I think I'm leaving your life.

A place you gave me to stay in your heart.
As time goes by,
I think I have to leave.
Each time you call me,
You said " I luv u."

I think it means nothing to me as you don't care about me.
You flirt with other girls.
I gave you a chance. But then I think this time,
You didn't deserve the chance.
What you do is you broke my heart.

I think I'm being too kind.
All this while I think I just wasted my time with you.
But what I know I hate you I love you.

Things just got worse.

A little boring sunday.

Today is Sunday, now is 1:54:45Pm. Later going to IMM to buy something. I'm feeling like im free but not I still got my comprehension undone. I'm so damn bored got nothing to do. I just bathe my cat just now it was difficult , as my bare hands has to get with the hot water. My cat ran here anf there . I shampoo her with a $13 dollar cat grooming shampoo. She ran the whole toliet until I slipped and catch her tail then the scratch me back with one scar on my hand. She's rough man.

Then yesterday, I went to my cousins house. We played boys vs girls soccer. There were 2 boys and 3 girls. I volunteer myself to be the goalkeeper. My cousin and me played so rough until one of my cousin who was her brother bleed on his left leg the smallest finger. In the end we won, however we played anyhow. Then I ate ' Rojak Mama' it cost $18.90 alltogether. Then we go home I slept in the car, I was tired.

I wonder, I played anyhow and I still win. (: I had no plan for todays afternoon. I think I will be at home only. I looked at my hand , I got 4 new scars on my hand it was given by my cat. But if you see properly you can see more scars. I thought my new baby born cousin to make noises with his lips, then after an hour , he did it. It was the same as mine, at least he learned something. I thought my little cousin , Nadhirah whose age was 6. I teach her how to do clay 'Epok-epok' . Mines was perfect but hers was thin. My grandmother thought me how to do 'Ketupat' I did'nt give up until I did the simpler one, mines was cute .

That's all for now, thats my weekend.

I was expecting more from my grandmother, but she cooked my favourite food, Nevermind then. I'll accpet it.

Things have changed in 2006.

The year 2006 was a stressful year as you know that many work will be given. I just came back from school. Then read Maisarah's blog about 'Friends Forever'. I've never thought about this until today when I realise most of the other side of me was not open to that. I think we never thought about this because, after this year most of us will be seprated from our good friends.Most of us will go to the different school.

But I think we have too continue the good day between us. I was lingering a minute when I think, I only have friends. Never in this world the phrase ' Youre' my best friend.' This thought also made me realise something.

As said by one of my friends, 'The lame jokes. The fun we had its all gone.' I went to think again.
What was that something that made it all gone to the thin air. This made me realise how important are the laughters made by us together. Will I really loose them one day?

Very memorable.

Superman - dunnoe

If you were wondering, what is this song doing here... It's a post. Now is 9:53p.m. , and I'm writing a post while feeling low. This song goes to everybody listening or reading my post.
There is allways something that I can't show , tell and sometime share. Something to do with everybody. But I'm only used to share this with only one person. But then I think twice of what is going to happen.I look like not serious, and allways playful, childish. Well its not easy to look something inside as I allways cover it. And here you are the other - side of me.
_-ME-_

Well as some of you can see, in my MT class. I sitting behind with a small man. He sometimes can see the other side of me. And I can see the other side of him. Most of the things I have I'd rather share with him coz' he'll share with me some of his expericences. Not soo easy to control but, I try. If I were to share something with somebody like Yee Ching she'll not understand, as she cant see the real me. What I mean was the inside of me. This feeling causes me to change as is started with my MT partner. He told me something that is very strange. But I realise its time for me to change.
_-HIM-_

There is on this day I, Mai, Ama, Lyn. We went to Jurong East Lib. Then I remember I need to meet my... Then when I reached there..., that time I chop the place for me and my friend to sit tigrther. I receive a call. Saying that he was here. Sanggop sial dier dari serangoon sec datang jurong. Can I skip the story I dont wanna tell again.. hehe The really dont have the look but my type. My type is bigger than me and taller than me. This story was soo damn long. Its sad to continue. Im soo sorry.

Maisarah please , if you wanna puke at something , please think twice. I f you change your other-side, I'll be happy enough.

Hello.

Hi all. I've put some new songs. On these days..
_-Friday-_

It was after school when we are out of school early. We went to 7-eleven to have lunch. On the way to the 7-eleven we laugh some got reason some no. We are now walking past a photo shop, when Maisarah sag the li shing tea tea song. She was good at singing this, and made me laugh like hell.
Then we walked in the 7-eleven shop. I was doing nothing when I founded my favourite drink it was Apple Soda. I got fed up when Oh tang kao haleemah saw my drink. My drink was in a glass bottle. She tought it was beer. I was like , " Eh think twice ar. you never see the name of the drink wat? " So wat I care in glass bottle? People please think twice. Then I stand in one corner for a while. Then they all buy their foods allready. Some get to sit down and some dose'nt. I dose'nt get to sit so I stand. I drink and drink and drink. Then two ladies outside waiting for their dating partner to pick them up. They both sit down and we inside the 7-eleven shop gets a very clear view. Her butt can be seen as many of the neighbourhood people can see too. It was a free show. Then we laugh and laugh. We son get out of the store. I bring home my Apple Soda cap home. Again Maisarah sang the li shing tea tea song , she add more words to the song. And we walked to a block near our school. We saw some of our class mates playing with a cake. Their face was dirty. Ewwness. Can't you inagine parts of a cake was on your face skin. They only thought of bringing the cake no tissue no water. Huh wat the hell. God give you money to buy cake and you play with it. Please appericiate food. Never waste them. If this happens to Heidi's Day I'm the first to go home. Then Maisarah ,me, Ching went to another block. We don't wanna mix with them. They are dirty with parts of the cake allover them.
We made laughter there. We started to do our homework. Then we went home.
Home sweet home. :) I was hanging on the phone 90minutes+ . Its was fun sharing experiences with other person. So long goodbye.

Never waste food if you buy them.

Jalan - jalan cari makan.

Heh. We don't really go ''Jalan - jalan cari makan'' . Today boring day so decided to go out. I bathe at 2:30pm hehes. I very lazy. After that we took a taxi to IMM with my sis. The total payment was $4.30 .(s'pore dollars) Then we walked in the shopping mall, not so many people.
We first went to this stupid, usless shop and we went out. Then go jalan - jalan to Mini Toons shop. My sis went to look for stickers. I went to look for something intresting. She bought a monkey for a friend that cost $2.95 and stickers for$1.95 (expensive huh?) .

Then we go to take the esclator from the first floor, not realising we drop off at the second floor. We actually need to go to the third floor . We think of a way not to make shame of yourselves, so we walked round the second floor and searched for the lift. Finally, we found it! We too the lift to make through the third floor that was one floor high. Then walked again towards the Daiso shop. Nothing much to see , suddenly I founded a cute hello kitty plastic zip bag. I really cant take my eyes off them so I baught them . It was nicely paked :) Then we walked out of the shop.

We went to take lunch at KFC. My sis odered a buddy meal for 2. The chicken was damn big.
The oily meat and the skin!! The skin was damn thick so I decided to peel them off. ( Eww..)
But them the chicken was good :)) After that we see some damn bloody hell young minahs.
One with lampost hair, one mama keling and one the breast stood up. I was wondering why was her breast is bigger than mine. She wore a red shirt and grey handphone lace aorund her neck.( what the hell!) They kept lokking at us. Hmph, they bought so many food and act big.
Not long after, we finished our food. *Burp* *burp* *burp* dirty me.

We again went to the Mini toons shop . I want to buy something. Then Before I went out of the shop I bought, Stickers for $1.95, Doo Doo made soft chick $.2.95 and a Blue shoe lace $3.95 (thats the price if im not worng).
Then we go home by bus. We warm up , we walked from the IMM shopping mall to the Jurong East Interchange. Then we see some stinky dudes walking past. Smelly nak mampos. Then we go popular bookshop buy skettles . then we take bus 98.

Home sweet home... at 5:55pm. Tired you know.
Thats all.

Im sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. Trying to think of something anything just to keep me from thinking of you but you know its not working out. Cause your thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind. I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did and I didnt mean to get so close and share what we did. I didnt mean to fall in love but I did. And you didnt mean to love me back but I know you did. Im sitting here trying to cinvince myself that your not the one for me but the more I think, the less I believe and then the more I want you here with me. You know thw holidays are comming up. I dont want to spend them alone. Memories of us together just kill me if Im on my own.Im sitting here trying to entertain myself with my old guitar, but with all my inspiration gone its not getting me very far. I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you. Please , wont you take my hand we got nothing left to prove. Sometimes, memories of very loving time, cant be forgotten.
Its so hard to forget as Im in need of you.

We are on our seprate ways. Even though you are gone, you still mean the world to me.

There is no other way.

Hi to all reading this. Mt father asked me to check if the white computer have internet connection. I check and, the computer have internet connection. I did'nt know wat to do so I searched for malay songs. I founded that, my white computer have tons of malay songs. I hear this songs that makes me feel some kind of different. I have no other way to escape from the song so I hear them. It was so touched that I.... sorry, can't describe my feeling.

On monday I think I'll be going Ice Skating with E Ching and Wei San. Can't wait!
On tuesday will be a trip to neoprint shop at Jurong East.

Back to the topic about the song. The song was Jiwang. This is the first time I felt like this.
The song named ''Permaisuri'' by Data. Sorry to Maisarah, I'm addict to it allready. This song reflect on my days with my ex.
Erti cinta.
-Cinta itu unik.
-Cinta tidak boleh dibeli dengan wang. *Love is priceless*
-Cinta , cinta yg sejati ialah cinta yg datang tanpa memaksa seseorang.
-Cinta tidak boleh bercakap. * having difficulties expressing feelings*
-Cinta itu buta. *Love is blind*
-Cintalah tuhan, keluarga, rakan.*Love your friends, etc..*
-Cintalah kekasih.* Love your lover*

Inilah yg ku faham dari lagu ''Permaisuri''.
Terimah Kasih . Thankyou.

A heart-breaking experience.

I was patched with my ex, last two week.
But then .. something happened. This happened in habbo, Monday 19/6/06 4:09PM
I have experience a heart - breaking moment. Its was strange my eyes started to grow tears.
He ignored me.He have many other girls. He never thought of having only one to be in his heart.
I went everwhere he goes. He was with another girl. Even my friend says too.
What is that you call your true love? I started to asked him amny questions. He never replied.
Then I wrote ... ( in habbo )
U tk pernah sayangkan I.
U tk pernah cintakan I.
U tk pernah sukekan I.
U tk pernah ....

Klw u tk nak layan I , I nak break ngan u skrg.

Then, he never replied, u see having to many girls is not easy.
After 10 minutes, he replied " k. "
I'll short the story.
Hes making me grow tears. I and my watery eyes looking on the computer. He replied ...
sorry It's too sad to continue.

See me online in msn if ur curious.. tell me to continue.... I will...
My msn : lord_of_love482@hotmail.com

Does people understands me ?

Hi. Today nothing much to do so im writing a post. Here's my adventure from Saturday to Monday night.

_- Saturday-_

I got to go a wedding ceremony at Jurong Point near there. I saw the English men family and this malay women. I was shocked when my mother said that we are gonna stay here till night, I was like what the hell ! I straight away asked my father for money and went back home and when i went back home turned on the computer and as pernormal I was smsing Raffiq.

_-Sunday-_

What the fuck! I woke up at 5:45 a.m. getting ready to go Malaysia to Bukit Ramun. I wake up bathe and go metting point my grandmoms house. Grandmom house was packed with the whole family as attandance is compulsary. I was sleeping likea rat in my fathers car when on the way to Malaysia. Again to the meeting point at my Grandfathers house. His house was a teres house. I eat breakfast there, as I was damn hungry. Off..Off.. We go... We are now at the dunnoe where Plaza Tol. And then I sleep again and realise it was past 3 hours. I donnoe where the place was .
I sleep again and realised the car stopped as we are at the Bukit Ramun.
Bukit Ramun was used to be a very hot place when comes to noon and soon after. But heng! It rain. YaY! Tge place was damn crowded .... Suddenly while I was sitting on the floor my auntie asked me to take out something from the car. She told me that the car was unlocked. I wear my shoe and te floor was silppery. I was half way falling when the friction is produced. The car back wiper supported my cheek as it poked my cheek I was shouting my my heart but not in the world. Only god knoes. Bullshit man .. we went home and sleep, ouh I forgot before we left there I salam many people and the gave me money. I counted and the total I found was
Rm = 36 and $$ = 7 ( What the hell man! )
at least i got something ...
I checked my handphone and receive 2 messeges from Raffiq. That time was 11:30pm.
I replied and heres how the story goes.

I typed >> Hi.
He typed >>> Asl u tk reply my msg..?
I typed >> U slm tk reply adn slm I nak bilang you yg I besok tk de kat s'pore tapi u tak reply
so I tk bilang u la.
He typed >>> Ouh.

kite pendekkan cerite aitess..

I typed >> U mate I dah mcm glue ar..
He typed >>> k.la u gi tdo.
I typed >> k bye bye take care! muackz!( i wrote this for fun )
He typed >>> Muckz! luv u.

Hey I was'nt expecting that to happend but it really happened.
That's the end of the story ('' ,) The End.

Korean Madness.

Hi today i got nothing to say. You bored? I knew some of you were bored at home. But whatever
it is i founded a video that can laugh your heads ofF... like mine. So enjoy the show.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4cQ3BoHFas

**DANGER , PLEASE STAND BY TO FALL OF YOUR SEAT. SPOT THE LAUGH **

Read and understand.

It was afternoon, i had no work ro do so i made this. please read deeply and understand.

" Bekas cinta ku pada mu masih kekal dari dulu. Dan ku sekarang dalam keadaan sunyi dan sepi, ku hanya meminta mu menjadi milik ku sehidup mati. "
" kini kau tolak tangan ku, kerana kau ingatkan aku akan buat kesalahan yang sama. Tetapi sebernarnya aku mahu sesuatu dari mu. aku sekarang insaf untuk mendapatkan mu. Aku mahu kau fikir kan perasaan ku, adakah sekali pun engkau bertanya kepadaku tentang hati ku yg berkali-kali terluka daripada mu. Aku hanya meminta kau untuk paham kan perrasaan ku ini."
" Harapan untuk mu daripada ku tinggi sekali. Aku tidak membilang kau kerana kau tahu bahawa kau yakin yang aku akan tidak terpikat dengan mu. Tetapi sekarang, semasa aku berjalan di daerah mu, kau membuat ku diketawakan di hadapan rakan ku yang lain. Ku berasa malu terhadap mu dan rakan - rakan ku. Sekarang aku mula benci pada mu tetapi..kau sekarang meminta maaf kepada ku dan meminta ku menjadi milik mu. Aku tolak kerana mu, dan aku tidak akan memaaf kan kau . Tidak usah lah kau menbawa ku bunga untuk meminta maaf. kerana dahulu aku dengan ikhlasnya dengan dendam mu itu. Aku kini tidak akan maafkan mu ."

peace out...

Update.

Today as usual got my religion class at 8 in the morning. And ended up at 10.15. Mostly Siti Hanisah and Fateh was there but today they were not. Fateh was going out . And I don't know what about Hanisah , wah thaught she was stuck in the toliet bowl. Some girls behind was laughing like a '' Cik Pon '' when others were doing their work.
Then after my religion class I went home and perpare to go JP to buy something. Then I and my family go jemputan. The jemputan was at Bukit Panjang block 200+. It was held under a block.

Here's the part comes...
I reach there and stand in the middle of the red carpet like a stupid girl. The stupid thing was that there was no empty seat so we stand at the back. Then I said " nie orang eh.. da makan sedap-sedap tak tau nak balik. kirekan orang datang tak tau nak balik" . I was right I think. We waited 15 minutes just to wait for just a stupid seat. There were many boi's as they were helping to wash the plates i think. 10 minutes past before i seat, I saw a boy . He was dressed in smart clothes, he was so neat until i get attracted to him.
I was saying " Alamak cute nyer lelaki nie. Geram nyer aku!!! "
But then when I started to stand I realised that I was taller than him. Oh well, what to do with my height... haizz. But I allways know that there's only one man whom I liked. No matter what happens I'm not gonna change my mind about him. ((:

About Raffiq.
Raffiq was a nice man but need to learn to low down the voice.
We have'nt contact each other for 2 or 3 weeks allready, so I don't know ... he may be dead by now. ( hope so )

About Khairul.
He was my senior. He was kind, caring , helpful and many more.
He said to me that he was my friend. I was soo touched by his every single words that he said.
He was a very precious friend of mine. I ... I ... I can't express my feelings about him. I don;t konw how to make him see that i appericiate his kindness to me.
He was one of my precious, special and everlasting friend. ('',)

hi to all..

Hi people what are u doing...
I'm bored so i searched the lyrics for the song tiger lily. then i sang along with the song and suddenly thought of something .. the lyrics ment something to me i did'nt knew what it was all about. so what i do was i kept listening to the song. more then 10 times a day.. please do not think im crazy..i realy do not understand what it means.

and i gtg bubbhyes..
*Please leave a dropby at my tag!*

Wat the hell..

Today english paper. I was feeling happy and good for english paper 1. Then for paper 2 i started to feel that my eyes are watery. And I realise tha t i'm sick . i can't concentrate on my paper. The hall was soo stuffy and hot like no air.

Then when going home i felt that my eyes is dropping out of my eyes . I went straight home and take panadol and went to sleep. at 3 afternoon, I was ok im not sick then when i slept for another hours i woke up and im sick .

The decrease of my degree is 38.3 to 37.9.
I hope to go to school tommrow for my maths paper . I do not wish to be one of the absentees in my class.

Signing out..

Hie..

Hello people . This post was to be typed yesterday. Nevermind today I write 1 post. This post was in malay language. Well... Please enjoy.

Title:
Cintaku tidak tercapai. ( this was continued with the last week ones. Abit different )

Aku menjumpaimu.
Aku selalu gembira apabila melihat namamu.
Aku tidak sedari yang aku melupai sesutu.
Suatu hari, engkau memintak nombor telefon ku.
Aku pula memberinya kepada mu.
Aku tahu yang aku mengharapkan satu.

Selepas itu kamu mahu menjumpai ku.
Aku tidak mahu kerana aku malu.
Tetapi kata-kata mu yang berbunga itu, kelihatan memaksai ku.
Aku pun segera menjumpai mu.
Engkau mengikut kemana sahaja aku pergi.
Aku membuat tidak tahu kepada mu.
Engkau pula sudah naik darah .
Dan memekik namaku tetapi aku berbuat bodoh kepada mu.

Dan sepanjang hari itu,
aku menyesal kerana membuang peluang emasku.
Aku harap aku boleh berdepan dengan mu sekali lagi.

Selepas seminggu, aku bermula bercakap di telefon dengan engkau dan kawan 2 mu.
Semua ada cerita pada hari itu.
Aku meng******** yang kau akan menjadi ***** ku suatu hari.
Tetapi nasibku yang malang itu musnah.
Kau telah meminta nombor telefon bimbit kawan ku yang lebih ****** daripada ku.
Itu bermaksud yang engkau tiada ******* untuk ku.
Aku kecewa.

Kau kelihatan tiada perasaan.
Tetapi adakah engkau memikirkan perrasaan ku sepanjang hari?
Tanyalah diri mu sekali lagi.

Its true.

( language malay )

Ini sebuah cerita yang pendek tetapi benar.

Aku menjumpai mu.
kamu mahu berkenalan dengan ku.
aku gembira dapat menjumpai lelaki macam mu.

Suatu hari kamu mahu melihat wajah ku.
aku berasa malu , tetapi merasakan yang kau telah memaksai ku.
aku terpaksa pergi menjumpaimu.
aku berjumpa mu tetapi aku tidak hendak memangil mu
sesudah aku katakan yang aku malu.

Kawan mu menjerit nama ku ,
Aku duduk diam , membuat tidak tahu
kamu mengikut aku kemana sahaja aku pergi, pada hari itu

Aku berfikir yang lelaki harus lebih berani daripada parempuan.
tetapi benarkah itu..?
mulai engkau pulagng hari itu, aku berasa sedih
kerna aku tidak dapat melihat wajah mu yang sebernanya pada hari itu.

Aku kesal.
aku harap aku dapat memjumpai mu sekali lagi.
dan aku tidak akan membuang paluang itu.
Kerna aku mencintaimu dan terpikat dengan mu.

Ska.

today i did nothing only surfing songs..
I decided to change my song bat country to ' A message to you rudy '
I am a Beginner Ska lovers..

I miss HIM, I miss HIM
I miss HIM, I miss HIM
I miss HIM, I miss HIM
I miss HIM, I miss HIM

I hearts HIM, I hearts HIM
I hearts HIM, I hearts HIM
I hearts HIM, I hearts HIM
I hearts HIM, I hearts HIM

I love HIM, I love HIM
I love HIM, I love HIM
I love HIM, I love HIM
I love HIM, I love HIM

Damn how long am I gonna wait..??

Damn wat the hell.

Todae I've got nothing but went NOT straight home go to mama shop. I have to meet a STRANGER whom i not know . i got this diesease *MALU* that is in malay .if in english means SHAME u know what i mean ... he started to follow us everywhere we go
in that time i was going to the mama shop buying a drink when 2 stranger whom i guess is the man RAFFIQ and AKAM . these 2 man is each others best friend. i started to panic cause i don noe wat to do.

Raffiq and Akam started to be mad and shouted foul words . ex. butoh and bitch
that time im making the decaying shit of me . but wat a waste of time.
I thought man should be brave than woman then i realise that i was wrong.
i told him im afraid but it seems to be forcing me .
I hope to see them by the road side .
And meet one another .

I don noe wat to say.

Erm... hi to guys out there reading my post .
Hmm.. today normal got madrasah boring sia
the lame madrasah made me so bored
.....
then at 9:32pm i went to play the com.and playing habbo.. and listen to Hafiz As'sari songs
it was damn cool i even can't take it out of my ears he also got a blog cool huh.
so visitors out there wanna listen hi his songs add me at msn
lord_of_love482@hotmail.comyou'ill get all the instructions from me
Terms And Conditions Apply

ybe erm... see you guys there..
(sorry not much to talk...)

The song.

Today i added a very ANTIQUE song ..
for me this song is ok...it reminds me of my ex..
trying not to think about my ex.

and got raining seyy just now and lighting strikes..
and heng my cat is home if not im soo a dead meat.!
and now still raining nvr stop...

and the most loneyiest day of my life....
lalalaalalalalaa
im singing..

so bubbhyezz

and the most lonelyiest day of my life........

taking off my shoes.

now im at my own skool computer lab and now maisarah is acting to crawl on the wall and she is laughing like a witch.....you noe shes like that.
and she started to laughing again like a witch... and ...
Zuhri is suddenly jumped off a chair and laugh like a crazy GORILLA.
fazli is now calling maisarah...
mawaddah is now concentrating to her task by mdm hajjar..
umairah is now thinking very hard....
nadirah is now playing a a scobby doo game...
and at amiruls place is now sourrounded by gerls...
and al FATAH is now walking like a freaking boy around ther computer lab...

AND ZEE HAIR IS GOING TO MELT MY EYES AS
IT MAKE MY EYES MELTING.!!!!

MSG: ZEE PLS DO SUMTINHG TO YOUR HAIR..

Lagu Perangkap cinta

Today again not in school when my 2 ulcers became more worse than the other day.Again i got a call from my own school...
I 'm now listening to the song Perangkap cinta ( recording ) by my best friend ( a boy ) he said to listen to the song if i missed him and i did. here is the lyrics of the song Perangkap cinta.


Perangkap cinta:

Setahun sudah ku menunggu dirimu
Akhirnya kau menjadi milikku
Sukarnya untuk ku melupakan mu
Kerana kau ku cintai selalu

Tapi sayang kehadiran kekasih lama mu
Dataang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu

Kenapa ini semua harus berlaku
Apakah ini semua kerna diriku
Sedangkan aku cuma watak dalam percintaan
Tak sanggup aku melupakan mu

Kau ibarat perangkap di tengah lautan
Tak tahu mana arah untuk kau menuju

Andai kau pinta untuk melepaskan mu
Kau kata aku turutkan
Jika ini suatu pengajaran di dalam percintaan.....

I'm not in school.

Today im not in school b'cause i got a dizzy head and 2 ulcers in my mouth. one in my tongue and one on my cheek. the ulcers in my mouth is driving me nuts difficult to brush my teeth.

then about 11:10am i have a call from my school asking me that why i never came to school todae . Telling them i do not dare to come to school b'cause my own form teachers told me that if i got ulcers in my mouth do not come to school.
At home so bored writing a post and then lie on my bed to rest it is so damn bored at home im alone nobody at home only me and myself .im now listening to Sugar we're falling down by Fall out boy

People reading my post please tag.
I wanna see comments
and by the way was school today good?

Falling apart.

hmm.. wondering what's gonna happen to me todae
ok let's talk about yesterday ...
i amani maisarah lyiana go to JEL to meet people.

not wondering he looked like a rotten egg and humpty dumpty
he scare me away and my friends
straight away go to 3 rd level for safety.
his face right if you all see can vomit hair and blood
dier perasan..nyer orang

we ran to safe our lives
running..
and safe to 3 rd level.
im not gonna meet him ever in my life ..
and i leave him alone...
i hate you ! get outta my life.......
go and die to _ _ _ _ _ _.