!
I don't even know why, I want to talk about it.
(I'm weak, i don't pierce) Have your limit gone over or you think it's okay to have more? Some piercings in the world, didn't turn out nice but painful instead. The act of piercing is to show braveness and attraction obviously. Look it at a different point, if you would take piercings for beauty, then wheres your real beauty? Frankly speaking, I've been thinking of piercing. But why? I have my own hidden beauty. Everyone has one.
And not forgetting, Elaine Davidson the pierce goddess.

"So where do you wanna pierce?"

am i?

i dont think i want to blog. because theres nothing interesting to be talked about. internet will no longer be something we need, everyone will get bored with what we have one day, one day not now but soon that one day. went singapore expo john little mega sale, worth the 1 hour journey to and back. im fine with my world. i dont have anyone special, i treat everyone the same. i want to cycle from:
home - jurong lake park - the deeper jurong lake - chinese garden mrt - home in a shoter time. i get irritated easily when my mother kept asking me things i probably wont answer. theres nothing interesting in my life, so why must update? the more i look at boys, the longer im staying single. why?
cause you feel that they're yours and you thought that you belonged to someone then actually you dont. when the fact is that the reason is like what fuck im saying i dont understand. hahaha. im happy with self.

hey, i dont know whether i should delete this blog or what. i dont even know is there still readers out there reading. im busy with school work i think. i dont even have time to chat at times, the number of my internet friends is going down. and ive been not saving money recently, due to food. maybe i should start a systematic way to save and see the saving results if i save after 10 years. ive got this feeling. i dont know what i want. what i want i dont need. what i need i dont want. screw art. ca1 results is bad. i dont aim high, its not that i dont want you see. i just want to see myself improve. school is great? maybe just fine. i dont even understand why must i talk when the teacher is talking. i only realise it during chem. sec 3 camp up on june, shit. like why? sg locals not bad ey, somehow or maybe they can be like peterpan one day. hoho. i always feel im lack of something. but what is it?

those times we.

had integrated immersion school programme for 5 days its worth staying 5 days in philippine but not worth taking pictures of it. i feel great. im dead at home, bored, no one nothing at all. not worth thinking of going out, when you dont own a penny^^ cooked bread and cheese dipped with eggs. i think its gonna rain. philipinos look more like malay and chinese. hahaha. bought some stuffs for myself. chocolate oreo without pearl satu!

chubby cute boys

help me get my tummy fats go to my wrist can?

-sun eclipse
the sun eclipse was awsome. regret if you dont catch it. its making the move again on the 22 july if im not wrong, this time, indonesia will have the full view of it. it took me 4 shades to see it when science centre provides free eyewear to see the sun eclipse and it dosent look like 4 shades of mine. -.-"

-math quiz
failed math quiz. 9/25 is this good or what. sheeesh.

-my fats
errr, fats. ok fats. what? you said im keeping tyres around my stomach. fzck you.
haha.

-my pimples
ok, pimples. im feeling the change but i dont really can see it. but still to me its a big difference on the feel of the face. you cant really tell by the look of it. lol

-that feeling
im feeling the freedom in me. no more this and that. its all about the major crush in school which only one person that knows, and thats me. hahaha. i like school. because im surrounded by chubby cute boys in school.

on hiatus

what abang fir say is true. i dont even know why must i do like that. im not being myself these days. i dont even know why im rushing when i dont need to. i hope after this theres no more of shit. i need more friends, i dont care what type they are. id love to keep many things to keep me busy, other than blogging or even do my mspace or msn. having msn is not the worth if only i long in a year after. no-one need or even miss me. i know im nothing but atleast. i want to keep myself busy with school,family,friends,things that is link to future. this may also be the last time im blogging. not that i dont blog no more. ive been heavily influenced and i dont want that. anything text me: 81467231 thanks abang fir. still im looking forward to see you, i know ill wait. your the only brother i trust.haha i dont know if this post worth.
i find a place where i can feel pretty.
i find having a relationship is not the worth if theres a huge age gap,they'll never understand.
i find out that i dont want to be an absentee in school like last year.
i find my parents understanding.
i find whats not in me.
i find out that im not heartbroken or in love or any other feelings.
i find out that im still an anti social girl after 14 years.
i find that i dont mind people critise me, do whatever you want.
i find that people dont like me, but thats who i am.
i find that i love strict teachers, they're still the best.
i find out that i love art actually, like romeo and juliet falls in love.

anything text me: 81467231 will post another post soon.
maybe february 7th, my birthday.

famous questions in jan

this holiday. i babysit animals instead of babies. learned new songs. drink more chocolate oreo bubble tea. adding fats naturally. be nice to my love. shutup even if someones late. help ants to carry a pinch of sugar to their home. cut my hair. cant wait to get a new partner in class. autocad lessons starting in 5 days time.

didnt get me in to your trap. consider yourself a failure bitch, take it.

ive learnt something new about me, ok shutup. school is near, ive completed my homework but i need some touch ups. my cat is allways cute, i know. i dont want me and my siblings to end up at a child abuse centre. will be purchasing my books on the 26 dec. i miss eating chocolate, im avoiding it. i like apple with aloe vera. i want braces. im a mummys girl, believe me.

i want chocolate oreo/oreo crush ):

ben ohhhh ben~

ok shut up i know. my fringe -.- kenape rambot mesti lobang? fugly face, un straight fringe is what you see on my face. i never thought that cycling is fun ok lol. come on people, cycle. dont run ^^

(thank you)

i got no idea why things end up this way or has it ended? I'm not sure. i hate to elaborate things I'm not sure of. tough I'm strong that i came up to this far. yet i couldn't take it. I've been enduring all along. whatever little stuffs that brought you far from me is counted, don't ever think I'm blind. i don't do actions for your reactions for the first time. once i think its too much, then ill make a move. there's not point of blaming, cause later you think I'm thinking negative then you ask yourself should/could you be sorry or even whats with me blaming you. there's also no point of crying. wasted tears are just wipers. I've never hate you as a part of this, Ive never. id tell myself that you're here and i don't need to worry. but I'm wrong. and yes, you're right. there's no point of typing all these if i never change (because i don't know how to, i am me) I'm blind (especially when it comes to you, cause I've been blinded by you) tell me if you don't know why I'm typing all these. anyway, I'm just telling you, that Ive been hurt by you so what big fuck? nobody cares.

14 days countdown.

(thats my child? why not? )

lits like 11:11AM now. i dont know what to do. ive been busy with my english assignment. and i wonder if theres any mothertongue homework, i felt there is but i got no idea whats it about. wth nadiah. you're busy with your english assignment when its only like 13th december. my sec3 books are not purchased yet. still i dont feel like buying, i must be crazy(pt.1) i hate to hide my music playlist actually. (lol) ill reveal it later. confem lagu bnyk merepek. i was awaken by my sister singing inside the toliet. i wish she wouldnt sing because every word entered my hears is like im entering hell ochestra. and also soon will be linking people bcause imma soo bad, people link me i never link them hehhehhehheh~
just live your live ayyayyyayyyyy you steady chasin' that paper!~

my living room from here looks like a pathway to heaven.

caption: a picture of you and your ex on your friendster.

im into one of beyonce, neyo, christin millan songs. wierd isnt? if i were a boy by beyonce. us against the world by christina millan. mad by neyo. ok ok i know, this first two lines are like whatever. if you see me with this impression on my face, it means, somethings not right. granny bought me little miss naughty long pants for my bedtime, sweet kan die? theres like a green overall, bold and capital of "little miss naughty" all over, and little miss naughty herself. its really comfortable too.

does anyone want to be a sexologist when they grow up?

i like it when my face looks red in color. this is the nice version of me.
this is what i am before seven; when the angels went home, after seven.
ill put on my glasses, bcause i cant see.
this is what i am if you can see.

(0.0)

by the second picture, you can see that its not even pm. its still am. look to the bright side ey. this is so nonsensetriangleoligical.

i own blogger, livejournal, myspace, msn(?) so heres how the system goes.
blogger: more to daily lives
livejournal: more to how i feel
myspace: im into music 24/7
msn(?): private /even more private

sent and fetch A today. took 30 home (: the bus is freakin cold. im wearing A's sweater on now, and it feels warm. having flu at the same time, i dont like the part when the hingus wanna come out. its like tersumbat with tissue inside. i miss school. today is world aids day, what to do? its been awhile that the internet connection is slow, fwckit. im lack of respecting myself, someone, please send me to an overseas boot camp for teenagers, its a great pleasure. im into songs that put me to sleep. an estimated of 4 months to my birthday (7feb), ahahahaha.

recently, the new book by Sue Townsend is out. im a begging my parents to buy me this book for me. they said it was too expensive, deep down i cried. i know it cost around 30bucks, but at least a book. i hate it when they say 'next time'. damn, im dreaming for a book.

dear mom,
i just want a storybook by Sue Townsend really really bad.
its okay if you think its too expensive.
i can wait for next time(or never)
anyway i love you, mom.

REVEAL, REBORN, THE NEW!

its like now or never, im giving my old long lost blog new look. i miss my blog. im like in the library alone cause, i was from a box in england and they send me here to play the internet and give a new look to my blog. its unbelieveable that im blogging and posting a post,

( posting a post, wth) i dont really enjoy this year. im being like cockup student that dont wanna learn. and i m looking forward to whatever outing friends have, is like im at home all the time. i hate meeting the same people that i know will not like me as a friend instead, they take advantage of me. siddenly i miss primary school. i want to work but i dont want to. and i know you dont understand. im excited to give my blog a new look. ahahaha, its like a reborn from the past few months, not years.

god, bless me.

so, i will now announce you, im updating my blog on the 20 second (22nd ) of march 2008. today is saturday and i decide to end my religious class early instead of 4.30. went queensway and had spaghetti with meatballs additional of french fries and cheese cake & coke. nice okay. then went home, on the way home, we laughed like ^%$&*9*&)&*( . i wear a dress today. and i was expecting myself to wear high heels for the first time with friends. i wanna try new things.

my ca1 results are just disappointing. english for 63, grade 4. malay for 56, grade 5.

mathematics for 37, failed. science for 54, grade 5. geography for 43, failed.

homecons for 77 and art for 75, sigh. i get to sit with someone historical to me, jasvin. sigh. nevermind la. and i got a problem, ive got guitars at home but dont know how to play, 0oh god help me. and i need to improve on studies, again help me.

and i have moved. http://nadio.livejournal.com

meowwwwww

new post. okay, mind me if theres many typo errors okayy? because my cat is sleeping infront of the compuper screen and i cant really see what im typing, sebok oi die tapi cute. so school kinda suck because of the secondary ones. many minah and very the perangai.

and my studies are drowning. i want to plan my life+future. yet what i wanna be when i grow up is still unclear.

nadiah's life/future. :]

- secondary life, get my n & o level pass: 17 years old.
- then study/temporary job like mad: 20+ years old.
- maybe a holiday to somewhere... (:

6554, mak aku datang.

crawling towards the sun Xp

absent in school today, coz of some reasons. i went to jurong lake park yesterday and jurong greens at night with my sister, then got this thing that needs to people to stand on and will twist like never before, i felt giddy after that. that night when i went to sleep, i still can feel that im still there twisting. then the next day didnt turn up at school Xp.

then woke up today, then online, then bathe at12.45. then online again, then watch tv, then sleep again, like 2 1/2 hours. then go shop buy something, then see 4 new born kittens and the mother. then went home, then eat, then online, then chat with sol. then i think sol abit mepek~ Xp. i still got geo and homeecons project. ok i dont care. detention pon detention la. dont care. (:

sol can blow with me~

hello

on the tuesday , my friend had collected 3 useless caning from mr wee(dm) because he said, its not that painful, so the current mistake he did, he'll do it again. tsk tsk. then i got abg. berg's email address, ^^. then today, i bring my math&sci which is not in the timetable today, cool or what. ms ang, gonna catch me about sci workbook, who cares but if never hand in by tomorrow, we'll get detention(do homework) untill 5. then thaqif tell me about abg berg when they walk pass the mosque, abg berg go prutt prutt, somehow he said the sound currrrrly, hahaha~ not gonnna cut my hair till june thats my aim, i dont care. did english compre test today about elephant that is ravaging home of this particullar village and he receive 3 shots from this man. poooor thing.

rusty balls of yours

on breezy and hot monday, my friend just came back. yeah so valentines day we people cannot celebrate but we can celebrate friendship day ah eh. and so, i am bored. i reaCH home today at like 4 because, i go take my lunch in school then went home. homecons was gerek, because i did a great job on the stupid bag ((: mine is sewing, the another is cooking. today the cook this dish named kima, first thing first, the vulgarity, kimak. hahaha. its smillar to curry. ok kimak. today i had ice-cream. and i tie my hair. and im back with my maths. algebra+fraction= ( O 0 ) piggggggyyyy~

mak buat muke, tak boleh angkat sei.

i stayed at home, searching for treasure, and found this old shades, got brand also, name Ray-Ban? not so sure la. still in good condition, then i like go wear it, test test laa kan, i was like, mak datok, longgar la sak. then showed my mum, then i say." dunie gelap eh mak."

then my mum like make the [ -____-'' ] face.

then showed my sis this video on youtube, before that we're laughing while watching mr bean, mind the baby then after part 2, i showed her this video, then, in the middle of the video, she cried. i was like ( omgomgomgogmomgomgomg) like that, but i kept quiet. i remember when i watch that video, i felt like crying, but hold ah eh, ask me more if you wanna watch it, it isnt scary, i swear to god, it is not. ok, bbbbbyebyebyebye~

it was since a week before i waited for your voice to pickup the call from me.

& electronica is actually nice.

TYPO

ignore typo errors, just fill it in with a great word will do.

my 7 february let me down.
well, its suppose to be a great day for me eventhough im overseas. but i just dont feel that im special. um. yeah thats the point. those who give comments on my friendster i just hope you mean it, if you then i guess its no use od giving me comments anymore.

since i came in malaysia at 6 february, nighttime, i thought something was going to haappened to me on the seventh, it came out with nobody telling me about my birthday, only when my sister watched television and saw the date list on the lcd screen. oh my. i do felt like crying but, its over. thats it.

when age rises, the things that you normally do when i was a kid vanishes. life is not the same anymore. but i dont expect it to change this much. what can i do? cry? ohh no. im holding my tears right now while typing. like nothing can cheer me up. oh. what a day.

geography sucks.

say hello say hello.

okayy, today i went to watch free show in my classroom with my dm and vp. watching two boys being canned, cool or what? then got homwork this that. failed my math test again, im lazy. from 13 to 15 marks over 40. (:

after that, went home at 2.30 because its tuesday. tomorow gonna do class decoration like fzuk. because it'll take a long time as other school is going home at 10.30/9.30 but, us 11.30 oh damn. shoot/toot!

ok bye, im waiting for you to get home, and this is three days later.

lets fly

(did i just fzcking tie my hair?)

Look at me, ive grown.

That picture has an L/M Body size plus a shoe of size eight and height of 1.60. She probably entertains herself. Away at 6 February after 7.30 or hours before, overseas till friday. Fzck. I dont like mother tongue. And my maths is like papers, my pen is like fire. Once I write something on it, my pen will destroy and fire will lick it fast. Maths test here and there, damn.

when youre away~