Bye haze(:

Ok this morning the haze was gone for good. Thank god. Monday
can come to school and take my Science paper. Todays day was
an energetic one. I cleaned 4/5 of the house windows, for 10
dollars. So I did it for my happiness. My religion class examinations
are driving me mad.

After wiping 3 sets of windows, I played the computer for 2hours.
Then continue my work. It was a quite energetic one, you know,
moving here and there using the ladder. I'm listening to a song now,
tittled 'I miss you' by And then I turned seven. Nice songs they have.
Really my kind of songs that i like to hear.

Lets talk about me.
I'm irritating. I'm born to talk nonsence, unimportant things and all.
Laugh soo, over at times la. Not so long la, if you think got somemore,
go tag ok?

True Facts.
- Nadiah do have her own teddy before going to sleep.
- she loves it very much(:

My first true facts on 2118 - 081006(:

Haze in Singapore

Ok here's the latest news in Singapore. Haze. At between 2000 to 2100 hours the
PSI was 150. It was the higest in 2006. Now lets see the South East Asia Wheather
tracks.

Bali Partly Cloudy 23 - 31 °C
Bangkok Thunder 26 - 33 °C
B S Begawan Thunder 25 - 32 °C
Haadyai Thunder 23 - 32 °C
Hanoi Hazy 24 - 31 °C
Ho Chi Minh Thunder 23 - 30 °C
Jakarta Hazy 24 - 33 °C
Kota Kinabalu Thunder 25 - 32 °C
Kuala Lumpur Hazy 24 - 33 °C
Kuching Hazy 23 - 34 °C
Manila Thunder 25 - 30 °C
Phnom Penh Thunder 25 - 31 °C
Phuket Thunder 24 - 30 °C
Singapore Hazy 25 - 32 °C
Yangon Thunder 24 - 32 °C

Visit more on ym blog to see updates of the haze thankyou(:

My Art(:

So here's a picture of my first art piece. Somehow
it's look abit shitty. But never mind I'll just have to improve
more on my art(:



Well , people who is seeing this picture please rate(:
Thankyou, I got notthing much to say.

Post(:

Ok last week I'm abit' busy with something on. Here is a short post
of my weekends. Some of them will be short and some will be
long. Here it goes.

Friday :

It was Chirdren's Day with some unexpectable thing on the
upcoming. My friend was been caned 3 strokes. Looks very
sad but at the same time, I think he deserves it. He don't
obey the school rules. My first time watching the real Public
Caning was so scary, it was scary because my parents didn't caned
me since I was young.

Please obey the school rules.

Saturday :

Ok, here is Saturday. I went to my grandmother's house to
break fast. The day was too paisey for me as here is
something I want to share with all of you. It was on the Saturday
still fasting month, I went to my grandmom house, not knowing
that my grandpa didn't fast. On that Saturday I didn't eat in
the morning so I'm feeling damn hungry that time. Then I reached
my grandmom house, my mom asked my grandpa ,
" pak tk puase eh pak? " with smiling on his face. it wasn't time to
break fast as I being too hungry take a piece of bread and it was just
15cm further away on my mouth when my father rescue my hand.
" eh asal mkn ni blom lagi la. da da gi letek." see how paisey was I. If
I ate the piece of bread allready It means I just wasted my day
fasting because It was just 2 minutes away to wait to break fast.

Paisey nye. bnyk orang pulak tu.

Sunday :

I went shopping after my religion class. My religion teacher gave me
a small marhmellow packet and a pen for childrens day, still it
was sunday the didn't forget. Terime Kaseh Chegu((: Then I
went shopping, I went to many shops looking for something I need to
wear. I went in the popular bookshop and bought a scrap book green
pen and non-gel blue pen. Then I went to the ' This Fashion' shop
and bought a jacket.
" aku yg pilihkn untuk kau derkkz!" <-- my sis typed.
Then we went home I bought
a Jacket-$26
a scrapbook-$4
a blue pen-$1.50
a green pen-$1.50
a belt-$8

And that's it, for my weekend.

Let's go skanking people!

True Story.

Ok this is a true story. I have experienced it not long ago. I and all of the others have
the same problem together. I'm shamed to tell you the real topic for today so I'll use letter codes.

Letter codes : Todays topic.
( figure this yourself )

13,25 _ 3,12,1,19 _ 9,14, _ 3,18,9,19,9,19

I think we need to work in this together to make our future beautiful.
Without this you'll be mopping the toliet floor after 12 years as the others,
have their own carrier, be a doctor and lawyer. We need to put in our best effort
on that day as it will make the smell to your, our, my future. This consists not all
of you. But I think all better. It was only when I see my own community doing
un - important stuff. In order to pass this, we'll need : encouragement, your soul, mind, body, the people around you. If this fail, this will be in your hands, you'll decide. Now is the time for you to show the nerdy side of you. Not saying " Eh?! U NERD! " .

Now is not the time, not to be a nerd.

" Walao, u nerd sia. "
" I know. Why? Cannot isit ?"

Phrase day.

From now on, my post is all about something. It's gonne by short but meaningful.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Do you feel cool when I say " I finally got enough. " ?
Do you feel happy now when I almost get caught ?
( reffering to somebody, 'I' refers to me(: )

You think you're cool hanging out with us?
You you're not odd one out?
you think you're gonna survive getting U-grades?
you think you're funny?
you think you're?
Think again DUMBASS!
( currently reffering to HER! )

Ok, that's all. I gtg and do my homework or else I'll be punished.
My post ends here.
Take care everybody.

tata.

What a day.

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Stupid news : We Singapore use too much singlish.
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Ok and yeah. 2026h now in Singapore. I'm blogging
to Damai Sec. peeps blogs. SIA LA they the blog ma,
nice man! Got tis one ar, very damn nice lo.
Got good blog song ar, nice blogskin oso leh. Then ar
I wan to tag rite, I say ar ,
"ALAMAK! NO TAG BOARD?!''
Damm ley. U people reading tis ar, better hav tagboard
in ur blog ar. If not ar, I slam your head at the toliet bowl
cover there ar. Then ar, from there you will learn ur
lesson ma. Got tis one oso ar, manny people view hor. WOAH!
the blog skin ar, damn ugly sommore mannny people view
the blog ley. AI SEY I tot wad so nice sia. Tt blog never link
people ley. Stupid man. Waist my time lo.

That's the end of my today ' Use Singlish ' post. Now is the real one.
Eh?! My mind blank after writing ' Use Singlish ' post, but
nevermind. Here is something that is a part of my
daily life. Here it is.

It was today where I bloghopped more than 50 blogs.
I notce all of the fifty blog have list down all the things,
that they wanted.
And it's like every blog i go they have something
striked out in their wishlist. But at least,
they have something striked out.

But if you see mine,
Nothing is striked out.
Untill when will I wait?
I ask again.

I see the difference between your life and mine.

50% emo today.

Just now have remedial in Mother Tongue class doing Listening Comprehension, with the ol' format. I got 14/20. Because I was doing something during the lesson. 3 people did not attend the remedial. Then after the remedial, we went to the mama shop and drop by our
slumbered-face friend, please welcome the name 'Jun Pong'.

We make fun of his name bacause of the .pong' behind. Then we do our stuffs and laugh like hells coming.

This is what I wrote in my MT class with addition of words.

Malay Language:

Mengapakah, kau buat ku begini?
Hatiku selalu muram dan sedih.
Ku tahu bahawa, ku sudah berbuat salah dengan kau.
Ku masih ingat, kau memarahiku dan banyak-banyak lagi.

Tetapi ku tetap sabar kali ini kepada keganasan kau
Aku tidak sangka ia akan jadi sebegini.
Ku tahu bahawa kau benci kepadaku.
Perkataan benci membuat hatiku terluka dalam mengyakiti hatiku.

Tali persahabatan terputus dengan kesedihan
di dalam hatiku.
Kau jeling kepadaku, terluka hatiku dibuatnya.
Aku memohon kau maafkan ku.

Kembali lah kau dalam tali persahabatan ku.

English:

Why are you doing this to me?
My heart is allways unhappy and sad.
I know that I have done mistake to you.
And you went very angry.

I still remember the day you scolded me, and many more.
But on that day, I went calm asif nothing happen.
I ignore the pain in my heart.
But still I can feel.

I didn't thought that, this will happen badly.
Miss all the good and the bad things you do to me.
You roll your eyes at me and it hurts me alot.
It slashed my heart.

Please forgive me for what I had done.
I'm begging.

Please come back and be my friend.

EMO_SIDE

Today is emo. I'm born to draw emo picture and be one of the emo. I never write something
like this before, but this thought came to my mind. I'm sharing of what I feel inside. I think it's
abit' the same as something.

Every single day when I woke up.
I bathe and eat my breakfast.
Then my father send me to school.

A friend you was one.
But now things had change.

Your smile,
your laughs,
your lame jokes,
they are all gone.

I was alone, and the time of the past,
came by remembering all the good and bad times
we have, even quarreling.

I thought I did the right thing after all.
But I was soo wrong.
Seeing you rolling your eyes at me really broke my heart.
I don't want you to hate me.

I'm trying to do something else to forget, but i couldn't.

I just missed you.

I wanna' say sorry.

Saturday morning.

Now is 1516 hours meaning afternoon not morning. I just got my flu back to me, and
ten - punches from my friend. ( nine on e' left and one on e' right ) I guess this is a payback.
Now I'm listening to the song underneath by jessica simpson. My father downloaded LimeWire'
yesterday. The next day I downloaded songs mix of metal, reggae, jiwang, pop ,rnb, techno, emo.Then I thought my fahter how to burn songs to an empty cd.

And later going to the mosque fro some religion lessons. Abit' bored la the lesson because mostly the people come is the Senior Citizens and I got to wear my scarf and became the minah tudung gerl. I received no sms today, wondering what he was doing now. Not my bisness' la.

Just now I ate fries for breakfast and mnm mega pack size. I just realise that my cat was skinny. But ok la skinny pon skinny la. Wah' heng not fat! If not i'll throw her outside. She's a cat that weighs 5.57kg , and have 4 legs that is coloured white on the first 3 cm. Her tail is 90 degree bent dunnoe why lar i think long ago she is stucked up between the life and got stuck. She has been lving with my family for about a year or two.

I got to go and feed her. it ends here.

Live with me till world ends.

NoMoreHero

Ok, there will be no more hero. Now is emo(: But if you think emo sucks ,
this will change every 2 weeks. And ok.

My update this week is about fun in the library. This is gonna be great!
I'm going to start a new game that consists more than 4 people to play.
The only place we can play in is, in the library. ( stupid right )

The instruction will be given on the playing day itself conducted my me, hehe.
Boys and Girls are welcomed, but BOWL HAIRSTYLE NOT INCLUDED. And ok I'm sure
I'm the one who can't wait.

*P.S.*
Dear me beloved friends,

please be prepared for this, laughter is included
but in this game you can't laugh, ok?

BE PREPARED!

I can't wait!

The day where I regret for my mistake.

It was the first mistake where I started to show people the signs of my regret. I became angry, a sudden silent of my heart.

A day I regret in my soul.
About a simple mistake.
Where I regret the most of my starting life.
I don't know why is this happening.
I don't know why is it like this.

I came to tell myself that,
a mistake can be fixed if I do something,
to make the person happy.
The mistakes I've done today make me realise,
there are reason behind every mistakes.

This make me realise I regret on the simple ones.
My everyday life has just begun.
I will cope to make them happy.
I will try not to regret on myself about something.

The regret, my mistakes, blame me.
This is what I remember.

Blame me on my mistakes then my regret , wake me up.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In timeYou'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

I had a bad day):

I'll never forget that day,when he broke my heart,
leaving me here with nothing to say.
as my whole world fell apart. I remember
how hard
I cried,the feeling
I felt, like somebody died.
I couldn't sleep, or even eat.
I felt so sick, I felt so dead.
It hurt so bad, it messed with my head.
I was so confused ,so all alone. I felt so used.
I wish I would have known,
that this is how it would be,
that you would have eventually
given up on me.

I've been living my alone trying
to get you out of my life but after all this
time I can't help myself but miss you
you're once a dream that came true an
illusion that turned to realitybut suddenly,
things turned differently the way they used
to be untill such time
i have no choice but to let you go.
I think you don't care about me anymore.
I think I should let you go out of my life.

Making me want to blush and die,
But he can also lift me off my feet,
Just to knock me down with a simple sound,
A sound of a word,
Such a heartbreaking word,
Yes,Yes I wil date you,
Yes I will love you,
Yes I will be yours,
But at the same time
it's a
no,No he won't date me,
no he won't love me,
No he won't be mine,
But the worst part is he has said those
yes words to me,but they have never be.

Tell him that I hate him
Tell him that I love someone new
Tell him that I don't need him anymore
Tell him that he is nothing for me
But please....
Forget me.



I will never get what I want.

The day.

Just changed everything only the web. Just now was maths paper it was difficult but i still can do. Then we played the game in school. It was the worst game i ever played. Well it was a stupid game to play. Everybody was like ' wat the fuck man ' . But still it was a stupid game.

I've eaten allready when, I received sms from someone asking me to vote for hady in the Singapore Idol. I think it was a stupid thing to do b'cause, i wont vote. It costs nothing. If , lets say hady wins , will you get anything? No of course.

Well got nothing much. Tata..

Stupid game ends with a stupid requests((:

Letters to you ( acoustic ) - Finch.

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much,
I know

But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]
No more looking i've found home
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away



Theres allways something missing in my heart.

Blooping(:

I changed my blog song again. This song as compared to my blogskin is showing me that I love him and hate him. A nice work to combine both, as you can see. " Shout to you heart! And your too late! You give love a bad name!" I'm singing... Just know is Malay Oral. It's difficult. I rather do my english oral. It was a piece of shit. Actually many. There are some facts about me.

Facts of me :
1 ) Emo person, but people can't see.
2 ) Talk crap(:
3 ) A fake organiser.
4 ) Hates the word 'whatever'
5 ) I hate when I feel shame.

It was just 5 minutes past when my mother asked my sister to dry the clothes an hour ago, she did'nt do it. fuck la. The blame is all on me. Now is revenge time. I will not help her. Her problems , her life. My problems , my life. She's gonns suffer while I'll let out her secrets slowly to my mom. She is so busted! Why is her undone work is blaming to me. The 49th time have happen. Now i'm suffering later is her. My revenge is never sweet as it will work out slowly.
Damn I'm tired I'm gonna be listening to songs this while before going to sleep to refresh((:

She's so busted!

Semangatku hilang.

Change my song. Tak semangat. Lemah. Sedih.

I think I'm leaving your life.

A place you gave me to stay in your heart.
As time goes by,
I think I have to leave.
Each time you call me,
You said " I luv u."

I think it means nothing to me as you don't care about me.
You flirt with other girls.
I gave you a chance. But then I think this time,
You didn't deserve the chance.
What you do is you broke my heart.

I think I'm being too kind.
All this while I think I just wasted my time with you.
But what I know I hate you I love you.

Things just got worse.

A little boring sunday.

Today is Sunday, now is 1:54:45Pm. Later going to IMM to buy something. I'm feeling like im free but not I still got my comprehension undone. I'm so damn bored got nothing to do. I just bathe my cat just now it was difficult , as my bare hands has to get with the hot water. My cat ran here anf there . I shampoo her with a $13 dollar cat grooming shampoo. She ran the whole toliet until I slipped and catch her tail then the scratch me back with one scar on my hand. She's rough man.

Then yesterday, I went to my cousins house. We played boys vs girls soccer. There were 2 boys and 3 girls. I volunteer myself to be the goalkeeper. My cousin and me played so rough until one of my cousin who was her brother bleed on his left leg the smallest finger. In the end we won, however we played anyhow. Then I ate ' Rojak Mama' it cost $18.90 alltogether. Then we go home I slept in the car, I was tired.

I wonder, I played anyhow and I still win. (: I had no plan for todays afternoon. I think I will be at home only. I looked at my hand , I got 4 new scars on my hand it was given by my cat. But if you see properly you can see more scars. I thought my new baby born cousin to make noises with his lips, then after an hour , he did it. It was the same as mine, at least he learned something. I thought my little cousin , Nadhirah whose age was 6. I teach her how to do clay 'Epok-epok' . Mines was perfect but hers was thin. My grandmother thought me how to do 'Ketupat' I did'nt give up until I did the simpler one, mines was cute .

That's all for now, thats my weekend.

I was expecting more from my grandmother, but she cooked my favourite food, Nevermind then. I'll accpet it.

Things have changed in 2006.

The year 2006 was a stressful year as you know that many work will be given. I just came back from school. Then read Maisarah's blog about 'Friends Forever'. I've never thought about this until today when I realise most of the other side of me was not open to that. I think we never thought about this because, after this year most of us will be seprated from our good friends.Most of us will go to the different school.

But I think we have too continue the good day between us. I was lingering a minute when I think, I only have friends. Never in this world the phrase ' Youre' my best friend.' This thought also made me realise something.

As said by one of my friends, 'The lame jokes. The fun we had its all gone.' I went to think again.
What was that something that made it all gone to the thin air. This made me realise how important are the laughters made by us together. Will I really loose them one day?

Very memorable.

Superman - dunnoe

If you were wondering, what is this song doing here... It's a post. Now is 9:53p.m. , and I'm writing a post while feeling low. This song goes to everybody listening or reading my post.
There is allways something that I can't show , tell and sometime share. Something to do with everybody. But I'm only used to share this with only one person. But then I think twice of what is going to happen.I look like not serious, and allways playful, childish. Well its not easy to look something inside as I allways cover it. And here you are the other - side of me.
_-ME-_

Well as some of you can see, in my MT class. I sitting behind with a small man. He sometimes can see the other side of me. And I can see the other side of him. Most of the things I have I'd rather share with him coz' he'll share with me some of his expericences. Not soo easy to control but, I try. If I were to share something with somebody like Yee Ching she'll not understand, as she cant see the real me. What I mean was the inside of me. This feeling causes me to change as is started with my MT partner. He told me something that is very strange. But I realise its time for me to change.
_-HIM-_

There is on this day I, Mai, Ama, Lyn. We went to Jurong East Lib. Then I remember I need to meet my... Then when I reached there..., that time I chop the place for me and my friend to sit tigrther. I receive a call. Saying that he was here. Sanggop sial dier dari serangoon sec datang jurong. Can I skip the story I dont wanna tell again.. hehe The really dont have the look but my type. My type is bigger than me and taller than me. This story was soo damn long. Its sad to continue. Im soo sorry.

Maisarah please , if you wanna puke at something , please think twice. I f you change your other-side, I'll be happy enough.

Hello.

Hi all. I've put some new songs. On these days..
_-Friday-_

It was after school when we are out of school early. We went to 7-eleven to have lunch. On the way to the 7-eleven we laugh some got reason some no. We are now walking past a photo shop, when Maisarah sag the li shing tea tea song. She was good at singing this, and made me laugh like hell.
Then we walked in the 7-eleven shop. I was doing nothing when I founded my favourite drink it was Apple Soda. I got fed up when Oh tang kao haleemah saw my drink. My drink was in a glass bottle. She tought it was beer. I was like , " Eh think twice ar. you never see the name of the drink wat? " So wat I care in glass bottle? People please think twice. Then I stand in one corner for a while. Then they all buy their foods allready. Some get to sit down and some dose'nt. I dose'nt get to sit so I stand. I drink and drink and drink. Then two ladies outside waiting for their dating partner to pick them up. They both sit down and we inside the 7-eleven shop gets a very clear view. Her butt can be seen as many of the neighbourhood people can see too. It was a free show. Then we laugh and laugh. We son get out of the store. I bring home my Apple Soda cap home. Again Maisarah sang the li shing tea tea song , she add more words to the song. And we walked to a block near our school. We saw some of our class mates playing with a cake. Their face was dirty. Ewwness. Can't you inagine parts of a cake was on your face skin. They only thought of bringing the cake no tissue no water. Huh wat the hell. God give you money to buy cake and you play with it. Please appericiate food. Never waste them. If this happens to Heidi's Day I'm the first to go home. Then Maisarah ,me, Ching went to another block. We don't wanna mix with them. They are dirty with parts of the cake allover them.
We made laughter there. We started to do our homework. Then we went home.
Home sweet home. :) I was hanging on the phone 90minutes+ . Its was fun sharing experiences with other person. So long goodbye.

Never waste food if you buy them.

Jalan - jalan cari makan.

Heh. We don't really go ''Jalan - jalan cari makan'' . Today boring day so decided to go out. I bathe at 2:30pm hehes. I very lazy. After that we took a taxi to IMM with my sis. The total payment was $4.30 .(s'pore dollars) Then we walked in the shopping mall, not so many people.
We first went to this stupid, usless shop and we went out. Then go jalan - jalan to Mini Toons shop. My sis went to look for stickers. I went to look for something intresting. She bought a monkey for a friend that cost $2.95 and stickers for$1.95 (expensive huh?) .

Then we go to take the esclator from the first floor, not realising we drop off at the second floor. We actually need to go to the third floor . We think of a way not to make shame of yourselves, so we walked round the second floor and searched for the lift. Finally, we found it! We too the lift to make through the third floor that was one floor high. Then walked again towards the Daiso shop. Nothing much to see , suddenly I founded a cute hello kitty plastic zip bag. I really cant take my eyes off them so I baught them . It was nicely paked :) Then we walked out of the shop.

We went to take lunch at KFC. My sis odered a buddy meal for 2. The chicken was damn big.
The oily meat and the skin!! The skin was damn thick so I decided to peel them off. ( Eww..)
But them the chicken was good :)) After that we see some damn bloody hell young minahs.
One with lampost hair, one mama keling and one the breast stood up. I was wondering why was her breast is bigger than mine. She wore a red shirt and grey handphone lace aorund her neck.( what the hell!) They kept lokking at us. Hmph, they bought so many food and act big.
Not long after, we finished our food. *Burp* *burp* *burp* dirty me.

We again went to the Mini toons shop . I want to buy something. Then Before I went out of the shop I bought, Stickers for $1.95, Doo Doo made soft chick $.2.95 and a Blue shoe lace $3.95 (thats the price if im not worng).
Then we go home by bus. We warm up , we walked from the IMM shopping mall to the Jurong East Interchange. Then we see some stinky dudes walking past. Smelly nak mampos. Then we go popular bookshop buy skettles . then we take bus 98.

Home sweet home... at 5:55pm. Tired you know.
Thats all.

Im sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. Trying to think of something anything just to keep me from thinking of you but you know its not working out. Cause your thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind. I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did and I didnt mean to get so close and share what we did. I didnt mean to fall in love but I did. And you didnt mean to love me back but I know you did. Im sitting here trying to cinvince myself that your not the one for me but the more I think, the less I believe and then the more I want you here with me. You know thw holidays are comming up. I dont want to spend them alone. Memories of us together just kill me if Im on my own.Im sitting here trying to entertain myself with my old guitar, but with all my inspiration gone its not getting me very far. I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you. Please , wont you take my hand we got nothing left to prove. Sometimes, memories of very loving time, cant be forgotten.
Its so hard to forget as Im in need of you.

We are on our seprate ways. Even though you are gone, you still mean the world to me.