Saturday morning.

Now is 1516 hours meaning afternoon not morning. I just got my flu back to me, and
ten - punches from my friend. ( nine on e' left and one on e' right ) I guess this is a payback.
Now I'm listening to the song underneath by jessica simpson. My father downloaded LimeWire'
yesterday. The next day I downloaded songs mix of metal, reggae, jiwang, pop ,rnb, techno, emo.Then I thought my fahter how to burn songs to an empty cd.

And later going to the mosque fro some religion lessons. Abit' bored la the lesson because mostly the people come is the Senior Citizens and I got to wear my scarf and became the minah tudung gerl. I received no sms today, wondering what he was doing now. Not my bisness' la.

Just now I ate fries for breakfast and mnm mega pack size. I just realise that my cat was skinny. But ok la skinny pon skinny la. Wah' heng not fat! If not i'll throw her outside. She's a cat that weighs 5.57kg , and have 4 legs that is coloured white on the first 3 cm. Her tail is 90 degree bent dunnoe why lar i think long ago she is stucked up between the life and got stuck. She has been lving with my family for about a year or two.

I got to go and feed her. it ends here.

Live with me till world ends.

NoMoreHero

Ok, there will be no more hero. Now is emo(: But if you think emo sucks ,
this will change every 2 weeks. And ok.

My update this week is about fun in the library. This is gonna be great!
I'm going to start a new game that consists more than 4 people to play.
The only place we can play in is, in the library. ( stupid right )

The instruction will be given on the playing day itself conducted my me, hehe.
Boys and Girls are welcomed, but BOWL HAIRSTYLE NOT INCLUDED. And ok I'm sure
I'm the one who can't wait.

*P.S.*
Dear me beloved friends,

please be prepared for this, laughter is included
but in this game you can't laugh, ok?

BE PREPARED!

I can't wait!

The day where I regret for my mistake.

It was the first mistake where I started to show people the signs of my regret. I became angry, a sudden silent of my heart.

A day I regret in my soul.
About a simple mistake.
Where I regret the most of my starting life.
I don't know why is this happening.
I don't know why is it like this.

I came to tell myself that,
a mistake can be fixed if I do something,
to make the person happy.
The mistakes I've done today make me realise,
there are reason behind every mistakes.

This make me realise I regret on the simple ones.
My everyday life has just begun.
I will cope to make them happy.
I will try not to regret on myself about something.

The regret, my mistakes, blame me.
This is what I remember.

Blame me on my mistakes then my regret , wake me up.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In timeYou'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

I had a bad day):

I'll never forget that day,when he broke my heart,
leaving me here with nothing to say.
as my whole world fell apart. I remember
how hard
I cried,the feeling
I felt, like somebody died.
I couldn't sleep, or even eat.
I felt so sick, I felt so dead.
It hurt so bad, it messed with my head.
I was so confused ,so all alone. I felt so used.
I wish I would have known,
that this is how it would be,
that you would have eventually
given up on me.

I've been living my alone trying
to get you out of my life but after all this
time I can't help myself but miss you
you're once a dream that came true an
illusion that turned to realitybut suddenly,
things turned differently the way they used
to be untill such time
i have no choice but to let you go.
I think you don't care about me anymore.
I think I should let you go out of my life.

Making me want to blush and die,
But he can also lift me off my feet,
Just to knock me down with a simple sound,
A sound of a word,
Such a heartbreaking word,
Yes,Yes I wil date you,
Yes I will love you,
Yes I will be yours,
But at the same time
it's a
no,No he won't date me,
no he won't love me,
No he won't be mine,
But the worst part is he has said those
yes words to me,but they have never be.

Tell him that I hate him
Tell him that I love someone new
Tell him that I don't need him anymore
Tell him that he is nothing for me
But please....
Forget me.



I will never get what I want.

The day.

Just changed everything only the web. Just now was maths paper it was difficult but i still can do. Then we played the game in school. It was the worst game i ever played. Well it was a stupid game to play. Everybody was like ' wat the fuck man ' . But still it was a stupid game.

I've eaten allready when, I received sms from someone asking me to vote for hady in the Singapore Idol. I think it was a stupid thing to do b'cause, i wont vote. It costs nothing. If , lets say hady wins , will you get anything? No of course.

Well got nothing much. Tata..

Stupid game ends with a stupid requests((:

Letters to you ( acoustic ) - Finch.

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much,
I know

But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]
No more looking i've found home
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away



Theres allways something missing in my heart.

Blooping(:

I changed my blog song again. This song as compared to my blogskin is showing me that I love him and hate him. A nice work to combine both, as you can see. " Shout to you heart! And your too late! You give love a bad name!" I'm singing... Just know is Malay Oral. It's difficult. I rather do my english oral. It was a piece of shit. Actually many. There are some facts about me.

Facts of me :
1 ) Emo person, but people can't see.
2 ) Talk crap(:
3 ) A fake organiser.
4 ) Hates the word 'whatever'
5 ) I hate when I feel shame.

It was just 5 minutes past when my mother asked my sister to dry the clothes an hour ago, she did'nt do it. fuck la. The blame is all on me. Now is revenge time. I will not help her. Her problems , her life. My problems , my life. She's gonns suffer while I'll let out her secrets slowly to my mom. She is so busted! Why is her undone work is blaming to me. The 49th time have happen. Now i'm suffering later is her. My revenge is never sweet as it will work out slowly.
Damn I'm tired I'm gonna be listening to songs this while before going to sleep to refresh((:

She's so busted!

Semangatku hilang.

Change my song. Tak semangat. Lemah. Sedih.

I think I'm leaving your life.

A place you gave me to stay in your heart.
As time goes by,
I think I have to leave.
Each time you call me,
You said " I luv u."

I think it means nothing to me as you don't care about me.
You flirt with other girls.
I gave you a chance. But then I think this time,
You didn't deserve the chance.
What you do is you broke my heart.

I think I'm being too kind.
All this while I think I just wasted my time with you.
But what I know I hate you I love you.

Things just got worse.

A little boring sunday.

Today is Sunday, now is 1:54:45Pm. Later going to IMM to buy something. I'm feeling like im free but not I still got my comprehension undone. I'm so damn bored got nothing to do. I just bathe my cat just now it was difficult , as my bare hands has to get with the hot water. My cat ran here anf there . I shampoo her with a $13 dollar cat grooming shampoo. She ran the whole toliet until I slipped and catch her tail then the scratch me back with one scar on my hand. She's rough man.

Then yesterday, I went to my cousins house. We played boys vs girls soccer. There were 2 boys and 3 girls. I volunteer myself to be the goalkeeper. My cousin and me played so rough until one of my cousin who was her brother bleed on his left leg the smallest finger. In the end we won, however we played anyhow. Then I ate ' Rojak Mama' it cost $18.90 alltogether. Then we go home I slept in the car, I was tired.

I wonder, I played anyhow and I still win. (: I had no plan for todays afternoon. I think I will be at home only. I looked at my hand , I got 4 new scars on my hand it was given by my cat. But if you see properly you can see more scars. I thought my new baby born cousin to make noises with his lips, then after an hour , he did it. It was the same as mine, at least he learned something. I thought my little cousin , Nadhirah whose age was 6. I teach her how to do clay 'Epok-epok' . Mines was perfect but hers was thin. My grandmother thought me how to do 'Ketupat' I did'nt give up until I did the simpler one, mines was cute .

That's all for now, thats my weekend.

I was expecting more from my grandmother, but she cooked my favourite food, Nevermind then. I'll accpet it.

Things have changed in 2006.

The year 2006 was a stressful year as you know that many work will be given. I just came back from school. Then read Maisarah's blog about 'Friends Forever'. I've never thought about this until today when I realise most of the other side of me was not open to that. I think we never thought about this because, after this year most of us will be seprated from our good friends.Most of us will go to the different school.

But I think we have too continue the good day between us. I was lingering a minute when I think, I only have friends. Never in this world the phrase ' Youre' my best friend.' This thought also made me realise something.

As said by one of my friends, 'The lame jokes. The fun we had its all gone.' I went to think again.
What was that something that made it all gone to the thin air. This made me realise how important are the laughters made by us together. Will I really loose them one day?

Very memorable.

Superman - dunnoe

If you were wondering, what is this song doing here... It's a post. Now is 9:53p.m. , and I'm writing a post while feeling low. This song goes to everybody listening or reading my post.
There is allways something that I can't show , tell and sometime share. Something to do with everybody. But I'm only used to share this with only one person. But then I think twice of what is going to happen.I look like not serious, and allways playful, childish. Well its not easy to look something inside as I allways cover it. And here you are the other - side of me.
_-ME-_

Well as some of you can see, in my MT class. I sitting behind with a small man. He sometimes can see the other side of me. And I can see the other side of him. Most of the things I have I'd rather share with him coz' he'll share with me some of his expericences. Not soo easy to control but, I try. If I were to share something with somebody like Yee Ching she'll not understand, as she cant see the real me. What I mean was the inside of me. This feeling causes me to change as is started with my MT partner. He told me something that is very strange. But I realise its time for me to change.
_-HIM-_

There is on this day I, Mai, Ama, Lyn. We went to Jurong East Lib. Then I remember I need to meet my... Then when I reached there..., that time I chop the place for me and my friend to sit tigrther. I receive a call. Saying that he was here. Sanggop sial dier dari serangoon sec datang jurong. Can I skip the story I dont wanna tell again.. hehe The really dont have the look but my type. My type is bigger than me and taller than me. This story was soo damn long. Its sad to continue. Im soo sorry.

Maisarah please , if you wanna puke at something , please think twice. I f you change your other-side, I'll be happy enough.

Hello.

Hi all. I've put some new songs. On these days..
_-Friday-_

It was after school when we are out of school early. We went to 7-eleven to have lunch. On the way to the 7-eleven we laugh some got reason some no. We are now walking past a photo shop, when Maisarah sag the li shing tea tea song. She was good at singing this, and made me laugh like hell.
Then we walked in the 7-eleven shop. I was doing nothing when I founded my favourite drink it was Apple Soda. I got fed up when Oh tang kao haleemah saw my drink. My drink was in a glass bottle. She tought it was beer. I was like , " Eh think twice ar. you never see the name of the drink wat? " So wat I care in glass bottle? People please think twice. Then I stand in one corner for a while. Then they all buy their foods allready. Some get to sit down and some dose'nt. I dose'nt get to sit so I stand. I drink and drink and drink. Then two ladies outside waiting for their dating partner to pick them up. They both sit down and we inside the 7-eleven shop gets a very clear view. Her butt can be seen as many of the neighbourhood people can see too. It was a free show. Then we laugh and laugh. We son get out of the store. I bring home my Apple Soda cap home. Again Maisarah sang the li shing tea tea song , she add more words to the song. And we walked to a block near our school. We saw some of our class mates playing with a cake. Their face was dirty. Ewwness. Can't you inagine parts of a cake was on your face skin. They only thought of bringing the cake no tissue no water. Huh wat the hell. God give you money to buy cake and you play with it. Please appericiate food. Never waste them. If this happens to Heidi's Day I'm the first to go home. Then Maisarah ,me, Ching went to another block. We don't wanna mix with them. They are dirty with parts of the cake allover them.
We made laughter there. We started to do our homework. Then we went home.
Home sweet home. :) I was hanging on the phone 90minutes+ . Its was fun sharing experiences with other person. So long goodbye.

Never waste food if you buy them.

Jalan - jalan cari makan.

Heh. We don't really go ''Jalan - jalan cari makan'' . Today boring day so decided to go out. I bathe at 2:30pm hehes. I very lazy. After that we took a taxi to IMM with my sis. The total payment was $4.30 .(s'pore dollars) Then we walked in the shopping mall, not so many people.
We first went to this stupid, usless shop and we went out. Then go jalan - jalan to Mini Toons shop. My sis went to look for stickers. I went to look for something intresting. She bought a monkey for a friend that cost $2.95 and stickers for$1.95 (expensive huh?) .

Then we go to take the esclator from the first floor, not realising we drop off at the second floor. We actually need to go to the third floor . We think of a way not to make shame of yourselves, so we walked round the second floor and searched for the lift. Finally, we found it! We too the lift to make through the third floor that was one floor high. Then walked again towards the Daiso shop. Nothing much to see , suddenly I founded a cute hello kitty plastic zip bag. I really cant take my eyes off them so I baught them . It was nicely paked :) Then we walked out of the shop.

We went to take lunch at KFC. My sis odered a buddy meal for 2. The chicken was damn big.
The oily meat and the skin!! The skin was damn thick so I decided to peel them off. ( Eww..)
But them the chicken was good :)) After that we see some damn bloody hell young minahs.
One with lampost hair, one mama keling and one the breast stood up. I was wondering why was her breast is bigger than mine. She wore a red shirt and grey handphone lace aorund her neck.( what the hell!) They kept lokking at us. Hmph, they bought so many food and act big.
Not long after, we finished our food. *Burp* *burp* *burp* dirty me.

We again went to the Mini toons shop . I want to buy something. Then Before I went out of the shop I bought, Stickers for $1.95, Doo Doo made soft chick $.2.95 and a Blue shoe lace $3.95 (thats the price if im not worng).
Then we go home by bus. We warm up , we walked from the IMM shopping mall to the Jurong East Interchange. Then we see some stinky dudes walking past. Smelly nak mampos. Then we go popular bookshop buy skettles . then we take bus 98.

Home sweet home... at 5:55pm. Tired you know.
Thats all.

Im sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. Trying to think of something anything just to keep me from thinking of you but you know its not working out. Cause your thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind. I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did and I didnt mean to get so close and share what we did. I didnt mean to fall in love but I did. And you didnt mean to love me back but I know you did. Im sitting here trying to cinvince myself that your not the one for me but the more I think, the less I believe and then the more I want you here with me. You know thw holidays are comming up. I dont want to spend them alone. Memories of us together just kill me if Im on my own.Im sitting here trying to entertain myself with my old guitar, but with all my inspiration gone its not getting me very far. I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you. Please , wont you take my hand we got nothing left to prove. Sometimes, memories of very loving time, cant be forgotten.
Its so hard to forget as Im in need of you.

We are on our seprate ways. Even though you are gone, you still mean the world to me.

There is no other way.

Hi to all reading this. Mt father asked me to check if the white computer have internet connection. I check and, the computer have internet connection. I did'nt know wat to do so I searched for malay songs. I founded that, my white computer have tons of malay songs. I hear this songs that makes me feel some kind of different. I have no other way to escape from the song so I hear them. It was so touched that I.... sorry, can't describe my feeling.

On monday I think I'll be going Ice Skating with E Ching and Wei San. Can't wait!
On tuesday will be a trip to neoprint shop at Jurong East.

Back to the topic about the song. The song was Jiwang. This is the first time I felt like this.
The song named ''Permaisuri'' by Data. Sorry to Maisarah, I'm addict to it allready. This song reflect on my days with my ex.
Erti cinta.
-Cinta itu unik.
-Cinta tidak boleh dibeli dengan wang. *Love is priceless*
-Cinta , cinta yg sejati ialah cinta yg datang tanpa memaksa seseorang.
-Cinta tidak boleh bercakap. * having difficulties expressing feelings*
-Cinta itu buta. *Love is blind*
-Cintalah tuhan, keluarga, rakan.*Love your friends, etc..*
-Cintalah kekasih.* Love your lover*

Inilah yg ku faham dari lagu ''Permaisuri''.
Terimah Kasih . Thankyou.

A heart-breaking experience.

I was patched with my ex, last two week.
But then .. something happened. This happened in habbo, Monday 19/6/06 4:09PM
I have experience a heart - breaking moment. Its was strange my eyes started to grow tears.
He ignored me.He have many other girls. He never thought of having only one to be in his heart.
I went everwhere he goes. He was with another girl. Even my friend says too.
What is that you call your true love? I started to asked him amny questions. He never replied.
Then I wrote ... ( in habbo )
U tk pernah sayangkan I.
U tk pernah cintakan I.
U tk pernah sukekan I.
U tk pernah ....

Klw u tk nak layan I , I nak break ngan u skrg.

Then, he never replied, u see having to many girls is not easy.
After 10 minutes, he replied " k. "
I'll short the story.
Hes making me grow tears. I and my watery eyes looking on the computer. He replied ...
sorry It's too sad to continue.

See me online in msn if ur curious.. tell me to continue.... I will...
My msn : lord_of_love482@hotmail.com

Does people understands me ?

Hi. Today nothing much to do so im writing a post. Here's my adventure from Saturday to Monday night.

_- Saturday-_

I got to go a wedding ceremony at Jurong Point near there. I saw the English men family and this malay women. I was shocked when my mother said that we are gonna stay here till night, I was like what the hell ! I straight away asked my father for money and went back home and when i went back home turned on the computer and as pernormal I was smsing Raffiq.

_-Sunday-_

What the fuck! I woke up at 5:45 a.m. getting ready to go Malaysia to Bukit Ramun. I wake up bathe and go metting point my grandmoms house. Grandmom house was packed with the whole family as attandance is compulsary. I was sleeping likea rat in my fathers car when on the way to Malaysia. Again to the meeting point at my Grandfathers house. His house was a teres house. I eat breakfast there, as I was damn hungry. Off..Off.. We go... We are now at the dunnoe where Plaza Tol. And then I sleep again and realise it was past 3 hours. I donnoe where the place was .
I sleep again and realised the car stopped as we are at the Bukit Ramun.
Bukit Ramun was used to be a very hot place when comes to noon and soon after. But heng! It rain. YaY! Tge place was damn crowded .... Suddenly while I was sitting on the floor my auntie asked me to take out something from the car. She told me that the car was unlocked. I wear my shoe and te floor was silppery. I was half way falling when the friction is produced. The car back wiper supported my cheek as it poked my cheek I was shouting my my heart but not in the world. Only god knoes. Bullshit man .. we went home and sleep, ouh I forgot before we left there I salam many people and the gave me money. I counted and the total I found was
Rm = 36 and $$ = 7 ( What the hell man! )
at least i got something ...
I checked my handphone and receive 2 messeges from Raffiq. That time was 11:30pm.
I replied and heres how the story goes.

I typed >> Hi.
He typed >>> Asl u tk reply my msg..?
I typed >> U slm tk reply adn slm I nak bilang you yg I besok tk de kat s'pore tapi u tak reply
so I tk bilang u la.
He typed >>> Ouh.

kite pendekkan cerite aitess..

I typed >> U mate I dah mcm glue ar..
He typed >>> k.la u gi tdo.
I typed >> k bye bye take care! muackz!( i wrote this for fun )
He typed >>> Muckz! luv u.

Hey I was'nt expecting that to happend but it really happened.
That's the end of the story ('' ,) The End.

Korean Madness.

Hi today i got nothing to say. You bored? I knew some of you were bored at home. But whatever
it is i founded a video that can laugh your heads ofF... like mine. So enjoy the show.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4cQ3BoHFas

**DANGER , PLEASE STAND BY TO FALL OF YOUR SEAT. SPOT THE LAUGH **

Read and understand.

It was afternoon, i had no work ro do so i made this. please read deeply and understand.

" Bekas cinta ku pada mu masih kekal dari dulu. Dan ku sekarang dalam keadaan sunyi dan sepi, ku hanya meminta mu menjadi milik ku sehidup mati. "
" kini kau tolak tangan ku, kerana kau ingatkan aku akan buat kesalahan yang sama. Tetapi sebernarnya aku mahu sesuatu dari mu. aku sekarang insaf untuk mendapatkan mu. Aku mahu kau fikir kan perasaan ku, adakah sekali pun engkau bertanya kepadaku tentang hati ku yg berkali-kali terluka daripada mu. Aku hanya meminta kau untuk paham kan perrasaan ku ini."
" Harapan untuk mu daripada ku tinggi sekali. Aku tidak membilang kau kerana kau tahu bahawa kau yakin yang aku akan tidak terpikat dengan mu. Tetapi sekarang, semasa aku berjalan di daerah mu, kau membuat ku diketawakan di hadapan rakan ku yang lain. Ku berasa malu terhadap mu dan rakan - rakan ku. Sekarang aku mula benci pada mu tetapi..kau sekarang meminta maaf kepada ku dan meminta ku menjadi milik mu. Aku tolak kerana mu, dan aku tidak akan memaaf kan kau . Tidak usah lah kau menbawa ku bunga untuk meminta maaf. kerana dahulu aku dengan ikhlasnya dengan dendam mu itu. Aku kini tidak akan maafkan mu ."

peace out...

Update.

Today as usual got my religion class at 8 in the morning. And ended up at 10.15. Mostly Siti Hanisah and Fateh was there but today they were not. Fateh was going out . And I don't know what about Hanisah , wah thaught she was stuck in the toliet bowl. Some girls behind was laughing like a '' Cik Pon '' when others were doing their work.
Then after my religion class I went home and perpare to go JP to buy something. Then I and my family go jemputan. The jemputan was at Bukit Panjang block 200+. It was held under a block.

Here's the part comes...
I reach there and stand in the middle of the red carpet like a stupid girl. The stupid thing was that there was no empty seat so we stand at the back. Then I said " nie orang eh.. da makan sedap-sedap tak tau nak balik. kirekan orang datang tak tau nak balik" . I was right I think. We waited 15 minutes just to wait for just a stupid seat. There were many boi's as they were helping to wash the plates i think. 10 minutes past before i seat, I saw a boy . He was dressed in smart clothes, he was so neat until i get attracted to him.
I was saying " Alamak cute nyer lelaki nie. Geram nyer aku!!! "
But then when I started to stand I realised that I was taller than him. Oh well, what to do with my height... haizz. But I allways know that there's only one man whom I liked. No matter what happens I'm not gonna change my mind about him. ((:

About Raffiq.
Raffiq was a nice man but need to learn to low down the voice.
We have'nt contact each other for 2 or 3 weeks allready, so I don't know ... he may be dead by now. ( hope so )

About Khairul.
He was my senior. He was kind, caring , helpful and many more.
He said to me that he was my friend. I was soo touched by his every single words that he said.
He was a very precious friend of mine. I ... I ... I can't express my feelings about him. I don;t konw how to make him see that i appericiate his kindness to me.
He was one of my precious, special and everlasting friend. ('',)

hi to all..

Hi people what are u doing...
I'm bored so i searched the lyrics for the song tiger lily. then i sang along with the song and suddenly thought of something .. the lyrics ment something to me i did'nt knew what it was all about. so what i do was i kept listening to the song. more then 10 times a day.. please do not think im crazy..i realy do not understand what it means.

and i gtg bubbhyes..
*Please leave a dropby at my tag!*

Wat the hell..

Today english paper. I was feeling happy and good for english paper 1. Then for paper 2 i started to feel that my eyes are watery. And I realise tha t i'm sick . i can't concentrate on my paper. The hall was soo stuffy and hot like no air.

Then when going home i felt that my eyes is dropping out of my eyes . I went straight home and take panadol and went to sleep. at 3 afternoon, I was ok im not sick then when i slept for another hours i woke up and im sick .

The decrease of my degree is 38.3 to 37.9.
I hope to go to school tommrow for my maths paper . I do not wish to be one of the absentees in my class.

Signing out..

Hie..

Hello people . This post was to be typed yesterday. Nevermind today I write 1 post. This post was in malay language. Well... Please enjoy.

Title:
Cintaku tidak tercapai. ( this was continued with the last week ones. Abit different )

Aku menjumpaimu.
Aku selalu gembira apabila melihat namamu.
Aku tidak sedari yang aku melupai sesutu.
Suatu hari, engkau memintak nombor telefon ku.
Aku pula memberinya kepada mu.
Aku tahu yang aku mengharapkan satu.

Selepas itu kamu mahu menjumpai ku.
Aku tidak mahu kerana aku malu.
Tetapi kata-kata mu yang berbunga itu, kelihatan memaksai ku.
Aku pun segera menjumpai mu.
Engkau mengikut kemana sahaja aku pergi.
Aku membuat tidak tahu kepada mu.
Engkau pula sudah naik darah .
Dan memekik namaku tetapi aku berbuat bodoh kepada mu.

Dan sepanjang hari itu,
aku menyesal kerana membuang peluang emasku.
Aku harap aku boleh berdepan dengan mu sekali lagi.

Selepas seminggu, aku bermula bercakap di telefon dengan engkau dan kawan 2 mu.
Semua ada cerita pada hari itu.
Aku meng******** yang kau akan menjadi ***** ku suatu hari.
Tetapi nasibku yang malang itu musnah.
Kau telah meminta nombor telefon bimbit kawan ku yang lebih ****** daripada ku.
Itu bermaksud yang engkau tiada ******* untuk ku.
Aku kecewa.

Kau kelihatan tiada perasaan.
Tetapi adakah engkau memikirkan perrasaan ku sepanjang hari?
Tanyalah diri mu sekali lagi.